chocolate obsession

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well i'm still raw today, wish me well. going through a lot of detox,

especially mentally but also some physically. there always seems to

be a cooked item that gets lodged in my brain as that which i MUST

eat. i saw a box in a store a week ago that said " dark " chocolate

cocoa mix made by the same maker from whom i've had the " milk

chocolate " cocoa mix. and my mind can't stop obsessing on what

the " dark " chocolate mix would taste like. oh well, i'll have to let

it go. i'm feeling too good with about ten days raw to go back to

cooked again. i'll just have to go through my withdrawals. when you

look at the ingredients in those kinds of things, it's absolutely

crazy the milk solids and the corn syrup sweeteners, etc. it's just

another wacky product that's not for me. and there's a million of

them. one thing i know for sure, if i ate that, then i'd just see

another item that would lodge an uncontrollable obsession in my mind.

one of these days i have to overcome this by just not eating it, and

hopefully, this is the one. i've been going through this for probably

fifteen years, never really willing to go through the mental/physical

withdrawal necessary.