Hyper again !

February 19, 2007

This week my kids are off from school so I woke up late but not very

late.They ate breakfast and while I was cooking lunch to be eaten

later on I felt hyper,very hyper and I was trembling and all my body

was vibrating.I felt like I had to eat something and I did but it did

not go away until later but it still here just not so strong.Also,

right then when I felt hyper I remembered that I forgot to take my

hypothyroid medication like I do every morning when I wake up.Imagine

how I would have felt when it would have kicked in together with the

feeling of hyperactivity.I guess it was a good thing I forgot? to take

it.Who said things don't happen for a reason ?

Love,Nicole

February 19, 2007

Yes, it's amazing the way things *happen* for a reason. Just this afternoon at

work, I was attempting to be of service to a potential customer, who was 'just

looking'. I kindly let her know that I'd let her browse as much as she pleased--

and that I'd be close by incase she had any questions or needed help. When I

told her my name, she repeated it to herself in a 'distant' voice, and said she

couldn't believe it. Then repeated my name again, and said she thought she might

cry. I asked her if she was feeling alright, and what was wrong. She said

something about her sister and surgery, but it was all 'blurred' together in a

'fast' manner, and I wasn't quite able to catch it. I then asked her if her

sister is going to have surgery soon. To which she replied, " My sister is dead,

but I'm schedualed to have surgery tomorrow, and I know I was meant to find you

today.You have just made my day, miss. Now I know that everything will be

alright. " Then she explained that her sister

was 5 years younger than her, and her name was Tara. " You, of course, are much

younger than her. You seem to be in your twenties..maybe twenty-two. " , she

stated. I thought about lying about my age, but for some reason I decided it

wasn't important. I said " Well actually, I'm thirty-one. I just turned

thirty-one a few days ago " She was shocked, and said that her sister died at age

thirty-one. I asked her for her name, and she said Beth. I was surprised, and

told her that Beth is my mother's name. She looked amazed, and told me that I

just made her day, and that now she won't be afraid about the surgery. I gave

her my buisness card and wrote my e-mail address on it. I asked her to let me

know how she's doing, and she smiled. I love it when I can be 'of use' to

someone. I live for that. I used to want to be a counselor, but then I wouldn't

be in-touch with the 'regular' people in the world, who maybe can't afford it,

or wouldn't have thought of it, or don't have the

time. I guess there's a reason why

I seem to draw to me, those people who need a shoulder to cry on, or someone to

talk to, who will just listen, and tell them everything will be alright, and let

them know that I care about them. Ahh..fate. To just 'go with the flow' and wind

up wherever the spirit leads me..to be able to see a person in despair

transformed into a person filled with love and hope..now that's what I live

for...love..I live for love.

Tara

ntaroiu <lsirca wrote: This week

my kids are off from school so I woke up late but not very