I feel empty inside -

[Guest guest]

hello all

 

During the scatterfield and up to the the night before the shaktipat

I've had intense energy movement along with some split visions . The

night before the shaktipat has been the last night I've felt any

movement . It feels like I'm now hollow inside and missing something .

I remember the night before shaktipat that a shadow figure was over me

while I was lying in bed . It was as though it was entering my chest

and pulling something out . It was very pleasant feeling and I had no

negative feelings during this .

 

I don't if there is any connection with that encounter and the way i

feel so empty inside now . I was hopeful that the shaktipat would have

this feeling emerge once again but so far it has not .

 

I've been keeping my practice and do much service to my area to help

with the holidays . I haven't had in movements during meditation or

after awaking from sleep either . It's hard to explain but it feels

like what was once in me has been taken away . I read more into this

" dark night of the soul " scenario . Could this be what is happening to

me ? I've had much intent and follow my safties diligently for the

shaktipat .

 

Blessings

Chris_H

[Guest guest]

Yes Chris_H,

Next time cross your arms over your chest and let the

entity know that it isnt allowed to do this again. Whether it feels

good or not your energy belongs to you.

 

Please continue with your practice especially during the fourth

chakra event. Do not allow anyone or thing to sap you of your

energy. You are in complete control.

 

I will continue to help you but you must also help yourself. Some

entities make energy theft a pleasant experience so that you will be

enticed to continue allowing them to feed.

 

blessings Chris_H - chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " Chris_H "

<chghes1 wrote:

>

> hello all

>

> During the scatterfield and up to the the night before the

shaktipat

> I've had intense energy movement along with some split visions .

The

> night before the shaktipat has been the last night I've felt any

> movement . It feels like I'm now hollow inside and missing

something .

> I remember the night before shaktipat that a shadow figure was

over me

> while I was lying in bed . It was as though it was entering my

chest

> and pulling something out . It was very pleasant feeling and I had

no

> negative feelings during this .

>

> I don't if there is any connection with that encounter and the way

i

> feel so empty inside now . I was hopeful that the shaktipat would

have

> this feeling emerge once again but so far it has not .

>

> I've been keeping my practice and do much service to my area to

help

> with the holidays . I haven't had in movements during meditation or

> after awaking from sleep either . It's hard to explain but it feels

> like what was once in me has been taken away . I read more into

this

> " dark night of the soul " scenario . Could this be what is

happening to

> me ? I've had much intent and follow my safties diligently for the

> shaktipat .

>

> Blessings

> Chris_H

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you so much chrism . That whole experience with the entity was

very new and really caught me off guard . I truly thought it was there

to somehow help me . I was tricked but I assure you I will do my best

to not let this happen again .

 

I've had a explosive period over the last three weeks of phenomena . I

read and study the kas articles but it's so much different when some

of these things actually begin to manifest . I give you my word that I

will continue my practice and will always do my best to help myself .

 

Thank you Chrism