Rapid Format Awakening

[Guest guest]

Some people get pushed harder than others. Meaning that they have a time line

that is more expressive and insistent than others. Doesn't mean they are " more

spiritual " or more of anything. Means that the divine is driving them harder and

faster. They have little or no recourse other than to get into this awakening

process.

 

I can see this in a person and I will push them VERY hard. (((Yikes!))) It gets

very difficult very fast and yet the rewards are also given with enough of a

balance to allow them to continue with joyful abandon or at least as they allow

themselves to enjoy. It can be torturous for a time make no mistake.

 

In a rapid format direct ego stimulative degradation will occur. Physical

aspects associated with ego expression will be forcefully removed and balanced.

Behaviors and activities will be immediately modified and a person will be

forced to comply or pain will be given.

 

The person will be overtly challenged in every way that matters to the ego from

cultural issues about self and forgiveness and personal truth to the issues

surrounding modesty and the procreative processes and everywhere in between.

Every aspect of a non surrendering quality will get poked and prodded into the

open and then released into the fire of surrender of the Kundalini.

 

Even the teacher will be tossed into the process with feet held to the fire to

get it going and keep it going in a safe and sane format. Do what must be done

but get it right and stay with the process for as long as it takes within the

rapid format.((ouch!)) ok ok were going! ok ((ouch!))

 

This is one of the most difficult awakening platforms. It is merciless and it is

cutting. It is an extended form of Tiger Shakti with a very large dose of Kali

tossed in for fear testing. It is in your face and up your spine with an

immediacy that will make you question your sanity and rightfully so. It can take

you alive and consume that way as well.

 

NEVER do this without a teacher that knows what they are doing. Don't just take

their word for it! They need to have a positive verifiable track record. I.E.

Nobody died or went nuts. - blessings all - chrism

[Guest guest]

Ha Ha i'm not even on the rapid path you describe but a lot of what you say has

been in my face anyway.

 

I cannot imagine more ....but then none of us knows what is coming next.

 

Good to know the Rapid Format is there,thank you for giving this. Maybe someday

soon. He He

 

Richard

 

 

 

 

 

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 03:08:00 +0000

Rapid Format Awakening

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Some people get pushed harder than others. Meaning that they have a time line

that is more expressive and insistent than others. Doesn't mean they are " more

spiritual " or more of anything. Means that the divine is driving them harder and

faster. They have little or no recourse other than to get into this awakening

process.

 

I can see this in a person and I will push them VERY hard. (((Yikes!))) It gets

very difficult very fast and yet the rewards are also given with enough of a

balance to allow them to continue with joyful abandon or at least as they allow

themselves to enjoy. It can be torturous for a time make no mistake.

 

In a rapid format direct ego stimulative degradation will occur. Physical

aspects associated with ego expression will be forcefully removed and balanced.

Behaviors and activities will be immediately modified and a person will be

forced to comply or pain will be given.

 

The person will be overtly challenged in every way that matters to the ego from

cultural issues about self and forgiveness and personal truth to the issues

surrounding modesty and the procreative processes and everywhere in between.

Every aspect of a non surrendering quality will get poked and prodded into the

open and then released into the fire of surrender of the Kundalini.

 

Even the teacher will be tossed into the process with feet held to the fire to

get it going and keep it going in a safe and sane format. Do what must be done

but get it right and stay with the process for as long as it takes within the

rapid format.((ouch!)) ok ok were going! ok ((ouch!))

 

This is one of the most difficult awakening platforms. It is merciless and it is

cutting. It is an extended form of Tiger Shakti with a very large dose of Kali

tossed in for fear testing. It is in your face and up your spine with an

immediacy that will make you question your sanity and rightfully so. It can take

you alive and consume that way as well.

 

NEVER do this without a teacher that knows what they are doing. Don't just take

their word for it! They need to have a positive verifiable track record. I.E.

Nobody died or went nuts. - blessings all - chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Do you have any requirements other than the Safeties for people desiring the

RFA.....Rapid Format Awakening?

Richard

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<>

 

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 03:08:00

 

Rapid Format Awakening

 

 

Some people get pushed harder than others. Meaning that they have a time line

that is more expressive and insistent than others. Doesn't mean they are " more

spiritual " or more of anything. Means that the divine is driving them harder and

faster. They have little or no recourse other than to get into this awakening

process.

 

I can see this in a person and I will push them VERY hard. (((Yikes!))) It gets

very difficult very fast and yet the rewards are also given with enough of a

balance to allow them to continue with joyful abandon or at least as they allow

themselves to enjoy. It can be torturous for a time make no mistake.

 

In a rapid format direct ego stimulative degradation will occur. Physical

aspects associated with ego expression will be forcefully removed and balanced.

Behaviors and activities will be immediately modified and a person will be

forced to comply or pain will be given.

 

The person will be overtly challenged in every way that matters to the ego from

cultural issues about self and forgiveness and personal truth to the issues

surrounding modesty and the procreative processes and everywhere in between.

Every aspect of a non surrendering quality will get poked and prodded into the

open and then released into the fire of surrender of the Kundalini.

 

Even the teacher will be tossed into the process with feet held to the fire to

get it going and keep it going in a safe and sane format. Do what must be done

but get it right and stay with the process for as long as it takes within the

rapid format.((ouch!)) ok ok were going! ok ((ouch!))

 

This is one of the most difficult awakening platforms. It is merciless and it

is cutting. It is an extended form of Tiger Shakti with a very large dose of

Kali tossed in for fear testing. It is in your face and up your spine with an

immediacy that will make you question your sanity and rightfully so. It can take

you alive and consume that way as well.

 

NEVER do this without a teacher that knows what they are doing. Don't just take

their word for it! They need to have a positive verifiable track record. I.E.

Nobody died or went nuts. - blessings all - chrism

[Guest guest]

Namaste

 

dear Chrism

 

This is so on target for me personally. . . will not go into it at

length. . .but with one of the teachers from India this is such an apt

description of what it can look like. . .

 

i do not have words to describe the force and the drive of what this

beloved teacher put me through for about seven years. . .it blew every

conceivable frame or imagination of what a teacher was " suppose to be

like " . . .the times i called him a brutal b_______ are not countable. .

.. .

 

fought him with every ounce my egoic could muster. . . called him

names, and psychoanalyzed him with pathologies not even in the manuals.

.. i have never been so unkind to anyone in my entire life. . .the more i

spewed the more he squeezed the pus from my ego. . .i had a very clear

frame of what a sacred connection was suppose to look like and no matter

what i gave or surrendered it was never enough. . .and in those years i

had one thing alone going for me, and that was tenacity; the resolve to

not give up and do whatever it took to keep going based on sacred

commitment, because it sure wasnt based on sweet feelings for a number

of years. . .Phew!

 

i have never cried so much nor did i know it was possible to bear that

kind of physical,mental, or psychic pain. . .it was hell. . . and it was

all grace. . .for out of the fire and the testing emerged a revealing of

that which is real and that is not contingent on anyone or anything

externally. . .

 

nowadays there is just love left in the connection. . .it did not lead

me to submitting like a frightened dog that lays down and shows its

belly and tremble. . .but rather a deep respect and gratitude of the

" worthy opponent " that fills the heart with a depth of love that bows

with respect and honor. . . such grace these ones that are strong

enough to handle such intense fire and pour soul, body, heart through

the alchemical fires. . .

 

so many lessons are learned through the fire . . . many of these

lessons are the most private and most penetrating as the layers of the

egoic are brought up for fuels to the flames. . .

 

I believe it was Alice Walker that wrote; " burning oneself to center is

the loneliness journey of all, and you will know when you are there when

there is nothing left to burn. "

 

truly the journey is not for sissies as they say. . .and it is all

grace. . .

 

love and honor

sparrow

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Some people get pushed harder than others. Meaning that they have a

time line that is more expressive and insistent than others. Doesn't

mean they are " more spiritual " or more of anything. Means that the

divine is driving them harder and faster. They have little or no

recourse other than to get into this awakening process.

>

> I can see this in a person and I will push them VERY hard.

(((Yikes!))) It gets very difficult very fast and yet the rewards are

also given with enough of a balance to allow them to continue with

joyful abandon or at least as they allow themselves to enjoy. It can be

torturous for a time make no mistake.

>

> In a rapid format direct ego stimulative degradation will occur.

Physical aspects associated with ego expression will be forcefully

removed and balanced. Behaviors and activities will be immediately

modified and a person will be forced to comply or pain will be given.

>

> The person will be overtly challenged in every way that matters to the

ego from cultural issues about self and forgiveness and personal truth

to the issues surrounding modesty and the procreative processes and

everywhere in between. Every aspect of a non surrendering quality will

get poked and prodded into the open and then released into the fire of

surrender of the Kundalini.

>

> Even the teacher will be tossed into the process with feet held to the

fire to get it going and keep it going in a safe and sane format. Do

what must be done but get it right and stay with the process for as long

as it takes within the rapid format.((ouch!)) ok ok were going! ok

((ouch!))

>

> This is one of the most difficult awakening platforms. It is merciless

and it is cutting. It is an extended form of Tiger Shakti with a very

large dose of Kali tossed in for fear testing. It is in your face and up

your spine with an immediacy that will make you question your sanity and

rightfully so. It can take you alive and consume that way as well.

>

> NEVER do this without a teacher that knows what they are doing. Don't

just take their word for it! They need to have a positive verifiable

track record. I.E. Nobody died or went nuts. - blessings all - chrism

>

[Guest guest]

A certain benevolence towards masochism can be helpful. - lol! The safeties for

the RFA are different. Severe honesty and an approach to the internal

destruction of ego behaviors and known and unknown ego values is helpful.

Physical conditioning for survival is important as is the ultimate position of

acceptance of surrender. Surrender to the force of the Tiger Shakti in her

fiercest countenance and a surrender to the teacher as it is he or she that the

Tiger flows through.

 

Getting tossed against walls and upon the floors is common. " Really " it is

common. It is the forced surrender of the ego. Like a mouse who knows it is

going to be eaten by the cat has completely given up. It has surrendered so does

the individual surrender to the divine Indwelling of the Tiger Shakti.

 

A complete restructuring of belief patterns and expressive understandings of the

" I that I am " is given. Total destruction of the ego childhood and a rapid

advancement of the ego into the late teen expressive qualities which is far

different than what we understand that to be.

 

Durability is needed Richard! - blessings to you my friend! - chrism

 

 

 

 

, " Igor Alphus "

<Alphu-s wrote:

>

> Do you have any requirements other than the Safeties for people desiring the

> RFA.....Rapid Format Awakening?

[Guest guest]

Phew well thank you for this. I do have a lot of changes in life right now,some

of which you already know.

I need to wait a little before I go to another level. Will contact when ready.

One thing right now is I have greater physical strength, and so I work out.

I notice that doin stomach crunches it brings small energy rushes from

shoulders to head.

But I feel much stronger physically than for many many years.

Oh and in the History of Padre Pio he fought with Demons physically during the

night time......the other Monks patched him up and the furniture too.

R...........

Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network

 

 

<>

 

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 03:59:08

 

Re: Rapid Format Awakening

 

 

A certain benevolence towards masochism can be helpful. - lol! The safeties for

the RFA are different. Severe honesty and an approach to the internal

destruction of ego behaviors and known and unknown ego values is helpful.

Physical conditioning for survival is important as is the ultimate position of

acceptance of surrender. Surrender to the force of the Tiger Shakti in her

fiercest countenance and a surrender to the teacher as it is he or she that the

Tiger flows through.

 

Getting tossed against walls and upon the floors is common. " Really " it is

common. It is the forced surrender of the ego. Like a mouse who knows it is

going to be eaten by the cat has completely given up. It has surrendered so does

the individual surrender to the divine Indwelling of the Tiger Shakti.

 

A complete restructuring of belief patterns and expressive understandings of

the " I that I am " is given. Total destruction of the ego childhood and a rapid

advancement of the ego into the late teen expressive qualities which is far

different than what we understand that to be.

 

Durability is needed Richard! - blessings to you my friend! - chrism

 

Kundalini-Awakening

<%40>

-Systems-1 , " Igor Alphus " <Alphu-s wrote:

>

> Do you have any requirements other than the Safeties for people desiring the

> RFA.....Rapid Format Awakening?

[Guest guest]

Padre Pio is an excellent example. His demons were as a conditioning for him. As

are our fears inside the divine embrace. - blessings to Richard and all! -

chrism

 

, " Igor Alphus "

<Alphu-s wrote:

it brings small energy rushes from shoulders to head.

[Guest guest]

dear ordinary sparrow,

thanks for sharing generously of your personal experiences and struggles. I

love the quote by Alice Walker. many blessings, jan

, " ordinarysparrow "

<ordinarysparrow wrote:

>

> Namaste

>

> dear Chrism

>

> This is so on target for me personally. . . will not go into it at

> length. . .but with one of the teachers from India this is such an apt

> description of what it can look like. . .

>

> i do not have words to describe the force and the drive of what this

> beloved teacher put me through for about seven years. . .it blew every

> conceivable frame or imagination of what a teacher was " suppose to be

> like " . . .the times i called him a brutal b_______ are not countable. .

> . .

>

> fought him with every ounce my egoic could muster. . . called him

> names, and psychoanalyzed him with pathologies not even in the manuals.

> . i have never been so unkind to anyone in my entire life. . .the more i

> spewed the more he squeezed the pus from my ego. . .i had a very clear

> frame of what a sacred connection was suppose to look like and no matter

> what i gave or surrendered it was never enough. . .and in those years i

> had one thing alone going for me, and that was tenacity; the resolve to

> not give up and do whatever it took to keep going based on sacred

> commitment, because it sure wasnt based on sweet feelings for a number

> of years. . .Phew!

>

> i have never cried so much nor did i know it was possible to bear that

> kind of physical,mental, or psychic pain. . .it was hell. . . and it was

> all grace. . .for out of the fire and the testing emerged a revealing of

> that which is real and that is not contingent on anyone or anything

> externally. . .

>

> nowadays there is just love left in the connection. . .it did not lead

> me to submitting like a frightened dog that lays down and shows its

> belly and tremble. . .but rather a deep respect and gratitude of the

> " worthy opponent " that fills the heart with a depth of love that bows

> with respect and honor. . . such grace these ones that are strong

> enough to handle such intense fire and pour soul, body, heart through

> the alchemical fires. . .

>

> so many lessons are learned through the fire . . . many of these

> lessons are the most private and most penetrating as the layers of the

> egoic are brought up for fuels to the flames. . .

>

> I believe it was Alice Walker that wrote; " burning oneself to center is

> the loneliness journey of all, and you will know when you are there when

> there is nothing left to burn. "

>

> truly the journey is not for sissies as they say. . .and it is all

> grace. . .

>

> love and honor

> sparrow

>

>

> , " chrism "

> <@> wrote:

> >

> > Some people get pushed harder than others. Meaning that they have a

> time line that is more expressive and insistent than others. Doesn't

> mean they are " more spiritual " or more of anything. Means that the

> divine is driving them harder and faster. They have little or no

> recourse other than to get into this awakening process.

> >

> > I can see this in a person and I will push them VERY hard.

> (((Yikes!))) It gets very difficult very fast and yet the rewards are

> also given with enough of a balance to allow them to continue with

> joyful abandon or at least as they allow themselves to enjoy. It can be

> torturous for a time make no mistake.

> >

> > In a rapid format direct ego stimulative degradation will occur.

> Physical aspects associated with ego expression will be forcefully

> removed and balanced. Behaviors and activities will be immediately

> modified and a person will be forced to comply or pain will be given.

> >

> > The person will be overtly challenged in every way that matters to the

> ego from cultural issues about self and forgiveness and personal truth

> to the issues surrounding modesty and the procreative processes and

> everywhere in between. Every aspect of a non surrendering quality will

> get poked and prodded into the open and then released into the fire of

> surrender of the Kundalini.

> >

> > Even the teacher will be tossed into the process with feet held to the

> fire to get it going and keep it going in a safe and sane format. Do

> what must be done but get it right and stay with the process for as long

> as it takes within the rapid format.((ouch!)) ok ok were going! ok

> ((ouch!))

> >

> > This is one of the most difficult awakening platforms. It is merciless

> and it is cutting. It is an extended form of Tiger Shakti with a very

> large dose of Kali tossed in for fear testing. It is in your face and up

> your spine with an immediacy that will make you question your sanity and

> rightfully so. It can take you alive and consume that way as well.

> >

> > NEVER do this without a teacher that knows what they are doing. Don't

> just take their word for it! They need to have a positive verifiable

> track record. I.E. Nobody died or went nuts. - blessings all - chrism

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism..

 

haha.. I can definatly relate to the masochism.. and what it means to push.

Its funny; the last few days I have been thinking of writing about how important

intensity of practice is, and I have not written it as I have felt that it may

scare people off. Yet as the saying goes, 'seek enlightenment with the intensity

of a man who's hair is on fire seeking a pond'

 

 

I was driven to drive through pain. I never had a teacher, yet through intuition

and reading, I sensed what it was to find the breakdown zone and stay there with

awareness. Every limit was a prison wall. I am mid thirties now, and I was

always driven to my limits. I understood creative breakdown and destruction, and

I used to enjoy going into the space, using many methods. I used to go to the

beach when the storms and cyclones were out at sea, head to the end of the pier

with my surfboard and jump into storm surf, terrified and exhilirated. When

programming computers, i used to run up a mountain in the mornings and do things

on the mountain which only later found out were meditative/transformative.

 

When i moved to aisa, for several years I read, often several books a week. It

was painful being far away from home, in a different culture, yet I had a

personal rule; I didnt leave a situation until I was deeply at peace with it, as

that would mean I had done the learning. I would train hard, pushing my body to

breaking point in swimming and running. I ran marathons, and still run two or

three times a week, each time going where it hurts. When swimming, I would go

straight into an ice bath after, go into voluntary hypothermia and then into the

suana until I was burning. Emotionally (driven by lots of shadow, no doubt..

haha) I would seek out the places it hurt, and the deepest scars were always

scary, yet the only solution was to keep going in. My practice moved from an

idealization of the light into a full on embrace of all the shades of shadow.

 

Even today, it continues.If I am stable for a day, my drive returns and I seek

the edge. I think my K. process is so active as I drive it; I work out almost

every day doing different forms of excercises, integrating meditation into the

routines. I always push, and if the process slows, I know what to do to find the

edge again. I love the edge; its where i like to live. Understanding the process

of creative destruction is essential.

 

I cant say I always knew what I was doing. There were hard lessons and I had to

be broken for the new to emerge. Yet, what is energing more and more is love, is

the light, is a blessed sense of being at ease, is a sense of what it means to

rest in the center. There was never any other option than awakening... and I

know it has been the right choice...

 

to me, thats Eros, feeling and living with a sense of compelling urgency your

highest potential... and living it in a way that demands success. I read a quote

from a teacher I like this week, and he said 'You must believe in your

enlightenment and act accordingly'. There are no half measures on the spiritual

path. Its not just about feeling good and doing the odd tibetan here and there.

If your karma has not bought you to spontaneous awakening yet, then dont wait.

Get out the comfort zones and practice daily with passion because your life does

depend on the result and there is a bigger picture that is fundametally

important.

 

love and blessings..

Bruce

 

, " chrism " <>

wrote:

>

> A certain benevolence towards masochism can be helpful. - lol! The safeties

for the RFA are different. Severe honesty and an approach to the internal

destruction of ego behaviors and known and unknown ego values is helpful.

Physical conditioning for survival is important as is the ultimate position of

acceptance of surrender. Surrender to the force of the Tiger Shakti in her

fiercest countenance and a surrender to the teacher as it is he or she that the

Tiger flows through.

>

> Getting tossed against walls and upon the floors is common. " Really " it is

common. It is the forced surrender of the ego. Like a mouse who knows it is

going to be eaten by the cat has completely given up. It has surrendered so does

the individual surrender to the divine Indwelling of the Tiger Shakti.

>

> A complete restructuring of belief patterns and expressive understandings of

the " I that I am " is given. Total destruction of the ego childhood and a rapid

advancement of the ego into the late teen expressive qualities which is far

different than what we understand that to be.

>

> Durability is needed Richard! - blessings to you my friend! - chrism

>

>

>

>

> , " Igor Alphus "

<Alphu-s@> wrote:

> >

> > Do you have any requirements other than the Safeties for people desiring the

> > RFA.....Rapid Format Awakening?

>

[Guest guest]

you said that you offer the rapid format awakening right? I would like to

prepare for this if you are willing to give it to me. I feel like I'm in

purgatory with the awakening process even with all the practicing, and I would

rather go through hell if it means that I see the light and awaken sooner. And

I'm very durable

 

craig

 

 

 

 

 

, " chrism " <>

wrote:

>

> A certain benevolence towards masochism can be helpful. - lol! The safeties

for the RFA are different. Severe honesty and an approach to the internal

destruction of ego behaviors and known and unknown ego values is helpful.

Physical conditioning for survival is important as is the ultimate position of

acceptance of surrender. Surrender to the force of the Tiger Shakti in her

fiercest countenance and a surrender to the teacher as it is he or she that the

Tiger flows through.

>

> Getting tossed against walls and upon the floors is common. " Really " it is

common. It is the forced surrender of the ego. Like a mouse who knows it is

going to be eaten by the cat has completely given up. It has surrendered so does

the individual surrender to the divine Indwelling of the Tiger Shakti.

>

> A complete restructuring of belief patterns and expressive understandings of

the " I that I am " is given. Total destruction of the ego childhood and a rapid

advancement of the ego into the late teen expressive qualities which is far

different than what we understand that to be.

>

> Durability is needed Richard! - blessings to you my friend! - chrism

>

>

>

>

> , " Igor Alphus "

<Alphu-s@> wrote:

> >

> > Do you have any requirements other than the Safeties for people desiring the

> > RFA.....Rapid Format Awakening?

>

[Guest guest]

I can relate to this too well. I have a long history of living on the edge and

lately I have come to a complete stand still, like i am waiting for the next

step. Something inside me is yearning for that rush, even though most of it was

not very pleasant. One thing that was said in this thread that really hit me,

was about the K throwing you against walls. I have been having dreams like this,

which are usually accompanied by a k rising, and as it would rise I would be

slammed against walls or in some cases on the ceiling (very similar to the first

shark attack sequence in Jaws). I suppose if this rapid format awakening is

meant for me it will find me... Something about this thread really hit home for

me.

[Guest guest]

Rapid Format Awakening – when I saw that my ego said " yes please - may I have

that " , but my higher self told me to wind my neck in and accept that my

awakening will happen at a rate that i and I can collectively handle. Patience

was never a virtue of mine in the past, but in moving down that road of

surrender and with the ongoing `management' of ego, the lessons have been coming

in thick and fast and from angles that I never envisioned in the first instance.

Often those lessons were somewhat obscure in the format `presented' initially,

and only became clear again when my higher self felt I could comprehend the full

picture. Often what we want (ego driven) and what we get (per higher self) do

not concur, but with time we come to realize why that sequence of higher-self

training/teaching was necessary to move forward and was the optimum route. So

then, there has been a lesson within a lesson so to speak – the first being the

availing of specific knowledge, and the second being the very clear and concise

message that progression will only happen as fast as the individual can take it.

 

This path never fails to intrigue! Blessings - Jonathan

[Guest guest]

I hear that Jonathan, my first feeling was exactly the same. " Rapid format?

Bring it on, quick and fast! " But if theres one thing ive learnt or am learning

from this group is that my ego has often got the better of me and needs whipping

back down again.

Every day I start to ask myself why Im not making more progress than I am, and

every day I respond to my ego that I am making good progress and will do it as

and when my higher self deems it right for me. Funnily it works very well to

" tell my ego off " and it shrinks back to under the stone it came from. One day

it will stay there I hope!

[Guest guest]

My experience started rapidly, although I wasn't seeking that. After

experiencing that and now that things have settled in and slowed

down...I prefer slow. One doesn't transition well from1st grade to high

school without the meat of what is in between. Just because we have

certain knowledge that might allow us to " test out " , imo nothing

replaces actual experience and growth as a learning tool. Certainly I

think it is something that the inner guidance should be carefully

consulted on and all angles considered leaving the ego out of it.

 

Sarita

 

 

, " jonrow_2914 "

<jrowland wrote:

>

> Rapid Format Awakening – when I saw that my ego said " yes please -

may I have that " , but my higher self told me to wind my neck in and

accept that my awakening will happen at a rate that i and I can

collectively handle. Patience was never a virtue of mine in the past,

but in moving down that road of surrender and with the ongoing

`management' of ego, the lessons have been coming in thick and fast and

from angles that I never envisioned in the first instance. Often those

lessons were somewhat obscure in the format `presented' initially, and

only became clear again when my higher self felt I could comprehend the

full picture. Often what we want (ego driven) and what we get (per

higher self) do not concur, but with time we come to realize why that

sequence of higher-self training/teaching was necessary to move forward

and was the optimum route. So then, there has been a lesson within a

lesson so to speak – the first being the availing of specific

knowledge, and the second being the very clear and concise message that

progression will only happen as fast as the individual can take it.

>

> This path never fails to intrigue! Blessings - Jonathan

>

[Guest guest]

I second that emotion. I to the belief that " the slower you

go, the faster you get there. " From what I've read, there are entire

hospital wards in India set aside for people with K sickness, so maybe

faster is not always better if we end up a wreck on the side of the

road.

 

Besides, I don't think it's the signs and symptoms of K that matter so

much as how I live my life. I am here for just one night! How do I want

to use it? If I dedicate my life to following the highest good, letting

myself be led, trusting in Spirit to guide me, then the K will come of

its own, in its own way and time. And if it doesn't, then who cares? At

least I'll have spent my life doing something wonderful, and with that,

how can there be any regrets?

 

Peace, Shaz

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

>

> My experience started rapidly, although I wasn't seeking that. After

> experiencing that and now that things have settled in and slowed

> down...I prefer slow.

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism,

Is it possible for me to go through the Rapid Format Awakening? I am already

practicing the safeties and the attitude of forgiveness is something I have in

me over the years and its not something that i try to make an effort but its

just there. People usually tell me that they can walk all over me and yet i know

that its the ego that gives this feeling.

 

I now feel i am on the brink of something that i do not know but can feel it

inside me. Its like a spring about to be released. I am not sure if that makes

sense

 

Love

Dan

[Guest guest]

Hi Igor,

 

Thanks for bringing up Padre Pio's story. He made the struggle with his demons

into a series of very physical events that can be read on multiple levels.

 

Sel