need assitance

06-19-2005, 08:50 AM

Respected dharamdevji
Extending my humble namaskaram to you.
I had a query for which i need your guidance and also of the other revered
members.

I had been going through turmoil in all aspects of my life for 3 yrs
everyday,every second. Life was just about worst than hell for me untill 3
months back when i was blessed with lord shiva's mahaprasad 'rudraksha'.

I started off with 3 beads of 7 mukhi,then gradually have started wearing a 5
mukhi small beads mala of 108 beads,and then i bought a mala consisting of 1bead
each of 1,2,3,8,11 mukhi & 3beads of 4 & 6 mukhi.

After some days i also purchased a siddha mala consisting of 1 bead each of
1,8-15 mukhi beads & 2-7 mukhi 3 beads each. Now when i started wearing these
malas it was like all my troubles have started vanishing and i had tremendous
peace also when i used to pray in the evening daily with my eyes closed i could
see only the lord and all my worries and tragic events of my past were not
bothering me during my course of my prayer.

But since the past 10 days it has again resurfaced and even when im trying to
concentrate hard at the time of evening prayers im not able to see the
lord shiva during the process,instead all the old thoughts of betrayal by the
ones whom i loved and all those for whom i cared for are literally disturbing my
thoughts due to which im unable to even chant the mantras smoothly.

Pls guide me to get the focus back on track and to gain control on my mind.Its
been 3 yrs of painstacking events in my life day in and day out, finally when
the lord showed mercy on me by giving me his gift to mankind the holy rudraksha
i was so happy that even my sorrows couldn't last for more than 30 minutes coz
ech time i felt that im in safe custody of the lord and he is giving me
confidence constantly.

Not that i dont feel the same anymore, coz my body without the rudraksha malas
that i wear seems totally empty to me, but even when i wear them im not getting
focus and concentration.

Kindly guide me to get back the focus,as im seriously in love with god and am
happy with it and after losing everything in life i dont want to lose his sight
and the peace that he
has given me.

Regards
Manoj Nair
Om namo namah shivaya

06-20-2005, 12:35 AM

Dear Manoj Ji

Namasakr Mitra and thank you for your message.............yes this does
happen as one starts to enter a higher level of Spiritual
Fullfillment..........all
the images and worries of the past come to the surface at the quitest
times.............we seem to be confronted with past problems for some reason
and we
sometimes dont know why...........this is stress being released from the
situations you experienced.......in India they talk about the Elephants that
start
stomping about when you are trying to burn Karma and increase you Spiritual
Upliftment............the only technique I know to get through this is an
important one that has been used many times with success

When the pain of heartbreak and unhappiness appear in Meditation and
Prayers.............. do not fight them or react to them in a way that would
push them
away......they have to observed without judgement and recognized as what they
are and then let go of them.......if you recognize them for what they are by
merely observeing them one at a time as they appear...........admitting to
yourself that this really did happen and that it happened for a purpose to
strengthen you............ and then once recognized in this manner you let them
go
their way wishing them Peace and Happiness and you be free of them forever

Admitting they happened and accepting they happened and now is a new life for
you so you simply observe them as they appear and as they disappear your
vision of Lord Siva may become clearer and clearer until you are back to where
you
wish to be

hope this helps Mitra

DD

In a message dated 6/20/2005 3:13:08 AM Pacific Standard Time,
manojmn10@... writes:

>
>
> Respected dharamdevji
> Extending my humble namaskaram to you.
> I had a query for which i need your guidance and also of the other revered
> members.
>
> I had been going through turmoil in all aspects of my life for 3 yrs
> everyday,every second. Life was just about worst than hell for me untill 3
months
> back when i was blessed with lord shiva's mahaprasad 'rudraksha'.
>
> I started off with 3 beads of 7 mukhi,then gradually have started wearing a
> 5 mukhi small beads mala of 108 beads,and then i bought a mala consisting of
> 1bead each of 1,2,3,8,11 mukhi &3beads of 4 &6 mukhi.
>
> After some days i also purchased a siddha mala consisting of 1 bead each of
> 1,8-15 mukhi beads &2-7 mukhi 3 beads each. Now when i started wearing these
> malas it was like all my troubles have started vanishing and i had
> tremendous peace also when i used to pray in the evening daily with my eyes
closed i
> could see only the lord and all my worries and tragic events of my past were
> not bothering me during my course of my prayer.
>
> But since the past 10 days it has again resurfaced and even when im trying
> to concentrate hard at the time of evening prayers im not able to see the
> lord shiva during the process,instead all the old thoughts of betrayal by
> the ones whom i loved and all those for whom i cared for are literally
> disturbing my thoughts due to which im unable to even chant the mantras
smoothly.
>
> Pls guide me to get the focus back on track and to gain control on my
> mind.Its been 3 yrs of painstacking events in my life day in and day out,
finally
> when the lord showed mercy on me by giving me his gift to mankind the holy
> rudraksha i was so happy that even my sorrows couldn't last for more than 30
> minutes coz ech time i felt that im in safe custody of the lord and he is
giving
> me confidence constantly.
>
> Not that i dont feel the same anymore, coz my body without the rudraksha
> malas that i wear seems totally empty to me, but even when i wear them im not
> getting focus and concentration.
>
> Kindly guide me to get back the focus,as im seriously in love with god and
> am happy with it and after losing everything in life i dont want to lose his
> sight and the peace that he
> has given me.
>
> Regards
> Manoj Nair
> Om namo namah shivaya
>
>
>
>
> To unsubscribe send an email to:
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>
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>
>
>
>
>
>
>

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06-20-2005, 07:31 AM

Dear dharamdevji
Namaskaram and thank you for your valuable advice.I
will keep trying and doing the same.
Thank you
Regards
Manoj Nair
Om Namo Namah Shivaya

AumShiningLotus@... wrote:
Dear Manoj Ji

Namasakr Mitra and thank you for your message.............yes this does
happen as one starts to enter a higher level of Spiritual
Fullfillment..........all
the images and worries of the past come to the surface at the quitest
times.............we seem to be confronted with past problems for some reason
and we
sometimes dont know why...........this is stress being released from the
situations you experienced.......in India they talk about the Elephants that
start
stomping about when you are trying to burn Karma and increase you Spiritual
Upliftment............the only technique I know to get through this is an
important one that has been used many times with success

When the pain of heartbreak and unhappiness appear in Meditation and
Prayers.............. do not fight them or react to them in a way that would
push them
away......they have to observed without judgement and recognized as what they
are and then let go of them.......if you recognize them for what they are by
merely observeing them one at a time as they appear...........admitting to
yourself that this really did happen and that it happened for a purpose to
strengthen you............ and then once recognized in this manner you let them
go
their way wishing them Peace and Happiness and you be free of them forever

Admitting they happened and accepting they happened and now is a new life for
you so you simply observe them as they appear and as they disappear your
vision of Lord Siva may become clearer and clearer until you are back to where
you
wish to be

hope this helps Mitra

DD

In a message dated 6/20/2005 3:13:08 AM Pacific Standard Time,
manojmn10@... writes:

>
>
> Respected dharamdevji
> Extending my humble namaskaram to you.
> I had a query for which i need your guidance and also of the other revered
> members.
>
> I had been going through turmoil in all aspects of my life for 3 yrs
> everyday,every second. Life was just about worst than hell for me untill 3
months
> back when i was blessed with lord shiva's mahaprasad 'rudraksha'.
>
> I started off with 3 beads of 7 mukhi,then gradually have started wearing a
> 5 mukhi small beads mala of 108 beads,and then i bought a mala consisting of
> 1bead each of 1,2,3,8,11 mukhi &3beads of 4 &6 mukhi.
>
> After some days i also purchased a siddha mala consisting of 1 bead each of
> 1,8-15 mukhi beads &2-7 mukhi 3 beads each. Now when i started wearing these
> malas it was like all my troubles have started vanishing and i had
> tremendous peace also when i used to pray in the evening daily with my eyes
closed i
> could see only the lord and all my worries and tragic events of my past were
> not bothering me during my course of my prayer.
>
> But since the past 10 days it has again resurfaced and even when im trying
> to concentrate hard at the time of evening prayers im not able to see the
> lord shiva during the process,instead all the old thoughts of betrayal by
> the ones whom i loved and all those for whom i cared for are literally
> disturbing my thoughts due to which im unable to even chant the mantras
smoothly.
>
> Pls guide me to get the focus back on track and to gain control on my
> mind.Its been 3 yrs of painstacking events in my life day in and day out,
finally
> when the lord showed mercy on me by giving me his gift to mankind the holy
> rudraksha i was so happy that even my sorrows couldn't last for more than 30
> minutes coz ech time i felt that im in safe custody of the lord and he is
giving
> me confidence constantly.
>
> Not that i dont feel the same anymore, coz my body without the rudraksha
> malas that i wear seems totally empty to me, but even when i wear them im not
> getting focus and concentration.
>
> Kindly guide me to get back the focus,as im seriously in love with god and
> am happy with it and after losing everything in life i dont want to lose his
> sight and the peace that he
> has given me.
>
> Regards
> Manoj Nair
> Om namo namah shivaya
>
>
>
>
> To unsubscribe send an email to:
> rudrakshabeadsocietiesclub-unsubscri...oups (DOT) com
>
>
> Yahoo! Groups Links
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>

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