Message for LAURIE on progress - love Kay.x

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Thought it might be useful to share the P+ news with the group..x

 

Laurie - I am sorry to have offloaded paragraphs of negative s* in my

previous message - Unnecessary.

 

On reading many posts I realise these symptoms are not unique to me;

perhaps I should take a little more time to stop, read and listen

rather than using all my energy rambling on about what is " wrong "

(unless I am seriously alarmed)

 

Candida, i KNOW presents uncomfortable, toxins when it dies off and

the mind reflects this feeling with it's toxic dumping.

 

Here is the good news!

 

1. I can sleep better than I had been previously, despite feeling

cold.

2. I donot have to pee umpteen times during the night and generally

peeing less.

3. I do experience HUGE - what feels like - blood sugar crashes

(could just be cleansing/yeast die off etc) between each fruit meal

BUT I do not experience an unquenchable thirst after sweet fruit like

I use to

3. I do not feel " sugared up " AND I am quite comfortable without fat

on my salad.

 

I think the savoury craving is because I usually like salad to taste

savoury, but without the fat I just don't get any energy or enjoyment

out of it. Tomatoes are the least sweet fruit I am adding to the

greens. I am off peppers right now.

 

The fullness and bloating is unplesant, I have followed my body's

message in greatly reducing the total food consumption.

I think I will aquire a better appetite and be more inclined to eat

the volumes you suggest if I complete that Fast, but at a slightly

later date. It is still my wish, but your advice to " learn about

eating by eating " seems a great idea - this way I won't be worrying

about the little things when I re-feed (plus it will likely be a

shorter Fast by getting the 'ground work' done?)

I'll see about how I give up enemas when I am done with the next 4

weeks. I have taken on enough for now (or taken " off " maybe?)

 

Despite the cravings and mind blurb - i feel much more " secure " and

safe knowing I have something to follow that someone else believes

in, and believes it can work for me. That helps. (it is early days)

 

Despite the conflicting and concerning views on the posts - I am

comfortable that this IS what I want at this time

Whilst I have fears about the future I also have dreamed of

possibilities..

 

God only promises the strength for one day at a time..

 

Thank you for rigging me up to the group. This also brings a feeling

of security - the feeling I needed most. I feel that Bob's reply

to " The Matrix " post lifted all feelings of depression over the chaos

of people's lives!

 

One love in Flow x

Kay C