Going to work with the kundalini

[Guest guest]

Hey, my name is Drea. I'm fairly ignorant to the Kundalini for I had a

spontaneous kundalini awakening just about 6 months ago without

knowing a thing about it. I've had hard and delusional times, and I've

been able to pull myself through on my own, learn lessons on my own,

etc... but I think its about time I start talking with others about

the kundalini and making a better connection with others who have had

a KA.

 

Anyways, I love the bliss, but it's just gotten pretty extreme,

especially after clearing a certain block about a week ago. Before I

had this block I had this bliss a lot, but nothing like how it is now.

For about a week my heart has just been exploding, it feels like my

physical heart has doubled in size. This is really extreme, so extreme

that it goes all day, everyday, and even at night. I wake up in the

morning and the first thing that catches my attention is my heart and

love for living here right now.

 

It seems like this is absolutely fantastic, but it has been

overwhelming to my ego. The other day, I had to go for a job interview

and I was a little scared that the manager would think I was on pure

MDMA or something lol, but I just had to train myself to stop thinking

or worrying and to just let myself flow and relax. I did the interview

better then fine actually, I think I even raised the mood of the

manager there.

 

But I'm really wondering how you all are able to work in conditions

like this? Does anyone have any suggestions for a situation like this?

Better yet, who else goes through this?... I guess one of my main

issues is that I don't know anyone who experiences this.

 

I've learned from the kundalini that theres two ways you can go about

getting over old patterns or getting introduced to new patterns:

 

1) You panic, you over think of the past, future, desires, worries,

what you are used to, etc. allowing this rational mind to not take it

anymore resulting in hundreds of problems both physically and mentally

giving the end result to surrendering to the unknown and going through

a harsh ego death. or

 

2)You simply don't over think the situation but let yourself flow into

these new experiences and out of the old knowing that any pain that

the mind has created is only an illusion... But this is easier said

then done lol. I would lvoe to hear how people have worked around this

or were able to work like this.

 

much love... lots of hearts ,

Drea

[Guest guest]

Hello Drea and welcome. You are in good hands here. is on the

road right now, but he will check in later today for sure. In the

mean time here is our website where you can find many answers and a

lot of information on K. There are many of us here who have had

spontaneous activations without knowing anything thing about K. You

can also read about some of our stories on that site.

 

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/index.html

 

Blessings,

Linda

 

 

 

, " Drea "

<lvledusa wrote:

>

> Hey, my name is Drea. I'm fairly ignorant to the Kundalini for I

had a

> spontaneous kundalini awakening just about 6 months ago without

> knowing a thing about it. I've had hard and delusional times, and

I've

> been able to pull myself through on my own, learn lessons on my own,

> etc... but I think its about time I start talking with others about

> the kundalini and making a better connection with others who have

had

> a KA.

>

> Anyways, I love the bliss, but it's just gotten pretty extreme,

> especially after clearing a certain block about a week ago. Before I

> had this block I had this bliss a lot, but nothing like how it is

now.

> For about a week my heart has just been exploding, it feels like my

> physical heart has doubled in size. This is really extreme, so

extreme

> that it goes all day, everyday, and even at night. I wake up in the

> morning and the first thing that catches my attention is my heart

and

> love for living here right now.

>

> It seems like this is absolutely fantastic, but it has been

> overwhelming to my ego. The other day, I had to go for a job

interview

> and I was a little scared that the manager would think I was on pure

> MDMA or something lol, but I just had to train myself to stop

thinking

> or worrying and to just let myself flow and relax. I did the

interview

> better then fine actually, I think I even raised the mood of the

> manager there.

>

> But I'm really wondering how you all are able to work in conditions

> like this? Does anyone have any suggestions for a situation like

this?

> Better yet, who else goes through this?... I guess one of my main

> issues is that I don't know anyone who experiences this.

>

> I've learned from the kundalini that theres two ways you can go

about

> getting over old patterns or getting introduced to new patterns:

>

> 1) You panic, you over think of the past, future, desires, worries,

> what you are used to, etc. allowing this rational mind to not take

it

> anymore resulting in hundreds of problems both physically and

mentally

> giving the end result to surrendering to the unknown and going

through

> a harsh ego death. or

>

> 2)You simply don't over think the situation but let yourself flow

into

> these new experiences and out of the old knowing that any pain that

> the mind has created is only an illusion... But this is easier said

> then done lol. I would lvoe to hear how people have worked around

this

> or were able to work like this.

>

> much love... lots of hearts ,

> Drea

>

[Guest guest]

Welcome Drea!

 

I haven't reached the bliss stage yet, lol, but many members have and I'm sure

they'll have lots to say that will hopefully help. That's one of the many

wonderful things about this group: no matter where you are in your awakening,

there's someone here who is experiencing--or HAS experienced--what you are

feeling and we're glad to reach out and help. This is a great place to be, so

glad you were led to us!

 

Blessings & love to you,

Claudia

 

Drea <lvledusa wrote:

Hey, my name is Drea. I'm fairly ignorant to the Kundalini for I had a

spontaneous kundalini awakening just about 6 months ago without

knowing a thing about it. I've had hard and delusional times, and I've

been able to pull myself through on my own, learn lessons on my own,

etc... but I think its about time I start talking with others about

the kundalini and making a better connection with others who have had

a KA.

 

Anyways, I love the bliss, but it's just gotten pretty extreme,

especially after clearing a certain block about a week ago. Before I

had this block I had this bliss a lot, but nothing like how it is now.

For about a week my heart has just been exploding, it feels like my

physical heart has doubled in size. This is really extreme, so extreme

that it goes all day, everyday, and even at night. I wake up in the

morning and the first thing that catches my attention is my heart and

love for living here right now.

 

It seems like this is absolutely fantastic, but it has been

overwhelming to my ego. The other day, I had to go for a job interview

and I was a little scared that the manager would think I was on pure

MDMA or something lol, but I just had to train myself to stop thinking

or worrying and to just let myself flow and relax. I did the interview

better then fine actually, I think I even raised the mood of the

manager there.

 

But I'm really wondering how you all are able to work in conditions

like this? Does anyone have any suggestions for a situation like this?

Better yet, who else goes through this?... I guess one of my main

issues is that I don't know anyone who experiences this.

 

I've learned from the kundalini that theres two ways you can go about

getting over old patterns or getting introduced to new patterns:

 

1) You panic, you over think of the past, future, desires, worries,

what you are used to, etc. allowing this rational mind to not take it

anymore resulting in hundreds of problems both physically and mentally

giving the end result to surrendering to the unknown and going through

a harsh ego death. or

 

2)You simply don't over think the situation but let yourself flow into

these new experiences and out of the old knowing that any pain that

the mind has created is only an illusion... But this is easier said

then done lol. I would lvoe to hear how people have worked around this

or were able to work like this.

 

much love... lots of hearts ,

Drea

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Welcome to the group Drea! I think you will find it to be a very

loving place to continue your awakening. Have you taken a look at

the website and The Safeties? The Safeties should help to smooth

things out for you and I'm sure will have suggestions for you

also. He is travelling right now, so is not available as readily as

usual. Here are some links for you:

 

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html

http://www.mkprojects.com/pf_TibetanRites.htm

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/awakening.html

 

Sarita

 

, " Drea "

<lvledusa wrote:

>

> Hey, my name is Drea. I'm fairly ignorant to the Kundalini for I

had a

> spontaneous kundalini awakening just about 6 months ago without

> knowing a thing about it. I've had hard and delusional times, and

I've

> been able to pull myself through on my own, learn lessons on my own,

> etc... but I think its about time I start talking with others about

> the kundalini and making a better connection with others who have

had

> a KA.

>

> Anyways, I love the bliss, but it's just gotten pretty extreme,

> especially after clearing a certain block about a week ago. Before I

> had this block I had this bliss a lot, but nothing like how it is

now.

> For about a week my heart has just been exploding, it feels like my

> physical heart has doubled in size. This is really extreme, so

extreme

> that it goes all day, everyday, and even at night. I wake up in the

> morning and the first thing that catches my attention is my heart

and

> love for living here right now.

>

> It seems like this is absolutely fantastic, but it has been

> overwhelming to my ego. The other day, I had to go for a job

interview

> and I was a little scared that the manager would think I was on pure

> MDMA or something lol, but I just had to train myself to stop

thinking

> or worrying and to just let myself flow and relax. I did the

interview

> better then fine actually, I think I even raised the mood of the

> manager there.

>

> But I'm really wondering how you all are able to work in conditions

> like this? Does anyone have any suggestions for a situation like

this?

> Better yet, who else goes through this?... I guess one of my main

> issues is that I don't know anyone who experiences this.

>

> I've learned from the kundalini that theres two ways you can go

about

> getting over old patterns or getting introduced to new patterns:

>

> 1) You panic, you over think of the past, future, desires, worries,

> what you are used to, etc. allowing this rational mind to not take

it

> anymore resulting in hundreds of problems both physically and

mentally

> giving the end result to surrendering to the unknown and going

through

> a harsh ego death. or

>

> 2)You simply don't over think the situation but let yourself flow

into

> these new experiences and out of the old knowing that any pain that

> the mind has created is only an illusion... But this is easier said

> then done lol. I would lvoe to hear how people have worked around

this

> or were able to work like this.

>

> much love... lots of hearts ,

> Drea

>

[Guest guest]

Welcome Drea! Luckily, I don't work anymore LOL. I wish I had some

advice for you, but am still muddling through all this myself. Glad

you're here, you've come to the right place! love & light ~Jen~

 

, " Drea "

<lvledusa wrote:

>

> Hey, my name is Drea. I'm fairly ignorant to the Kundalini for I had a

> spontaneous kundalini awakening just about 6 months ago without

> knowing a thing about it. I've had hard and delusional times, and I've

> been able to pull myself through on my own, learn lessons on my own,

> etc... but I think its about time I start talking with others about

> the kundalini and making a better connection with others who have had

> a KA.

[Guest guest]

Welcome Drea...

 

I cannot help you with your questions, but just wanted to know that I enjoyed

reading your comments... I look forward to knowing you more...

 

Many blessings to you and the group..

Paul

 

 

-------------- Original message from " Drea " <lvledusa:

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Hey, my name is Drea. I'm fairly ignorant to the Kundalini for I had a

spontaneous kundalini awakening just about 6 months ago without

knowing a thing about it. I've had hard and delusional times, and I've

been able to pull myself through on my own, learn lessons on my own,

etc... but I think its about time I start talking with others about

the kundalini and making a better connection with others who have had

a KA.

 

Anyways, I love the bliss, but it's just gotten pretty extreme,

especially after clearing a certain block about a week ago. Before I

had this block I had this bliss a lot, but nothing like how it is now.

For about a week my heart has just been exploding, it feels like my

physical heart has doubled in size. This is really extreme, so extreme

that it goes all day, everyday, and even at night. I wake up in the

morning and the first thing that catches my attention is my heart and

love for living here right now.

 

It seems like this is absolutely fantastic, but it has been

overwhelming to my ego. The other day, I had to go for a job interview

and I was a little scared that the manager would think I was on pure

MDMA or something lol, but I just had to train myself to stop thinking

or worrying and to just let myself flow and relax. I did the interview

better then fine actually, I think I even raised the mood of the

manager there.

 

But I'm really wondering how you all are able to work in conditions

like this? Does anyone have any suggestions for a situation like this?

Better yet, who else goes through this?... I guess one of my main

issues is that I don't know anyone who experiences this.

 

I've learned from the kundalini that theres two ways you can go about

getting over old patterns or getting introduced to new patterns:

 

1) You panic, you over think of the past, future, desires, worries,

what you are used to, etc. allowing this rational mind to not take it

anymore resulting in hundreds of problems both physically and mentally

giving the end result to surrendering to the unknown and going through

a harsh ego death. or

 

2)You simply don't over think the situation but let yourself flow into

these new experiences and out of the old knowing that any pain that

the mind has created is only an illusion... But this is easier said

then done lol. I would lvoe to hear how people have worked around this

or were able to work like this.

 

much love... lots of hearts ,

Drea

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Everyone!! Wow, so many comments! It's so great that a nice bunch

of people are communicating in this group often. I wasn't expecting

so many comments so fast. Wow, I send my love to everyone here,

eeee!! Lol, pardon me, but I've been so excited!

 

Since there are so many replies, instead of replying individually

I'll reply to you all as one. Thank you for replying and for your

wonderful stories of your awakenings that I have read on the

Kundalini Awakening Systems 1 website. Yes I have read the safeties

and I have been trying to follow them and my intuition/inner

guidance the best I can in order to help myself get through. It's a

great website and I enjoyed reading what I have read so far on this

site!

 

Thank you for the advice, I will give these a try and it's a

pleasure to be a part of this group.

 

I'll have to say that the best help I got so far was just feeling

more connected with others who have been experiencing this. It's

more of a relief now to know that I'm not alone here. My biggest

problem was always my ego whispering to me, " no one else is going

through this, theres a problem here " , so it's a big help to be here

right now.

 

I've just been trying to calm myself more now in this state by

viewing myself at both a high state and a low state at the same

time, because even though it feels " enlightening " I know that I

still have many many challenges to face within myself so the last

thing I want is for my ego and my ego's fantasies to try to master

over my lower/higher selves over this blissful state. I've had to

learn that the hard way lol. It's so beautiful though, all of these

beautiful lessons you get from the kundalini. At first you think its

out to get you when really all it wants is to bring in more love and

connect with you as much as possible.

 

I may be getting a fulltime job in overtime for a good pay for only

3 months, but the way that I see it is that by the time I pull

myself through with this I'll have more than enough money for travel

and spiritual workshops afterwards. Yeaaahhhh!!!

 

I'd love to chat more, I've been busy with many things though. I

hope to maybe share my ideas to return the help and love given here

so far. I'm young and about one years fresh to spirituality so I

hope I can still bring something to the group.

 

-drea