Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 All people experiment with their sexuality, but I have exaggerated it so much with holding back my orgasm , and I did it like a practice over years. It`s terrible to tell about. Gunnar Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 No worries Gunnar. You have done these things and they are done. So have no worries about them any more. You are not ruined in any sense of the idea. Be at peace with how you are at this time and see if you can be open to change and improvement of your situation. Remember the Kundalini will change you but it doesnt mean at a loss of what you hold dear, unless that is being held by you as an attachemnt to a condition unhealthy for you. Are you open to change?- Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 Thanks for answers, Chrism Maybe I will try the Tibetan rites. The problem is that I feel the etherbody is a bit outside my body. That makes me very tired and I don`t feel good when I move my body. I`m not in contact. It`s very difficult to do exercises and go for a longer walk. Regards, Gunnar , " chrism " <> wrote: > > No worries Gunnar. You have done these things and they are done. So > have no worries about them any more. You are not ruined in any sense of > the idea. Be at peace with how you are at this time and see if you can > be open to change and improvement of your situation. Remember the > Kundalini will change you but it doesnt mean at a loss of what you hold > dear, unless that is being held by you as an attachemnt to a condition > unhealthy for you. Are you open to change?- > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 Welcome to the Group, Gunnar. I'm glad you're here. I can't imagine you going through all this by yourself. Hug. is good at what he does, so you're in great hands. Relaxing and surrendering to his guidance will surely get you back on track. And I'll be keeping you in my prayers, and sending you peace and love energy, along with others here. Again, welcome. Love, dhyana , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Thanks for answers, Chrism > > Maybe I will try the Tibetan rites. The problem is that I feel the > etherbody is a bit outside my body. That makes me very tired and I > don`t feel good when I move my body. I`m not in contact. It`s very > difficult to do exercises and go for a longer walk. > > Regards, Gunnar > > > > , > " chrism " <@> wrote: > > > > No worries Gunnar. You have done these things and they are done. So > > have no worries about them any more. You are not ruined in any > sense of > > the idea. Be at peace with how you are at this time and see if you > can > > be open to change and improvement of your situation. Remember the > > Kundalini will change you but it doesnt mean at a loss of what you > hold > > dear, unless that is being held by you as an attachemnt to a > condition > > unhealthy for you. Are you open to change?- > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 the body is remarkably adaptable and can function in other modes than you normally see in the world, but it sounds like you're blocking the natural flow of a biological instinct AND also not giving it an outlet for sublimation into creative work, so eventually something's bound to explode. -brian , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > All people experiment with their sexuality, but I have exaggerated it > so much with holding back my orgasm , and I did it like a practice > over years. It`s terrible to tell about. > > Gunnar > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 Please try the Tibetan rites Gunnar. Also if you could only eat certified organic foods. Foods are your internal medicine. Please follow directions in this group, you 'll notice a change quickly if you follow it whole heartedly. Welcome to our family and blessings to you. Lisa gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Thanks for answers, Chrism > > Maybe I will try the Tibetan rites. The problem is that I feel the > etherbody is a bit outside my body. That makes me very tired and I > don`t feel good when I move my body. I`m not in contact. It`s very > difficult to do exercises and go for a longer walk. > > Regards, Gunnar > > > <%40>, > " chrism " <> wrote: > > > > No worries Gunnar. You have done these things and they are done. So > > have no worries about them any more. You are not ruined in any > sense of > > the idea. Be at peace with how you are at this time and see if you > can > > be open to change and improvement of your situation. Remember the > > Kundalini will change you but it doesnt mean at a loss of what you > hold > > dear, unless that is being held by you as an attachemnt to a > condition > > unhealthy for you. Are you open to change?- > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 Gunnar welcome to the group and Dhyana said we are glad to have you join us! She is also right in that you are in great hands because will not guide you wrong. Just let yourself surrender and eventually you will be back on track as Dhyana said. You will also be in my prayers and I will send you energy. Take care and thanks for joining us. Love, Katherine novalees <Novalees wrote: Welcome to the Group, Gunnar. I'm glad you're here. I can't imagine you going through all this by yourself. Hug. is good at what he does, so you're in great hands. Relaxing and surrendering to his guidance will surely get you back on track. And I'll be keeping you in my prayers, and sending you peace and love energy, along with others here. Again, welcome. Love, dhyana , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Thanks for answers, Chrism > > Maybe I will try the Tibetan rites. The problem is that I feel the > etherbody is a bit outside my body. That makes me very tired and I > don`t feel good when I move my body. I`m not in contact. It`s very > difficult to do exercises and go for a longer walk. > > Regards, Gunnar > > > > , > " chrism " <@> wrote: > > > > No worries Gunnar. You have done these things and they are done. So > > have no worries about them any more. You are not ruined in any > sense of > > the idea. Be at peace with how you are at this time and see if you > can > > be open to change and improvement of your situation. Remember the > > Kundalini will change you but it doesnt mean at a loss of what you > hold > > dear, unless that is being held by you as an attachemnt to a > condition > > unhealthy for you. Are you open to change?- > > > 8:00? 8:25? 8:40? Find a flick in no time with the Search movie showtime shortcut. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 2, 2007 And welcome from me too. i had a pretty difficult time when all this happened to me so please keep the faith that, with Chris's help, all will be well again. I know from personal experience that it certainly must not feel that way now. I will hold the space for you. Sherri -- The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- " novalees " <Novalees Welcome to the Group, Gunnar. I'm glad you're here. I can't imagine you going through all this by yourself. Hug. is good at what he does, so you're in great hands. Relaxing and surrendering to his guidance will surely get you back on track. And I'll be keeping you in my prayers, and sending you peace and love energy, along with others here. Again, welcome. Love, dhyana , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Thanks for answers, Chrism > > Maybe I will try the Tibetan rites. The problem is that I feel the > etherbody is a bit outside my body. That makes me very tired and I > don`t feel good when I move my body. I`m not in contact. It`s very > difficult to do exercises and go for a longer walk. > > Regards, Gunnar > > > > , > " chrism " <@> wrote: > > > > No worries Gunnar. You have done these things and they are done. So > > have no worries about them any more. You are not ruined in any > sense of > > the idea. Be at peace with how you are at this time and see if you > can > > be open to change and improvement of your situation. Remember the > > Kundalini will change you but it doesnt mean at a loss of what you > hold > > dear, unless that is being held by you as an attachemnt to a > condition > > unhealthy for you. Are you open to change?- > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 Hello It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. I didn`t get much love in my childhood and I invented my own dangerous methods to get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with the K. activated, in a bare cell because I`m not in contact with the outer world, nature and music and so on. I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My body isn`t made for it. I have lost my skills of making music and skills of thinking. I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going through a K. prosess? Greetings from Gunnar Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 Gunnar,I don't know why you are afraid?Maybe you should trust yourself more and try to believe in yourself.Fear is made by the ego to keep you in check.When you say you are afraid,what are you afraid of?Are you afraid of yourself?! Love,Nicole Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > > Hello > > It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. I didn`t get > much love in my childhood and I invented my own dangerous methods to > get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with the K. activated, > in a bare cell > because I`m not in contact with the outer world, nature and music and > so on. > I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My body isn`t made > for it. I have lost my skills of making music and skills of thinking. > I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going through a K. > prosess? > > Greetings from Gunnar > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 dear gunnar... i don't know exactly what you mean or where you are but i can see you are in terrible fear and shame. i will pray for your soul process. please love and care for yourself. -steve f Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 Dear gunnar, what I'm feeling from listening to you is that you are a wounded healer. The things you are exeriencing are part of the deep well of experience you will be able to draw from in helping others who may find themselves in a similar situation. You WILL be climbing out of the pit into Love and Light, and I feel deeply it will be an incredible adventure for you. Love is there for you, but you must take the steps to help yourself balance so that you're not spinning around in circles. I get the picture of a motor boat with no one in control just going around and around in the water. It looks hopeless until someone takes the wheel and steers it out of the spinning. That's where I see you now. I hope this makes sense! Love, dhyana --- gunnar_tungland <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Hello > > It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. > I didn`t get > much love in my childhood and I invented my own > dangerous methods to > get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with > the K. activated, > in a bare cell > because I`m not in contact with the outer world, > nature and music and > so on. > I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My > body isn`t made > for it. I have lost my skills of making music and > skills of thinking. > I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going > through a K. > prosess? > > Greetings from Gunnar > > > ______________________________\ ____ Have a burning question? Go to www.Answers. and get answers from real people who know. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 The energy is rising up in my legs. And even it has just begun it has destroyed much of what I call soul: experiences of nature, art and music.(I was formerly a pianist.) Now I feel I`m loosing myself. I have nothing to do because the inspiration is lost.And I have no hope that the damage should be repaired , because the energy is still rising upwards and still destroy my skills of sensing the outer world, and the tensions in my legs give me no rest.I`m afraid of loosing my soul forever. Gunnar , " ntaroiu " <lsirca wrote: > > Gunnar,I don't know why you are afraid?Maybe you should trust > yourself more and try to believe in yourself.Fear is made by the ego > to keep you in check.When you say you are afraid,what are you afraid > of?Are you afraid of yourself?! > > Love,Nicole > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello > > > > It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. I didn`t get > > much love in my childhood and I invented my own dangerous methods > to > > get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with the K. > activated, > > in a bare cell > > because I`m not in contact with the outer world, nature and music > and > > so on. > > I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My body isn`t > made > > for it. I have lost my skills of making music and skills of > thinking. > > I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going through a K. > > prosess? > > > > Greetings from Gunnar > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 dear gunnar.. by the way, the universe is perfect. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 4, 2007 Gunnar, Forgive yourself, pay your debts back in this life (offer your services, help others). Learn to love yourself. You can not lose your soul, once you regain your life, you will regain your confidence. I know prison is the last place to learn love and forgiveness, I can imagine you are surrounded by negative vibrations. Do what you can to pull yourself into your own healing vibration, your own loving vibration. Where there is quite time, meditate. Where there is space, do Yoga and breathe. You have it in you to over come this depression, know you do and tell yourself you do and you will believe it. Never blame your current condition on the past or on others, many here including myself, have had difficult lives and/or childhoods. You are here now, and will make a positive difference for yourself! We are hear to listen, learn and teach . ---- gunnar_tungland <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Hello > > It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. I didn`t get > much love in my childhood and I invented my own dangerous methods to > get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with the K. activated, > in a bare cell > because I`m not in contact with the outer world, nature and music and > so on. > I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My body isn`t made > for it. I have lost my skills of making music and skills of thinking. > I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going through a K. > prosess? > > Greetings from Gunnar > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 5, 2007 The prison was a symbol for the situation I am in now. Sorry , if I was unclear. Gunnar , <pleiades69 wrote: > > Gunnar, > Forgive yourself, pay your debts back in this life (offer your services, help others). Learn to love yourself. You can not lose your soul, once you regain your life, you will regain your confidence. I know prison is the last place to learn love and forgiveness, I can imagine you are surrounded by negative vibrations. Do what you can to pull yourself into your own healing vibration, your own loving vibration. Where there is quite time, meditate. Where there is space, do Yoga and breathe. You have it in you to over come this depression, know you do and tell yourself you do and you will believe it. Never blame your current condition on the past or on others, many here including myself, have had difficult lives and/or childhoods. You are here now, and will make a positive difference for yourself! > We are hear to listen, learn and teach . > > > ---- gunnar_tungland <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > > > Hello > > > > It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. I didn`t get > > much love in my childhood and I invented my own dangerous methods to > > get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with the K. activated, > > in a bare cell > > because I`m not in contact with the outer world, nature and music and > > so on. > > I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My body isn`t made > > for it. I have lost my skills of making music and skills of thinking. > > I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going through a K. > > prosess? > > > > Greetings from Gunnar > > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted February 5, 2007 Ahhhh... I usually take things literally. I understand the prison symbol, but luckily we each hold the key to its lock. Follow the safeties and free yourself :-) blessings Lisa ---- gunnar_tungland <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > The prison was a symbol for the situation I am in now. Sorry , if I > was unclear. > Gunnar > > , > <pleiades69 wrote: > > > > Gunnar, > > Forgive yourself, pay your debts back in this life (offer your > services, help others). Learn to love yourself. You can not lose your > soul, once you regain your life, you will regain your confidence. I > know prison is the last place to learn love and forgiveness, I can > imagine you are surrounded by negative vibrations. Do what you can to > pull yourself into your own healing vibration, your own loving > vibration. Where there is quite time, meditate. Where there is space, > do Yoga and breathe. You have it in you to over come this depression, > know you do and tell yourself you do and you will believe it. Never > blame your current condition on the past or on others, many here > including myself, have had difficult lives and/or childhoods. You are > here now, and will make a positive difference for yourself! > > We are hear to listen, learn and teach . > > > > > > ---- gunnar_tungland <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > > > > > Hello > > > > > > It`s very dangerous to not have the skill of loving. I didn`t get > > > much love in my childhood and I invented my own dangerous methods > to > > > get in contact with myself. Now I`m in prison with the K. > activated, > > > in a bare cell > > > because I`m not in contact with the outer world, nature and music > and > > > so on. > > > I feel that I`m totally on a wrong , fatal path. My body isn`t > made > > > for it. I have lost my skills of making music and skills of > thinking. > > > I`m afraid forever. What benefits have you of going through a K. > > > prosess? > > > > > > Greetings from Gunnar > > > > > > > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
