Guest guest Report post Posted October 14, 2009 All: I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. Love: Danielle Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dear Danielle, Somethings things that we go through feel so painful and difficult and lonely. Trust that everything that is happening is for your growth and good. Love, Sandra , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. > > When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dearest Danielle, My love and blessings are sent to you at this time. although i can hear and feel your pain and the depth of loss at the seperation ...I am feeling a very deep grounding resonating from your e mail... you are so connected so cared for so loved so guided.... and your awareness of this in spite of the pain of letting go is your beacon in the darkness of this moment. Warm hugs being sent from here.... surrender in the arms of shakti, you are held in love and peace...l. Love Julia. ________________________________ iamwaitingmoon <iamwaitingmoon Thu, October 15, 2009 4:53:20 AM Big Changes All: I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. Love: Danielle Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 dear danielle, my heart goes out to you... a big big big hug, love lucia , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 I'm sorry you have to go trough all this, even if it is for your highest good. What usually helps me is to think that what ever happens is happening to this meat sack, and the spirit (witness) behind it all remains intact. But I haven't experienced anything even remotely like this so I don't know... You have my love and support, and I'm sending you some Love, Aarni , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 So much agree with what Aarni said and my feelings are the sameto you Danielle. Love, Anna aarni.kimmo I'm sorry you have to go trough all this, even if it is for your highest good. What usually helps me is to think that what ever happens is happening to this meat sack, and the spirit (witness) behind it all remains intact. But I haven't experienced anything even remotely like this so I don't know... You have my love and support, and I'm sending you some Love, Aarni , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in... _______________ Hotmail: Free, trusted and rich email service. http://clk.atdmt.com/GBL/go/171222984/direct/01/ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 I'm sure its very true, you are not the same person he knew 2 years ago, you are transforming every minute of everyday in to a rare a precious flower. So rare in its beauty that some may not recognise its fragrance. Embrace this new freedom, ask for help to make this transition smooth and flowing. I know that you have a new reality just waiting for you to grasp it, one that will suit the new improved " you " . After Autumn and Winter, comes Spring and Summer :-)) Much love elektra x x x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dear Danielle, Perhaps you have been called " out. " You have quite alot to share. Making the ONE as the source of all your needs takes considerable faith and changing of old beliefs. ONE is not the loneliest number. My thoughts are with you. Julie --- On Wed, 10/14/09, iamwaitingmoon <iamwaitingmoon wrote: iamwaitingmoon <iamwaitingmoon Big Changes Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 10:53 PM All: I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. Love: Danielle Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Blessings to you beautiful Danielle!!! Danielle, you are being carried through all of your suffering. God is present within you and flooding your soul with divine grace. I am with you. We are all with you. Go within the secret place of the Most High and abide under the shadow of His wings. It is here you will find comfort. PAX. Warren , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. > > When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Hey Danelle, look at this as a blessing and not as a hardship. Your attitude should be to surrender and let go, and not to linger on the pain and despair, I know it may feel confusing and all that ukkie stuff.... the universe takes care of us all, in ways we dont comprehend at times. The universe is moving and shifting people around for some reason. Im seeing people who never knew what a chakra was two years ago are having their life torn apart and relocating out of state, and now heavily involved in spiritual matters, yoga, meditation, the healing arts - strange events occurring and mysterious changes are occurring to people everywhere. People are becoming enlightening who never had any feelings for " the light " whatsoever in the past. Its all part of this 2012 phenomenon, I suppose. Try to maneuver as best as you can and go with the flow, don't fight the current sorta speak, and a whole new world will open up in front of your eyes, people, places and things will come into your life like you never knew existed before. You have to say " bless you " to your partner and let them go their own way and you go your way. Its important for you to remain connected to the Source and not be offended or have negative feelings to the Source, an NOT to see this as a hardship. Remember this was planned by you before you came to this plane. Make an effort to connect with that memory of the time where you were after your last 'death' and before this 'birth'. That in-between time (the summerland) where you and your teachers planed and coordinated this existence, this is a teaching/learning playground. We are spiritual beings living a temporary existence on this plane - this one plane of many. Its there in memory, we just have to recall it. You will then see why this is occurring and what the next steps are. Obliviously you and your partner had a sacred contract established before you incarnated. When you reached a certain time period, certain events were set to trigger. Your partner is only doing what was prescribed; he is doing this for the betterment of you both - for some reason which may not be obvious at present. So don't hate him or the situation. This is growth. The universe is moving certain people around, re positioning them for something, Try to connect with others whom are experiencing the same thing. Im sure if you looked you will locate that person, that next person who can and will help you, and Im sure it will the be the last person you would want to. It just happens that way. When I'm in a desperate situation, I pray that the Source brings someone in my life to help me or to guide me through this or that. I pray that I'm shown the next path, the next doorway, the new direction and show it in a way that I can easily see it. We all need someone to travel with from time to time. This is a journey, and its easier with a travel companion. Sometimes we have one and sometimes we don't. Do the best you can with you got and be happy about it.. I hope you understand this, this is awful to live ones life just so so and suddenly get uprooted. You have to be brave and make some correct choices. Be proud of the fact that you are one of the chosen ones. I wish you love and success on your new journey.. Lots of love to you and yours from Robert of Columbus Ohio , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. > > When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Kundalini Shakti opens up what is needed for you to proceed. It often makes no sense to one and it often can be painful until we fully accept the fact that she has our best interest in mind - she knows exactly what you need. I have felt similar loss of all that was real to me in the past two years. Everything changed and little remains of what I had in this physical world. Including my little buddy - geno- he too is apart from me. That is the hardest loss. You will have some tough decisions to make yet you are in such a beautiful loving relationship with KShakti that I know you will find the way and the means to do what is being gifted for you to do. Remember to think in terms of being grateful for all you have had and all you have and all you will have. My heart is with you dear Danielle- I send love and prayers that you can find peace in your heart and spirit and that you will be given the strength to follow your path with courage and love. e Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Blessings to you Danielle, My thoughts and love are with you. Many of us are. love bradly Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dear Danielle, Do you mind that I give you a big cyber hug? hope so because I already did . When we are stuck on the surface of things, we want everything to stay the same and have certainty of our future. But the biggest lesson for us, or at least a really big one, is that change is the only thing absolutely certain in this world. So the fact the he stated that your not who you used to be is a good thing, you're growing! With growth, our loved ones either grow with us or they want to remain 'comfortable' and so become afraid of this change. When we begin to awaken or are deep in our awakening, relationships either improve because we become more authentic or they fall away. The more our inner light shines, the more we reflect back to others their emotional issues and then it becomes their choice on whether they are ready to work on their own issues or not. My exgirlfriend of 6 years reflected alot, and I mean alot of my emotional issues, the same ones that I feel as a result of watching that movie the other night but I wasn't ready to face them then, so instead I thought she was causing me to feel this way and so I pushed her away. Well, I got all started up on this and don't know how to end it, so I'll stop right here. love to you Danielle, and yes that extra hug you recieved was from me again craig , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in t > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dear Danielle, I am sending you lots of love and the strength to get over this. I have been through this with my ex-husband. We were together 22yrs and had been through so much including having 2 children, the loss of two more and having looked after 2 Foster children. I am sure the stress, pain and tears I shed were what I needed for the Awakening I am having now. It will be painful, there will be many, many tears, there will be things, people or animals you once shared together that will now have to be released from your life. I had to be separated from my daughter for 13yrs and we are both only now coming to terms with that. Give him everything he demands, furniture, your house, everything. I learnt that when we shed everything, what is truly ours will come back to us. Its a sheding of the old Danniel, the cover is coming off, and will be exposing a beautiful flower or butterfly - whatever you want it to be. As you weap, embrace the change, dont fight it. You are being reborn. Much Love, Iona x , " spiralingsnake " <aarni.kimmo wrote: > > I'm sorry you have to go trough all this, even if it is for your highest good. What usually helps me is to think that what ever happens is happening to this meat sack, and the spirit (witness) behind it all remains intact. But I haven't experienced anything even remotely like this so I don't know... > > > , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon@> wrote: > > > > All: > > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in... > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dear Danielle, I can feel your pain,its difficult to experience such emotional break.Almighty will give you power to overcome the situation you are in and better future ahead..................shrikant ________________________________ ionaskydancer <ionaskydancer Thu, 15 October, 2009 9:05:11 PM Re: Big Changes Dear Danielle, I am sending you lots of love and the strength to get over this. I have been through this with my ex-husband. We were together 22yrs and had been through so much including having 2 children, the loss of two more and having looked after 2 Foster children. I am sure the stress, pain and tears I shed were what I needed for the Awakening I am having now. It will be painful, there will be many, many tears, there will be things, people or animals you once shared together that will now have to be released from your life. I had to be separated from my daughter for 13yrs and we are both only now coming to terms with that. Give him everything he demands, furniture, your house, everything. I learnt that when we shed everything, what is truly ours will come back to us. Its a sheding of the old Danniel, the cover is coming off, and will be exposing a beautiful flower or butterfly - whatever you want it to be. As you weap, embrace the change, dont fight it. You are being reborn. Much Love, Iona x Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " spiralingsnake " <aarni.kimmo@ ...> wrote: > > I'm sorry you have to go trough all this, even if it is for your highest good. What usually helps me is to think that what ever happens is happening to this meat sack, and the spirit (witness) behind it all remains intact. But I haven't experienced anything even remotely like this so I don't know... > > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon@ > wrote: > > > > All: > > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in... > From cricket scores to your friends. Try the India Homepage! http://in./trynew Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 My heart aches for you. I pray for your highest good. Love & hugs Linda Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 15, 2009 Dear Danielle, Just keep your head up. Im sure this change was for the better. Even the things that are very close to us can change/disappear any minute. The change is just a change in the melody of your being. My heart goes out to you. Love Mike On Wed, Oct 14, 2009 at 11:53 PM, iamwaitingmoon <iamwaitingmoonwrote: > > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off > our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into > finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, > what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about > the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford > a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what > we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection > from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I > invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want > to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you > years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and > head. > > When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye > about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. > Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of > loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being > cared for and am heading in the right direction. > > Love: > Danielle > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 17, 2009 Hello Danielle, i've never been in contact with you before but i would like to tell you that my thoughts and love are with you. Blessings Magali , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. > > When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted October 17, 2009 Big love to you, Danielle. You'll be fine, and there'll be a bright and beautiful new moon. Remember to love yourself and to give your pain away - without giving your self-respect away! Do you have to move and undergo a physical ungrounding on top of all this - or can he, given that he is the one wanting to move on? Do you have friends who can give you advice? It's all too easy to say yesyesyes to the man in these situations and sacrifice everything, we're programmed into it. Please remember there are always choices and options open to you. I'm speaking from my own experience - I moved and it added a bigger burden. I didn't stop to breathe, it all happened very suddenly which made it all the worse - and actually it could have been much more reflective and calm. We were behaving in young ways and there is always a choice to behave in mature ways ) Maybe you can ask him to leave for a bit and give you space to gather your thoughts. This may help to centre you as you move forward into becoming a bright new moon ) lots of love, Amanda , " iamwaitingmoon " <iamwaitingmoon wrote: > > All: > I've experienced some to be HUGE changes this evening. My partner broke off our relationship of 9 years completely. Its been asked that I look into finding my own separate home. My head and heart swirl in the fog of how, what...what are we to do with the pets (they are our children), what about the gardens, and the trees I planted from little sprouts, how will I afford a place on my own, what about this and that and all the attachments to what we thought were cultivated out of our love. And then there is the rejection from hearing " I need more than what you can give to me; this isn't what I invisioned; you are a different person than who I met, you're not who I want to spend my life with, and I'm sorry that I couldn't state my truth to you years ago... " The illusion/the reality, it all swirls around in my heart and head. > > When I was writing out my " biography " this morning, the words caught my eye about my relationship connection and it's lack of breath/life force. Apparently it's not new news, but tonight it feels that way. The amount of loss in these two years is unbelievable. I have to trust that I'm being cared for and am heading in the right direction. > > Love: > Danielle > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
