bizarre dreams

March 24, 2007

Hi all,

heres whats been happening for me.

The first night (base chakra) I dreamt very little but woke up energised. Then

became sick with a cold.

Second night it kicked in to the sacral, wow, what a crazy night.

I had the most intense rage and anger , so realistic that when I awoke I could

feel my blood boiling.

I saw my brother Hugo shooting up heroin with a girl and went crazy, I was so

angry at him, I was seething. I tried to bully him into my way of seeing things

but he just wouldn't listen.

Then, I went outside and saw these people in the street, as if it were the end

of the world, chaos everywhere, they were letting off fire works willy nilly and

setting fire to things, I went bananas and dragged a girl into my house to tell

her off, she wouldn't listen to me so I smashed her head in and killed her. When

I saw what I had done I resussertated her.

Finally I looked up into the sky and saw an enormous mother ship, really

beautiful design, but scarey looking, noone else noticed it until I shouted

" look " then everyone went crazy with fear. I just stood looking in awe and began

shouting " I love you " . Then a walkie talkie appeared at my feet so I picked it

up and contacted them and said I wasn't scared (I lied), and at that a camera ,

just like in war of the worlds , came down to look for me. I ran scared and

hide, but eventually I came out. Then I was beamed up on to the ship.

There was a room filled with candy and cookies, and a man behind a desk with

tiger orange stipes on his face. He looked human and very friendly. I said hi,

took a cookie and then woke up feeling very angry.

Last nights one was even more bizarre, very lucid. This time it was fear and

sexuality (solar plexus), my solar plexus seems to be connected to my sexuality,

or fear of it.

I dreamt I was being chased in Koh Pangang (thailand island) by a man that

looked like the devil, and some thais guys, they wanted to rape and kill me. So

I ran and ran, trying to get away. I was so afraid I woke up, I wanted to go

back to sleep and dream another dream, I was so full of fear, but instead I

returned to the exact same place in that dream I was still running, I thought I

would take a boat and leave the bay to go to Hadrin and get to help. So, I

lucidly changed the dream and a boat appeared.

When I got to the embassy in Hadrin I told the man everything, thinking I was

safe, instead , he phoned the devilman and brought him straight to me, again I

woke up terrified. I just couldn't get away from my fear. No matter where I ran,

it found me.

This time though, I thought to myself, why are you running, it's just a dream,

let them get you, see what happens, face your fear.

And so, back to sleep and the same dream continued. (bizarre).

This time I just surrendered.

The funny thing is I didn't see the rape but knew I had done it with the

devil guy who then just smiled at me, I had enjoyed it!!! I wanted to do it

again with him but he went away .

I was then really horny and went to the embassy where the other " grass " was

and screwed him in the swimming pool. (excuse my coarse language)

Bizarre. My sexual fears over come.

I then went on to watch the eclipse and find my husband, who told me he was

pregnant and looking after the fetous for me.

CCCrraaazzzyyyyyy man.

Seemed so real, both nights.

Can't wait for tonight.... heart chakra dream.

Thankyou for listening and blessings and kundalini energy to all,

Thankyou Chrism,

Elektra x x x

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March 24, 2007

Hello Paul,

I could go thruogh this series for you but the major theme of

it all was the one you recognized and overcame. Fear. Fear of self and fear of

" other " aspects of the self. You have done well. It also tells me that some more

emotional conditioning by you could be helpful. But really Paul, well done!

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