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i couldn't even go after avocados and raw nuts the way i usually do

today, what's the point, it's not helping, i'd rather be a simple

produce eater anyway, who just eats whatever plant matter is

available when he's hungry, so i had a couple pears this evening,

should be good enough, i shouldn't need anything specific in the raw,

plant food category, any of it should suffice as well as any of it.

 

i had fun today except for my trying to chase down that cheese

cracker, so immature, but so impossible to not act on. i can only be

who i am, and i try to just work with my mind, but when it does, or

when it leads the body into, insane things i just go along, i have no

great will to overcome anything. i feel like all i can do is try,

and if i fail so be it, try again, but i'm getting much older and i'd

really like to accomplish this raw food thing.

 

i'd like to see what's on the other side for me mentally if i could

fully live this diet, plus i hate the other non-food related acting

out behavior that i do if i'm not raw. drinking has caused me so

much trouble and there's other character defects. it's the other

character defect that kept me from binging on anything cooked

tonight, because i know for absolute certain that i would drink and

do other things if i'm not raw. i know beyond a shadow of a doubt

that i would and that's helping to keep me raw.

 

fruit tastes better than vegetables, i hope i switch over to

completely fruit someday. thanks for reading.

 

rich

 

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