Guest guest Posted September 25, 2005 Report Share Posted September 25, 2005 i couldn't even go after avocados and raw nuts the way i usually do today, what's the point, it's not helping, i'd rather be a simple produce eater anyway, who just eats whatever plant matter is available when he's hungry, so i had a couple pears this evening, should be good enough, i shouldn't need anything specific in the raw, plant food category, any of it should suffice as well as any of it. i had fun today except for my trying to chase down that cheese cracker, so immature, but so impossible to not act on. i can only be who i am, and i try to just work with my mind, but when it does, or when it leads the body into, insane things i just go along, i have no great will to overcome anything. i feel like all i can do is try, and if i fail so be it, try again, but i'm getting much older and i'd really like to accomplish this raw food thing. i'd like to see what's on the other side for me mentally if i could fully live this diet, plus i hate the other non-food related acting out behavior that i do if i'm not raw. drinking has caused me so much trouble and there's other character defects. it's the other character defect that kept me from binging on anything cooked tonight, because i know for absolute certain that i would drink and do other things if i'm not raw. i know beyond a shadow of a doubt that i would and that's helping to keep me raw. fruit tastes better than vegetables, i hope i switch over to completely fruit someday. thanks for reading. rich www.rawfoodeaters Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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