Guest guest Posted February 15, 2007 Report Share Posted February 15, 2007 I have just been through a wonderful miraculous couple of days, I knew that something was brewing up inside of me but , once again, God has made me humble at Gods feet. I marvel at the signs and the way shakti guides me. I had met an old friend in thailand, a phsycic friend, she told me she felt I should meditate with the runes. I had recently been drawn to do so and saw this as validation. I did an online rune reading and asked shakti to give me a message. I had been praying for the return of my sexuality once again as it felt blocked still. One of the runes spoke about " lost joy " and another spoke about " creativity " and " fertility " . I didn't know what it meant fully but decided to ask shakti and the runes to tell me. The next day was valentines day, I woke up and did my yoga, my base chakra started to vibrate and then my whole body was trembling. I felt exilerated. When I began the 3rd exercise I could hardly stop my legs from shaking. I sat up after and had a realisation. I had lost my joy of creativity. So simple, I didn't enjoy sex as I had lost my joy of creativity. I didn't always enjoy my singing and writing as I had lost my joy of creativity. In the moment all these memories started flooding back from my childhood and how I had never been encouraged, but only critisised. I had once been brimming with creativity and gradually over the years, I had lost my joy in doing creative things. As it wasn't good enough, or it was for money. etc. In my yoga it all flooded back to me. I then went on to have the most creative day ever, I can now sing from the soul and create songs with ease, and melodies. My throat has opened up, my dancing is desperate to be expressed at every moment. My joy is brimming over at the thought of finishing my music I'm making. I can't wait to spend time with my sexual self in this new found joy of creation. And Gunner came into my mind with his story of despair, no joy in the simple things, causing pain and suffering. It's partly due to his energy and his story I had my realisation, so thanks to him (big hug Gunner you helped me alot, know that), Gunner , find your joy of creativity once again, ask for it and it shall be given. I am so filled with joy right now, I hope this wasn't to long.... Love to you all and happy heart day, hugs, Elektra x x x _________ What kind of emailer are you? Find out today - get a free analysis of your email personality. Take the quiz at the Mail Championship. http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://mail..net/uk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2007 Report Share Posted February 15, 2007 Blessings to you Elektra! Interesting that it happened on the " third " exercise. - much love - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2007 Report Share Posted February 15, 2007 > As it wasn't good enough, or it was for money. :-) doing ANYTHING for 'the money' kills it from a creative standpoint. in many ancient primitive cultures money is associated with death, filth, and excrement. amusing then that we in the West worship it; so we are worshipping death, by their view. doing something for a different reason, and later receiving money (if it didn't enter into the original act itself), will not create the same effect if the creative effort was authentic when it was done. > In my yoga it all flooded back to me. > I then went on to have the most creative day ever, I > can now sing from the soul and create songs with ease, > and melodies. My throat has opened up, my dancing is > desperate to be expressed at every moment. > My joy is brimming over at the thought of finishing my > music I'm making. yep. it's temporary but loads of fun while it lasts, in earlier days this was referred to as inspiration by a Muse, though usually those reporting it (in poetic language) were male, so " it " was a She. I've had a state like that last several hours to a week, and usually end up with a good bit of music or other work springing forth, as if it's spewing straight out of the subconscious. can be greatly amusing but for me it rarely ends well if you try to artificially prolong it. > And Gunner came into my mind with his story of > despair, no joy in the simple things, causing pain and > suffering. yes, that's what I was talking about, maybe a hundred posts ago, in my first response to Gunnar's post. -brian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2007 Report Share Posted February 15, 2007 Elektra, You are a continuing inspiration. Your love and life force are a joy to be a part of. BlessU Sam , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > In my yoga it all flooded back to me. > I then went on to have the most creative day ever, I > can now sing from the soul and create songs with ease, > and melodies. My throat has opened up, my dancing is > desperate to be expressed at every moment. > My joy is brimming over at the thought of finishing my > music I'm making. > I can't wait to spend time with my sexual self in this > new found joy of creation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2007 Report Share Posted February 15, 2007 energy really started vibrating as I lay down after finishing the second excercise but it was during the third one I had the realisation. A combination of the two. But it was the base that was vibrating the most. A combo !!! Hee hee Thankyou so much for everything , I was really thinking about you today and feeling a very deep gratitude , big hug x x x Elektra --- chrism <> wrote: > Blessings to you Elektra! Interesting that it > happened on the " third " exercise. - much love - > chrism > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2007 Report Share Posted February 15, 2007 You know I always enjoy your posts Elektra. Thank you for sharing this, it always entertains me as well as inspires me. I can relate to your views and experiences, we must of known each other in another life or the spiritual one blessings lisa Elektra Fire wrote: > > I have just been through a wonderful miraculous couple > of days, I knew that something was brewing up inside > of me but , once again, God has made me humble at Gods > feet. I marvel at the signs and the way shakti guides > me. > I had met an old friend in thailand, a phsycic friend, > she told me she felt I should meditate with the runes. > I had recently been drawn to do so and saw this as > validation. > I did an online rune reading and asked shakti to give > me a message. > > I had been praying for the return of my sexuality once > again as it felt blocked still. > > One of the runes spoke about " lost joy " and another > spoke about " creativity " and " fertility " . > I didn't know what it meant fully but decided to ask > shakti and the runes to tell me. > > The next day was valentines day, I woke up and did my > yoga, my base chakra started to vibrate and then my > whole body was trembling. I felt exilerated. When I > began the 3rd exercise I could hardly stop my legs > from shaking. I sat up after and had a realisation. > I had lost my joy of creativity. > So simple, I didn't enjoy sex as I had lost my joy of > creativity. > I didn't always enjoy my singing and writing as I had > lost my joy of creativity. > In the moment all these memories started flooding back > from my childhood and how I had never been encouraged, > but only critisised. > I had once been brimming with creativity and gradually > over the years, I had lost my joy in doing creative > things. As it wasn't good enough, or it was for money. > etc. > > In my yoga it all flooded back to me. > I then went on to have the most creative day ever, I > can now sing from the soul and create songs with ease, > and melodies. My throat has opened up, my dancing is > desperate to be expressed at every moment. > My joy is brimming over at the thought of finishing my > music I'm making. > I can't wait to spend time with my sexual self in this > new found joy of creation. > > And Gunner came into my mind with his story of > despair, no joy in the simple things, causing pain and > suffering. > It's partly due to his energy and his story I had my > realisation, so thanks to him (big hug Gunner you > helped me alot, know that), > > Gunner , find your joy of creativity once again, ask > for it and it shall be given. > > I am so filled with joy right now, I hope this wasn't > to long.... > Love to you all and happy heart day, hugs, Elektra x x > x > > > ________ > What kind of emailer are you? Find out today - get a free analysis of > your email personality. Take the quiz at the Mail Championship. > http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://mail..net/uk > <http://uk.rd./evt=44106/*http://mail..net/uk> > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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