me not helpful

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you'll have to name names, i don't know who you're referring to in

the group, i assume you're having some private conversations with

some members.

 

thank you for wishing me well on my journey, sort of sounds like the

security guard who comes up to you and says " may i help you " when

what he's really saying is " who are you? why are you here? and how

can i get rid of you? "

 

sorry my posts aren't very helpful for you, yours are okay for me.

 

everything in my life centers around the diet, you obviously don't

know the workings of my mind, but without the diet i truly have

nothing and yes, you're right, my life can fall apart fast when i'm

not on the diet.

 

but let's take a look at my post for a minute here: " well, another

day raw, the only real temptation was some very pretty

wine, like a light reddish purple or something, don't remember trying

that white zinfadel, oh well, i know how it tastes, i don't need to

try it. eating some prunes at the moment, not too proud of that, i'd

rather eat plums but i just had to try them, they look legal to me,

no ill effects, i'm in that stage where i have to try everything

that's legal for me, like i bought some blanched filberts when the

non-blanched would do just as well. i lugged some bananas around

with me all day today, i couldn't get around to eating them.

 

a jewish group threw me out out of their group today, the rabbi told

me that because i wasn't jewish i couldn't attend there class.

 

saw a puppet theater group, fun but silly.

 

love, peace, joy, honor, glory, truth, goodness, light,

enlightenment, forgiveness, worthiness, beauty, strength, happiness,

frankfulness, "

 

you're probably upset that i desecrated the prune, oh well, dried,

shriveled things just don't make as much sense to me as eating fresh.

 

and you're probably worried about the jewish group i mentioned, fear

not, i just sat in on a class that was listed in the local paper with

no proviso of gentiles not going (he did call me a gentile by the

way), but after the class, which by the way was no big deal in any

way, shape or form, meaning there was no special information in it,

he just asked me if i was jewish and when i told him i wasn't he told

me, very nicely, that unless i'm interested in converting to judaism

the information in the classes would be to my detriment because it

would be too evolved for me, in other words, it would do me more harm

than good, he was really interested in my safety.

 

i don't know what kind of behavior on here you're talking about, i

know i unfortunately went on fruitbreath while i was drinking one

night, and from some of the other things i wrote that night, i see

that i can get very acerbic or caustic in my writing when i'm

drinking, unintentional of course. i can read what i said on

fruitbreath because i'm not even allowed to read messages on there.

if you could do me a favor, send me an email of what i said on there,

anything from the last evening i was on there, thanks if you're able.

 

all the best for you too, and thanks for the opportunity for me to

dialogue and process, i think that's the main thing is to take an

interest in the people and conversations on here and dialogue, as

long as you're a raw food eater i'm not too concerned with what you

say.

 

also, these are words in cyberspace, i think people take them a

little too seriously a lot of the time, i'm not sure why that is,

maybe you could analyze that for yourself and let me know.

 

sorry to sound so harsh, all i can be is me.

 

god loves me anyway.

 

so, this is the best use of a half-hour that i can think of,

dialoguing here, thanks for that.

 

sincerely yours, all the best, fond wishes, goodness, graciousness,

honesty and truth and putting your best foot forward and trying hard,

no try harder,

 

rich

 

www.rawfoodeaters

 

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anonymous donor:

> Hi Rich...

>

> I suggest caution here - your posts appear to be

> having a

> detrimental effect on the group.

>

> while I continue to wish you well on your journey, I

> find your posts

> on the RawFood board less than helpful. I've seen

> you on the board

> since last February or so, and I've watched some of

> your travails.

>

> It appears to me that much of the " work " you need to

> do is *not*

> around food - there are lots of other things going

> on in your life.

>

> I saw you on FruitBreath for just a brief moment,

> and then you were

> apparently banned, for the same type of behavior.