I can see it all

December 1, 2003

I belive what we see and what we have. What do we all have? We have what we all know is there and what we all can see, the things we never argue about. Things we can't see we argue about, like god. The essence of truth can only be if you were born into this world alone and would grow up alone, with no people alone. No one to tell you that this is true, and this is not true. We tell people and ourselfs that there is something within us called spirit. WHat is is spirit? U can tell me what you've been told, but u would never eaven know or feel spirit if no one told u about it. A spirit is not there as it is just a word. There is one thing we all know is there, but we can't see it, something we all have inside us, but we can't see: feelings. We cannot see it, but we all agrea that it's there. Nothing unseen is more real then that. You can tell me that there is another dimention within ourself that we can reach, and yes, there is. We all have a mind to go beyond things that we have in riality. I can make the whole world change in my mind, and I can eaven make it become true to myslf. I can change the world like I want it too and it's the best place I can ever get to. I can see god if I want to, and I can see other things too. I can see whatever I want too. I can tell u all this as you tell me that u can see god. I have a riality and it's there. The more I get into my mind, the more the real world becomes a bad place to be: Why stay alive?

Where is the kindness in letting your pictures and feelings of what's beyond in your min? How can one belive that one deserv a better place as one is only searching and not being alive to create insted? How come one belive that one deserver a better place beyond the real world when the "other dimention" is more importan too you then what u allready have?.. what u allready can see as true as u can see yourself being real.

You allready know what u have, riality, and are u willing to take a shoot with that gun? U have a gun, and you don't know if it is loaed of not. What will you do? Will u take a shoot and take a chanse that u might kill someone or yourself? Or will u stick to the absolute truth, safe thing to do, don't shoot at all?

Tell me that u know cause u have experienced. Tell me that u have seen god, cause you have experienced him. Then I'll tell you that I have seen more then u have seen. I have seen things I've learned from books, from people, how they did all this 1000s of years agoe, before eaven a places called india was there. I've changed whats real and I have changed into things we don't know about, it's not eaven a word for it or a thing. It's not eaven something you can see or feel. It is better then the world and it is better then you! Wouldn't u agrea that it must be the way to go in life, as my secret place is the best place u can imagine and beyond? Wouldn't u agrea with me and belive me, cause it has been done for as long as you can imagine? Aren't my words true cause I've been reading this?

Are you real? Is your mom and dad real? Is god real? Is your mind real?

I know and we all know that your mind is real, cause that is something we all have and can feel, a mind. God is less real then your mind. Why is there eaven a god? cause someone told you so, like I told you and the books told me about something beoyond what u can ever know of? Why is there eaven a name for god?

Nothing is true cause it's old. Nothing is true cause you tell me so. Nothing is true cause it hasen't been prooved that it's not true. Shoot that gunm the gun wich u don't know if it's loaded or not, and see if you kill something or not. Cause whatever someone tells you, you don't know if it's loeaded or not as long as u cannot see the if the bullets are there or not. Show me that it's not loaded or if it's loaded like I can show u that I have a hand, eyes, legs and much more.

The real world becomes less and less importan to me as I get more and more into the place beyond. Cuase the place boyond you and everything in this universe, eaven god, is the best.. or.. I think there is a place beyond the beyond again.. and so on. I cannot creat in this world, love it, take care of it, not eaven you, cause I have a better place to go to whenever I want too. Why am I alive then? Why can this place beyond be better, when it's only make the riality less good and less importan? What good can it do for me as a person being alive? What good can beyond make me do you, since beyond is better then you?

Belive me as you belive the faith and knowledg u have now about your god, cause I have the same prooves as u have got. I have the same story, the same writings from history, people, the same kindsness for ourself, animals and all living..

Beyond is beyond eaven god. It's not eaven an "it".. beyond goes beyond the beyond.

December 1, 2003

now that you have show your thoughts, is there a scriptural, scientific, logic demonstration of what you have said, or the only way is sentiment, feeling, faith, dogma?

December 22, 2003

I was just bullshiting you. but u could have chosen to belive me, like you belive a guru, vedas, scriptures. it's the same as what I told you. it's just words. if you would belive me, I could take you to these places I talked about, cause I can see them. they are in my head, but I know that they are not a riality. If I would take them as riality, the real world would be a living hell for me. u can see whatever u want in your head. cheat yourself like a guru does. a guru cheats you by letting you know that your mind is real. yes, your mind IS real. what you are thinking is real, it's not a lie at all. but be aware of whats reality and what's not. your awareness is gone if u choose to do as someone tell you. go into what your guru tells you to, and you don't have any awareness about it anymore, then you are cornered and cannot see what's outside. cause what's outside will only be no truth to you then. everything is aall and nothing. everything is true and not true. see all, be free. run run run /images/graemlins/wink.gif