Bhagwan Si Sai - The Supreme Bliss! - By Sai Veena swamy mahadevan Part 01

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OM SaiRAM,Really touching to hear your story. Really only Swami knows what is best for us. We can only try our best and leave the rest to Swami. Even i will share my story with you.I am having only 2 members in my family me and my mother. We are following swami since 2004. Before that we werent aware and we used to worship Shirdi Saibaba. IT is coz of that only Swami pulled me to HIm. Before i beleived in Swami i was very different person.I was confused about my career. We had a Restaurant and garments business but i was not interested in that. I was inclined to IT. Then after I came to know about Swami that he is the avatar of Shirdi Saibaba i had a strong urge to see Bhagawan. We decided to go to Puttaparthi. Whenever we thought of leaving some thing would come in the way and we could not leave. One fact i forgot to tell that i was diagnosed with Becker Muscular Dystrophy in 1998. But it is only till 2003 that i cudnt walk before that i could walk. In 2003 i was not able to walk and came on the wheelchair. So i decided to go by car from Mumbai as i am from Mumbai.Like i said something or the other came in the way and i couldnt leave for Puttaparthi. This was in 2003 December. At that time i prayed really hard to Swami that i want to meet you and come to Puttaparthi. I guess Swami was testing me as those were initial days when i started beleiving in Swami. So finally Swami obliged. We left from Mumbai on 31st December 2003 for Puttaparthi. IT is some 1200 kms from Mumbai. I really didnt have any idea which route to take. So we decided we will go Via Hyderabad. Hyderabad is 750 kms.from Mumbai. When we were reaching Solapur which is 400 kms before Hyderabad.our car met with a minor accident. With Swami's grace nothing happend to us. But our car got damaged the Radiator got torn off and water was leaking from it. The car started heating up while driving. So we stopped for the night at Solapur.Next morning We started looking for a garage. But we didnt find any. We asked at some petrol pump he told us about a garage. When we took the car to the garage I was really surprised to see Shirdi Saibaba's photo at the Garage. This meant Swami was with us. He was looking after us. Then the person at the garage somehow fixed the car temporarily. He said we have to stop every 2 hours or when the car gets too hot and put Water again in the radiator till Hyderabad. Now Hyderabad was 300 kms away. So we started for Hyderabad and we used to stop every 2 hours put water and then move again. So finally we reached Hyderabad next morning on 1st Jan 04 on the new year' s day. THere i had to get the car fixed. So we took the car to Ford dealer as my car was a Ford Escort that also 1998 model. When the mechanic saw the damage he said it would cost Rs 40000. We didnt have that much money we had just take 10000 rs for our journey. Then he said its better to fix the car from a local mechanic in Hyderabad. We didnt know anyone there and it was night time around 7 pm. The person from Ford had given us some reference of someone. So we tried to find him but we didnt find him.So Mom was very worried. She said we trried everything to reach Puttaparthi but we shud go back to Mumbai now by bus and leave the car here. But i was very heartbroken and started crying a lot. I I prayed to Swami to help us as i wanted to meet Baba desperately. Suddnely out of no where one Person asked are you looking for a mechanic to fix your car. I was stunned as how come he knew we had to fix the car. It was Swami again with us. This was another instance. Finally the person said he will fix the car next morning and gave us his contact no. We stayed at a hotel for the nite. Next morning on Jan 2 2004 we took the car to his garage and he fixed the car till evening for only Rs 1000. He said you can reach Puttaparthi and back to Mumbai safely without any problemSo we again started for Puttaparthi which was another 400 kms from Hyderabad.We started at night around 8 pm and we went on till 2 am in the night. Some 100 kms before Parthi we halted at a Petrol pump . We slept in the car till 6 am and then again started our journey to Parthi and we finally reached till afternoon to Puttaparthi on 3rd January some three days it took to reach us. First time i went for Darshan i was very eager as this was my first time. As Swami entered the SAi Kalwant Hall i was so excited i felt so good to see Swami for the first time i cant describe it. Again those days swami didnt come out for Darshan much. This went on for 3 days. Then i prayed to Swami to give us Darshan as we had to go back to Mumbai since our money was getting over. Again Swami obliged and listened to our prayers and gave us good close Darshan.Then we headed back to Mumbai on the 9th January 2004. We reached safely to Mumbai on 11th Jan . NExt day when we tried starting the car it wasnt working. When i checked the bonnet the battery was literally burnt. So i was amazed as this happened only after we reached safely to Mumbai. So again i felt Swami;s blessing with us.After that my life changed a lot. We took a new house as our old house got demolished.Then i visited Swami again after getting new flat. In my second visit i was very happy as Swami gave me wonderful Darshans. Swami even took my letter. The second visit i didnt face any difficulty at all.Then after coming back 2 years went by. In the meantime i alone did Laksharchana. IT took me 1 full week. With Swami's grace i completed it.After that again in 2006 i visited BRindavan Ashram in Bangalore. There also Swami gave me wonderful close Darshans. My girlfriend whom i loved a lot but never met her as she was in Delhi said she would join me in Bangalore to visit Swami .Actually coz of my problem her parents were not agreeing for our marriage. I prayed to Swami to help us unite but Swami used to look the other way whenever i looked at Swami. This was the indication that Swami was not interested in my Wish. THis came true as my girlfirend didnt come to Bangalore as promised by her. Then when i returned to Mumbai she broke up with me. For some days i was very depressed then i started going to our garment factory for work. SLowly i was able to forget her.Then our factory wasnt doing good. We closed down the factory. Then i decided to Do Mba in IT suddenly. IT was all Swamis' divine play. After eight years of my graduation I thought it would be very difficult to do MBA. But with Swami's blessings i cleared all my exams in 2 years only one Exam is left which i will be appearing in April. I am praying to Swami that he help me clear this EXam. Also i have now moved to Bangalore in Kadugodi very close to Swami;s ashram here. Swami loves us so much. What more can i say.Its a very long mail i know but i had to share my experiences with Sai brother's and sisters.SAiram