Dealing with discouragement - CC

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Thank you Dhyana, for the encouragement. I save all those pages of

goodies too, hoping someday to understand them better.

 

In meditation, I have improved a little at observing thoughts and

letting it past by, just somedays they are so overpowering. I began

with the Centerpointe Meditation program back about 5 years ago. I

guess I should try with out the background sounds, but that is what I

am so used to now. The CDs help drown out all the neighboorhood

sounds, too, which would be a big interference here where I live.

Each set of tapes are progressive, so each time I start on a new one

I have to fight being put to sleep by them.

 

Is the Christ and Kundalini Group still around? Maybe it would help

my understanding to read some from there.

 

Blessings

CC

 

, novalees

<Novalees wrote:

>

> Dear CC, I sure understand what you're saying! And I

> was in this place too when I first began. In fact, I

> actually did leave and then emailed me and told

> me about the Christ and Kundalini Group. So I began

> there. It took some time to get used to things, and

> believe me, there are MANY TIMES I don't understand

> what's being said! I've learned to just receive and

> let the seeds be planted, hoping someday I would have

> a clue!!! It does feel like a foreign language at

> times and I really have to stretch just to get a

> glimmer of what is being said...and maybe I'm even

> wrong in that understanding. Oh well. So much of what

> writes about I so want to understand, I save it

> in a notebook hoping someday I will. hahaha I'll have

> the book before he finishes writing it! I'm so

> thankful for the chance to learn.

>

> Meditation...OMG the mind is like a wild horse! It's

> not an easy thing to tame. The tongue falls into that

> category, too. Hard to get the reins on them! The only

> way I can do it is to create some distance from the

> thoughts...I am not my thoughts...and let them go by

> instead of getting sucked into them. Its like watching

> a train go by...each thought is a car on the

> train...and choosing not to jump onto the car as it

> approaches is a GREAT victory!!! That breaks the

> tyranny after a while and you become more free to do

> other things in the quiet. If you do it as a game, its

> actually fun. hahaha The record plays over and

> over...its such a relief when you can find and use the

> off button!

>

> Big hugz! Love, dhyana

>

>

> --- crazycats711 <crazycats711 wrote:

>

>

> > There have been many days since comming when

> > thoughts go through my

> > head where I am not so sure I belong here. Every one

> > seems so much

> > farther alone spiritually than me. Sometimes I have

> > to read something

> > several times before I can even understand what is

> > being said and

> > sometimes still not for sure if I do. Even though

> > the word are in

> > English it is like a forgein language is being

> > spoken at times for

> > me. Kind of like the bible was to me before my

> > spiritual eyes and

> > ears were opened so as to understand it.

> >

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

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Yes, its still around! Here's the link

 

Kundalini-the-Holy-Fire-of-Christ/?yguid=48771120

 

 

--- crazycats711 <crazycats711 wrote:

 

> Thank you Dhyana, for the encouragement. I save all

> those pages of

> goodies too, hoping someday to understand them

> better.

>

> In meditation, I have improved a little at observing

> thoughts and

> letting it past by, just somedays they are so

> overpowering. I began

> with the Centerpointe Meditation program back about

> 5 years ago. I

> guess I should try with out the background sounds,

> but that is what I

> am so used to now. The CDs help drown out all the

> neighboorhood

> sounds, too, which would be a big interference here

> where I live.

> Each set of tapes are progressive, so each time I

> start on a new one

> I have to fight being put to sleep by them.

>

> Is the Christ and Kundalini Group still around?

> Maybe it would help

> my understanding to read some from there.

>

> Blessings

> CC

>

> --- In

> ,

> novalees

> <Novalees wrote:

> >

> > Dear CC, I sure understand what you're saying! And

> I

> > was in this place too when I first began. In fact,

> I

> > actually did leave and then emailed me and

> told

> > me about the Christ and Kundalini Group. So I

> began

> > there. It took some time to get used to things,

> and

> > believe me, there are MANY TIMES I don't

> understand

> > what's being said! I've learned to just receive

> and

> > let the seeds be planted, hoping someday I would

> have

> > a clue!!! It does feel like a foreign language at

> > times and I really have to stretch just to get a

> > glimmer of what is being said...and maybe I'm even

> > wrong in that understanding. Oh well. So much of

> what

> > writes about I so want to understand, I

> save it

> > in a notebook hoping someday I will. hahaha I'll

> have

> > the book before he finishes writing it! I'm so

> > thankful for the chance to learn.

> >

> > Meditation...OMG the mind is like a wild horse!

> It's

> > not an easy thing to tame. The tongue falls into

> that

> > category, too. Hard to get the reins on them! The

> only

> > way I can do it is to create some distance from

> the

> > thoughts...I am not my thoughts...and let them go

> by

> > instead of getting sucked into them. Its like

> watching

> > a train go by...each thought is a car on the

> > train...and choosing not to jump onto the car as

> it

> > approaches is a GREAT victory!!! That breaks the

> > tyranny after a while and you become more free to

> do

> > other things in the quiet. If you do it as a game,

> its

> > actually fun. hahaha The record plays over and

> > over...its such a relief when you can find and use

> the

> > off button!

> >

> > Big hugz! Love, dhyana

> >

> >

> > --- crazycats711 <crazycats711 wrote:

> >

> >

> > > There have been many days since comming when

> > > thoughts go through my

> > > head where I am not so sure I belong here. Every

> one

> > > seems so much

> > > farther alone spiritually than me. Sometimes I

> have

> > > to read something

> > > several times before I can even understand what

> is

> > > being said and

> > > sometimes still not for sure if I do. Even

> though

> > > the word are in

> > > English it is like a forgein language is being

> > > spoken at times for

> > > me. Kind of like the bible was to me before my

> > > spiritual eyes and

> > > ears were opened so as to understand it.

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> >

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