Respected gurus,
I am a boy persuing btech.In search of happiness since i was a child. i am so horribly devastated in my life that, sometimes i feel to run away from this world.
i had 3 major operations in my right hand for bone deformity when i was 4,14 and 15yrs.at 17 i had water blockage in my brain for which there was again a major operation.
today i am a normal person, now that i am in the peak period of janmasani.i am unable to bear the effects.all my close friends broke relation with me for silly reasons and i am completely alone now.feeling very down.often get humilations when i try to patch up.
making new friends seems more difficult in such a situation.
i was very good in studies but now i am struggling to clear my papers.
i am very devoted to lord hanumanji,pray to him with complete devotion.recite hanuman chalisa everyday,visit hanuman temple & shani temple every saturday,recite shani mantras.
often visit sai baba temple and shivji.
wearing a ruby in gold ring for 1yr.
the most torturing for me is my social life for past 4-5 months
i am a good person by heart and help others.always been a good human being.
when my life will change.just fed up.this 2008 is showing new sufferings day by day.
birth details:
DOB: 09-01-1988
BT: 9:30PM,place: cuttack orissa