Guest guest Posted December 23, 2005 Report Share Posted December 23, 2005 I know people usually like to post and read about the fun stuff and the K fireworks (I do, too!), but this message is about the opposite thereof: the SLUMP! My K seems to have ups and downs. I noticed that my downs often coincide with physical and mental exhaustion. Basically, when things at work are rough, when I don't get time to eat or sleep regularly, when I have to devote a lot of effort to fixing things on the physical plane, the K disappears for a while. My meditations become uneventful, and, if I am not careful, messy emotions come back with a vengeance. I feel disconnected. Eventually the bliss comes back, but only after I develop a mindful awareness of my mental and emotional processes. Bottom line: spiritual work never ends. The good news is, there is light at the end of the slump... Love and light, Sel Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 24, 2005 Report Share Posted December 24, 2005 Thank you for writing this, Sel, I am definately in a slump. If I really want to feel the K energy, I can generally get some of it to rise to give me a shiver, but right now, with the emotional pain that has come up to be released and healed, I'm so overwhelmed with that, that I can't seem to really get back to consistent K activity. And, from a cosmic standpoint, I don't know that I'm supposed to focus on anything different than I am.....I had been given a series of dreams and visions over a year ago, that are now manifesting physically. My challenge has been in remembering the dreams/visions....which were large, dramatic and rather scary....tone them down to a place where I can more easily see the whole picture in a more detached way, and then deal with them...not as I did in the dream with all of the emotions....but deal with them in a completely different way. Even tho this has me stressed....and the waiting for more of these experiences causes me some anxiety.....I have been pleased that my efforts to respond to these " deja vu " events in a different way has brought about positive endings. .....kids need the computer....blessings, Renee , " selena230 " <selena230> wrote: > > I know people usually like to post and read about the fun stuff and > the K fireworks (I do, too!), but this message is about the opposite > thereof: the SLUMP! My K seems to have ups and downs. I noticed that > my downs often coincide with physical and mental exhaustion. > Basically, when things at work are rough, when I don't get time to eat > or sleep regularly, when I have to devote a lot of effort to fixing > things on the physical plane, the K disappears for a while. My > meditations become uneventful, and, if I am not careful, messy > emotions come back with a vengeance. I feel disconnected. Eventually > the bliss comes back, but only after I develop a mindful awareness of > my mental and emotional processes. > > Bottom line: spiritual work never ends. The good news is, there is > light at the end of the slump... > > Love and light, > > Sel > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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