To Elcahanon on My Alkaline Life!

[Guest guest]

First of all - Thanx Donna for the puree suggestion - Sure would love

to see a mango!

 

I dont eat garlic in any event - it is far to irritating. I think it

is best to stick with fresh herbs rather than dried. I understand the

need for herbs and garlic when transitioning. My crutch is green

juice, algae and seaweed. I am becoming less of a fan of seaweed

because the salty back taste is unmanagable!

 

Elchanon - Yesterday was a totally amazing, alive, positive,

energetic AND intuitive day!!

I must say that I was VERY sceptical when Laurie said I wouldnt

feel " sugared up " if I stopped the fat. I am a total convert - I felt

relaxed and calm yesterday evening; Sleep is getting better than it

has done in yonks!

 

I loved what you said about not " waiting " to make health before I

move. Because I am always telling myself I miss the point.

However we are touching on a BIG subject !

In brief; I screwed up badly when I was in the U.S working; by not

keeping my weight up and just generally struggling with 'insanity';

much to the frustration of those around me who had no idea how to

help mentally or physically - like if I had known about the fat

theory we would have been getting somewhere! (Noone can understand

how physically MAD you feel when you are totally imbalanced on raw

foods!)

I was in no state to work by the end of the year.

Ok so that was past.. But I came home bankrupt and literally

homeless. Things have been VERY severe and I still have big debts and

not working for £s (Have prefered voluntary)

-Then I have half destroyed myself and thrown away money once I

aquired it; And now we have arrived " here " !

 

One thing that has bothered me: Loren would absolutely not have me

work as an intern' at Tanglewood the summer before last (which is

when I met Tim) because he felt I was still too unstable. This was a

big blow because he had offered me a fast in return for later

payment - with the option of working. So, not only do I owe the bank

£s I owe Loren for a month's fast!

 

What I am saying IS I dont think anyone is going to be " there " for me

if I screw up again, so I feel I would like to be sure I am ok.

Besides it isnt very convienient to carry an enema bag wherever you

go! (to put it bluntly)

 

Financially I do have the resources for a flight to the U.S and I

think it will be perfect to head out after I am done re-feeding my

fast. In any event September will be ideal because I can then get a

six month stint in to avoid the English winter - makes sense eh?

See; we can only get visitors visas (90 days) unless we get married

to an american! Some of my friends have done this. But hey... its

gotta be " real " ; You dont just marry " anyone "

 

I have three more questions for you; I will put them in a seperate

message for the benefit of the others.

Heck! - How DO you keep up.. How can we be sure you are not a

computer Elchanon ?! :)