professionally, I am as yet no where. since 2000 I have been traveling in the states often for studies in alternative medicine.... I have accomplished nothing, but each time I go on my travels I do become ....how do I say this....more spiritual.
I have not been able to stablize a career anywhere....I am very skilled with fashion design and happen to be an excellent businesswoman.. but opportunities don't seem to walk on by...rather my family environment wasn't very helpful...
regardless of not being able to have a consistent job...somehow or the other I have always had funds to take care of myself...... funny thing is that it seems like mates in my life always want to care for me....financially that is.... they would rather that I do not work and be at home always.... but I am too proud to let anyone help me but still financailly I get helped. And I have had the most amazing set of friendships any person could ever have. I have made friendships with the most purest souls... I have been very lucky in that regard.. And my siblings are my world..
One thing has been consistent with me for the past few years is that people come to me for help and guidance... usually for readings... I have been advised by my environment to go forward with the idea of readings professionally but my heart is not in it.. I only do it if I feel that a person is in dire need of help...usually I suffer headaches (sometimes painful migranes) after doing readings.. so I stay away from doing them..
funny thing is that for about a 1 1/2 to 2 years I have been getting notions that I will be settling into some sort of work having to do with my hands...
oh and nothing that I plan ever works out.... for me everything that has to happen will happen at the spur of the moment or not at all....
honestly speaking I understand that my rahu period was a time where I was held back but this Jupiter period has been insanely decieving...
I have been married in 01' and divorced in 06'.. I would say that those where the most trying years of my life thus far.
If it would not be too much to ask..... I would like to know what you have to say about an event that maybe coming my way...
My current fiance and I are trying to find a way to get married soon, unfortunately, his family is in disapproval... the 1st time I had been married it was against the wishes of my family... and it was a horrible experience..
Now I want this marriage to be done right, road blocks are coming up again.... what would you account for these problems and is their any indications of marriage possible in these coming 2 years...?
I understand this maybe an outlandish question to ask but I've learned to be very cautious since my ordeal...
pls forgive me if I am asking too much,
kindly,
Zaara