I have been suffering quite a lot over the last few years. I came to my parents' place for a vacation and have been forced to stay back. Now face divorce and have a 3.5 year old son. Last month an old friend of mine said he was interested in getting married to me once the divorce was through. After a lot of thought, I reciprocated the same feeling. I truly felt he is a good guy and would be good to my son too. Now though, he has suddenly asked me not to communicate with him for a while. I just don't know what is happening. I was trying to land myself a job and am starting on monday. I am scared that whatever I do, I am going to fail. Every time I feel remotely relieved, something happens and it all is back to square 1. :crying2:There are times I just want to disappear but am holding on for my son. I just want some foresight into what more lies ahead! Just feel that everything is working against me.
My details
DOB: 1 Oct 76
TOB: 11:55
Place: Tuticorin, India
My son
DOB: 6 Dec 04
TOB: 13:31
Place: Stony Brook, USA
