Depression/ Good Feng Shui can help

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optimum arrangement of our surroundings. Our immediate environment is a

reflection of our inner life, so it is important to create a correct balance in

our living space. It helps the flow of positive energies, facilitating inner

peace in all areas of our life!

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Megan Milligan <yasminduran wrote:

vlad, if you would like, i've been through some of those emotions you speak of.

my saving grace has been able to get those emotions down on paper in the form of

poetry. sometimes it helps to face them by looking at them as just words, at

least it help me put things in perspective. thank god i'm in a more healthy and

stable place now in my life. have no fear, you'll get there, it just takes time

and perserverence as cliched as that might sound. i have some of those poems on

my website if you feel you might have need of them. just

below then click on the word " poetry " on the rose.

 

Megan Milligan

yasminduran

http://www.desertrosemusings.com (some parts still under construction)

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Hello Mahendra,

thankyou for your kind message, and for passing on this email.

I try not to identify with my negative emotions... I find I am

not encouraged to let them out... for instance, on the bus today, a

mother was harshly reprimanding her child, and it reminded me of some

harsh treatment by my own parents. I would have liked to have let go

of this emotion by getting angry and tearful, but of course I felt

inhibited. I feel constrained by the emotional repression that most

other people live by...

The only freedom I can get from this is to go to a small

woodland, when there are unlikely to be other people around, and let

out these negative emotions. It is hard to stay out long at the

moment because it is cold here.

I am indeed praying at the moment, and this helps. It seems I

have to reach a terrible place of suffering before I can ask God for

help. Prayer is very new to me.

I am determined to stay on the raw path this time, despite

feeling bad. I am hoping to overcome my suicidal feelings, which I

believe originate in my early childhood, which was horrific.

tonight I will try the mantras that you sent. I want to do

this after I have prayed. I have to decided to pray each day for ten

minutes, and work up to longer periods. I find it hard to pray, as I

am in a lot of emotional pain, and I have to face this in order to

pray.

thankyou for all your advice,

Vlad