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[Guest guest]

Hello all.

 

Chrism, thank you so very much for your website and forum. I found you while

researching Kundalini syndrome. I have been having a lot of pressure on the

inside of my crown which has become uncomfortable. I have other pressures in my

head as well—especially my left temple and around my right ear. I have been

hearing a lot of buzzing. I feel like I can hear all the electromagnetic noise

in the air. I can sense some earthquakes. During yoga especially, I have been

feeling distractingly intense electric tingling in my fingers and toes.

Sometimes the electricity will start to travel up my arms. I have been seeing

orbs of light, screens of blue and red pulsating cells with points of white

light wherever the cell patterns overlap, dreams of very complex kaleidoscopic

patterns (with swirling medallions) in red and orange with lots of

copper-colored glitter. There are often screens of glitter in my dreams and

also when I am half awake. I am finding that I am seeing more of this as I am

awake. All of these symptoms have been intensifying as of late.

 

I have practiced Network Chiropractic (body waves may occur as subluxations from

the spine are released) and also some Chi Kung (spontaneous /induced chi flow),

so kriyas do not frighten me. I have experienced physical, vocal and emotional

ones. I have done some Taoist exercises before where I direct the energy of

man's seed and /or my own energy up my spine, so the growing pressure in my

crown is only slightly worrisome; it is more of a bother. However, I have

started seeing fleeting shadows or what I think is a human or animal

(particularly while driving at night) where most would say there is none. These

" shadows " are new territory for me. I also have felt recently like something

lascivious has been occasionally visiting me as I lie in bed alone.

 

My main fear is that I am a bit of an empath and I am worried that as I begin to

open myself to unfamiliar territories that I will pick up negative / malevolent

energies that I will be unprepared to deal with. I have a hard enough time

protecting myself in this world. Sometimes merely touching a co-worker can make

my hands and arms go numb. I just had someone help me get rid of something dark

I picked up while traveling with a friend. I have been very fortunate in that I

have been brought up with much love and no religious dogma. I am essentially

good—I have foibles like everyone—but nothing that is too bad.

 

I am also apprehensive about letting go of " attachments " . I love my books and

learning. I am an incredibly sensitive person and love experiencing life

through my senses. Some teachings make it seem as though it is a bad or lesser

thing to experience subtleties based on the five senses of this physical world.

I adore it. My background is in most things cultural. I have a degree in fine

arts and art history, and have made a career out of being able to detect nuance

in food and wine and translate the abstract into something a layperson can

digest. I thoroughly enjoy when my friends share time with me at the table and

in the bedroom. Does every reason that we are in our physical bodies have to be

to learn a heavy life lesson? Sometimes I experience a " petite mort " while

being adjusted with Network or while in my boudoir. When it happens, I do not

care anymore about being alive. I no longer care about my books. It doesn't

feel good or bad, empty or full. It is nothing. Cannot some of us be in these

corporal bodies merely because it can be a lot of fun and we appreciate

craftsmanship and the feel of typesetting on handmade paper?

 

With love and lots of glitter,

Nina

[Guest guest]

Dear Nina,

 

Thank you for sharing your story, you will find love and support here on your

journey, welcome to the KAS family.

 

love Julia

 

, " vinymiel " <vinymiel

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> Hello all.

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> Chrism, thank you so very much for your website and forum.