saranya.27

Thanks a ton deepaji. I shall keep in mind about what you said on ego. I am working on it. I am unable to give myself completely to god (coz I dont see the logic) May be at some point in life I will.

I would like to thank you for taking out some time to answer my query.

Thanks and Regards.

Please reply.

I believe in god. But day by day this belief is turning into a doubt. In my life everything has been a compromise, and I accepted life the way it presented itself to me.

first i had a bad childhoob with an alcoholic father, then a forced arranged marriage. Life is never been the way I wanted...yet I remain happy and cheerful all the time.

Now after marriage, I was diagonsed with PCOS- which is a condition where a woman will have problems to become pregnant.

I wonder why I am praying??? does god really exist??? Am i fasting and doing all rituals to a god- who doesnt listen to his devotees and has his own good plans for everyone??? wat is good here??? for every damn thing in my life i have faced hurdles. Now i want to disconnect with god.

Am I doing the right thing??? someone help me.

My husband and i have been trying for a child from 2 years, but nothing has happened yet. I have been diagnosed with PCOS (where the egg doesnt form completely) so I am taking medicines for the same.

Name - Soumya.

My DOB - 27th December 1983

Time of Birth - 8.25 am

Place of Birth - Mumbai, Maharashtra.

I am really tensed about this. Please let me know if I can have my own child and when is it likely to happen.

Regards.

I had done santoshi mata vrat for 5 weeks wen I was in college. My prayer was answered within 3 weeks. Sanotshi Maa is a very powerful goddess.

So after marriage I thought of praying her again as I was unable to concieve, usually it is said that any kind of wish is fulfilled by santoshi maa within 3 months. Now its been 2.5 years since I started her vrat yet my prayer is unanswered. Please tell me wat shud I do?? i will be greatful.

thanks.