Guest guest Posted May 17, 2008 Report Share Posted May 17, 2008 What year is she in? she doesn't have to do the residency if she doesn't want to but once she has the degree no one can take it away and it will open a world of doors. She can go a holistic route, get a homeopathic degree, a TCM degree but the knowledge she has will serve her well. Whatever she writes or does, more doors will open, it's just a fact. She could also be exhausted. It's towards the end of the academic year, she may be having a bad rotation or bit of classes, have run into a bad professor etc. Be careful not to give up for the wrong reasons. So many doctors are going the 'dual' route and have 'good philosophies'. She could change things from the inside. Where is she at school? Training is exhausting and emotionally trying at times. I don't know anyone who hasn't broken down at one point or another, I had one attending who thought the world revolved around him because he had a photographic memory, but you never learned anything from him about how to treat patients, he just recited things from textbooks. One month later I had another attending and a good story to tell. Just make sure she makes her decisions for all the right reasons because no matter what you do there is 'crap' to put up with and things you won't agree with! You have to learn as much as you can from everyone who teaches you, and decide what to make your own when you develop your own 'style'. Whatever you want to say about western medicine, there are many things that would send me rushing to the hospital in a ny second! And many conditions where the personality of the doctor would be the last thing I'd care about. Everything has its place J Chinese Medicine Chinese Medicine On Behalf Of john kokko Friday, May 16, 2008 6:31 PM Chinese Medicine Re: Re: Questions from a prospective student Emmanuel, I have a cousin who is thinking about quitting med school, because she is disenchanted by their philosophies and methodologies. Would you be so kind to share your experience and why you stopped going on that route as well? Thanks, K. On Fri, May 16, 2008 at 2:59 PM, Emmanuel Segmen <mrsegmen <mrsegmen%40comcast.net> > wrote: > Hi Dr. Nancy, > > Yes, I feel you could have been one of my medical school classmates back in > the 1980s. We initiated many cooperative study methods under the guidance of > our big sisters and brothers (next class ahead of us.) We had a " scribe > service " of 187 of the 223 classmates. I volunteered as the head of the > runners. We had people ( " recorders " ) at every lecture who audio recorded it > and handed it off to the " scribes " . The scribes would transcribe the lecture > into written form, print it out and hand it off to a " runner " . The runner > would bring it to the production center for copying and pick up the previous > day's lectures and return to the mailroom. I'd coordinate the runners at the > student mailboxes to stuff printed lectures there. > > My particular class also had an additional group of engineers that I joined > up with. We changed every lecture into a series of questions (left column) > followed by answers (right column). It was like translating the lecture into > a Jeopardy game. The lecture-in-jeopardy-question-format was posted in the > library every day in two spiral-bound folders so people could come in and > copy them. In the same folders, people were encouraged to add their personal > flow charts or other diagrams and figures to help fellow students " see the > big picture " . I still to this day have many of those diagrams and figures. > Imagine how many diagrams and figures could be created by 223 highly > talented people per lecture! > > You're the greatest, Nancy. Hold your classmate's hand, and she'll be your > friend for life as well as a caring practitioner. The other thing I mention > to my own students are the benefits of " active learning " . Teaching is the > most active form of learning, so the one who is presenting is the one who is > learning the best. That's another reason why successful medical students > tend to run in small cooperative groups. They each take turns looking the > other classmates in the eyes and explaining the medical concepts and > nomenclature while the classmates patiently listen and encourage. > > I hope your skills at providing tutoring and cooperative learning flourish > as a common practice in your TCM school. I agree that competition is > self-defeating madness. Mutual respect and regard is the basis of community > and makes it possible to acquire knowledge and skills. > > Respectfully and gratefully, > Emmanuel Segmen > > P.S. I'm pleased to report that U.C. San Francisco medical students are not > so overwhelmed with scientism to not be curious about TCM. Many UC medical > students every year are intrigued by the TCM teachings at San Francisco's > American College of TCM, and they participate in the coop program between > ACTCM and UCSF. Maybe your TCM school can create a cooperative program with > the local WM school. Those who would see you as studying " voodoo " are such > sad characters. Maybe you could help them with their next bad cold or > menstrual discomfort. So easy to address with acupuncture and a formula. You > don't win friends from Western science with double-blind studies. You win > them by addressing their personal discomforts and/or assisting them in > taking their next step in Life. > --------------- > RE: Questions from a prospective student > Dr. Nancy Tice wrote: > > Yes we are treading parallel pathways and I do understand you, and even > though I am pulled in many directions I too am doing better often than my > younger classmates that have more time. I am now in one class with some > first trimester students and I am taking great pleasure in helping them in > the courses I've already taken. The people I am in classes with this > trimester are so wonderful. Last trimester I had a competitive group which > I > did not understand at all. Who wants their colleagues to not be competent? > Why wouldn't you want to help your classmates be the best they can be? So > silly! One is very nervous because she is making a major career shift but > for all the right reasons. I will hold her hand until she 'gets' it because > I think she will be a wonderful clinician one day. > > It always takes courage to follow your path. I know many of my friends > think I am 'nuts' or learning 'voodo' but I know in my heart I am doing the > right thing. > > A friend's child just got accepted into a study at mount Sinai for peanut > allergies. It's for a Chinese Herbal Formula invented by a Dr. Li. My > friend > is beyond thrilled. > > The world is changing slowly!! > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 17, 2008 Report Share Posted May 17, 2008 Hi Dr. Nancy, I work at an herb company in San Francisco and am a former long time resident of that city. I've lived in the East Bay town of Albany near Berkeley since year 2000 and have taught college classes in the East Bay since 1989 ... mainly in human anatomy and physiology, less so in nutrition, micro, immunology. To answer an earlier question I have five graduate areas of study and did each area with a number of graduate mentors: anatomy/physiology, immunology, cell biology (cytoplasmic protein targeting), molecular biology (female X chromosome morphology and global shut down), and Mendelian genetics. This also included a certificate in genetic engineering. It all resulted in just masters degrees from San Francisco State University, nothing more. I had enormous fun and incurred no additional debt. A masters degree is the credential needed for joining a community college faculty, and I love California community colleges. While in medical school I was so annoyed by the various mis-matches that we typically endure going from basic science to clinical science for an MD, that I felt I needed to see clearly what my own parents saw so clearly as Western scientists. I worked for a year in 1988 as clinic director at the American College of TCM under Aikow Wang and Howard Harrison in part to create a procedural manual for the clinic to help it become a Calif. Comm. Clinic. I met many wonderful physicians on that faculty such as Dr. Y. Wu, Dr. Kang, Dr. Nancy Chen and Dr. Stanley Liang who guided me in that writing. I learned a lot about Calif. entitlements for community clinics and other details that went into the manual. Since that year, the manual has gone through so many changes, it no longer bears my name ... nor the names of some who came after me. I've learned that institutional memory is not important. Helping people and community is important. Where are you, Dr. Nancy, and where's your school? Do you know Ta Ya Lee who is a physician and LAc at Johns Hopkins medical center hospital? She's a physician in the alternative medical clinic offering both CM and WM. I hope we see more people like you and Ta Ya Lee. I have some other credentials that might amuse you. I was the first male member of a Texas chapter of the American Medical Women's Association (1986). I joined to learn how to study in medical school. I'm more proud to have been a member of AMWA than to have been a member of the AMA. (^; Respectfully, Emmanuel Segmen PS I'll look up Dr. Li, thank you. , I'll gladly respond to your question a bit later. My congratuations and condolences to your cousin in medical school. Intelligence, talent and good grades is not enough. Every profession and institution involves a culture. More later. --------------------- RE: Re: Questions from a prospective student Dr. Nancy Tice wrote: Most of the voodoo comments come from lay people actually. One of the schools in the city rotates through a western hospital. More and more hospitals are having 'integrative departments'. Still when they wrote about Dr. Li in 2006 and her brilliant herbal formula for Asthma they had to quote a doctor about how complementary medicine was 'unlikely to be harmful, but just as unlikely to be helpful!!!!!' if you google Dr. Li's full name you'll see the usa today article come up with the quote. Teaching is a great way to learn. So is talking outloud which is why my dog is learning a lot of TCM LOL. We also had a note taking service in med school but we weren't as creative with the questions! What part of the world are you located in again? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 17, 2008 Report Share Posted May 17, 2008 I'm enjoying reading these postings. Thanks, Nancy, Emmanuel and Kokko, for reminding us that we are all here as practitioners via very different routes, but that we seem to share a sense of passion and drive to continue to make ourselves the best healers we can be. For myself, I had a full-blown epiphany one day while writing my dissertation for my doctorate at Stanford. I was in my 5th year (in an interdisciplinary program blending medical anthro, reproductive technologies, science and technology studies, philosophy, feminist theory, and the rhetoric of science!), had finished all my exams and qualifications, but I was so unhappy as a burgeoning academic. While writing, I heard one of the voices in my head say, " you don't have to keep doing this. " Well, that didn't go over very well with the rest of my brain. Of course I had to finish! I only had to write this damn book and then they'd give me a PhD and besides, Stanford had already paid out about $200K for my education, didn't I owe it to them to finish? But that first voice was right. It wasn't making me happy, it wasn't nourishing my soul. I didn't have to do it for anybody else but me. I didn't go back to school for my BA until I was in my late 30s and even started graduate school pregnant with my 3rd child, so I certainly didn't make it easy on myself (or my poor partner, bless his heart!). It's still a tiny bit unclear whether I started acupuncture school as an attempt to avoid finishing that dissertation (the grout in my bathroom had been scrubbed too many times at that point) or because I knew deep inside that this is what I needed to be doing, but I have never been happier once I made the choice to become an acupuncturist. Occasionally I wish I had PhinisheD (!) so that I could add that PhD from Stanford after my name, but my patients never seem to mind that I don't have one. And, at the rate my self-esteem was being crushed by the forces of academia, there may not have been any healing left in me to share. I don't know if I would encourage somebody in a similar situation to just finish to get the degree or not. I think it's hard to know when you're in the middle of something so intense as medical school or any kind of graduate program. As an older student who had been in school for 10 years FULL TIME (straight through) right before I started TCM school, I can tell you there were times when I felt more than slightly overwhelmed. But at the same time, I knew exactly what it was going to take to get my prize of being able to be a licensed practitioner. Several of my patients have remarked that they can tell how much I love doing this. Now that's an amazing compliment, when they can see the passion come through during a treatment. I can only hope it lasts for years to come. I was lucky to be in a cohort at my TCM school (AIMC in Berkeley) where we all shared learning and supported each other during the tough times. I also took some classes out of sequence with other cohorts and was disappointed to find some competition here and there. I even see that competitive edge with seasoned acupuncturists in my area. Granted, there are literally hundreds of us in a town of less than 200,000, so LAcs may be feeling a little edgy about their turf, but from my perspective, that's reason for us to invite more people who haven't experienced the joys of being healed with our medicine to join in on the fun! So thanks to you all for sharing your knowledge, your questions, your concerns and worries. I learn so much from this group and am so grateful for your wisdom and humanity. many blessings, (feeling a little mushy here...) Julia Carpenter, LAc Berkeley, CA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 18, 2008 Report Share Posted May 18, 2008 Wow you are amazing. You have enough degrees for several doctorates J. I have heard of these doctors. You are in a great community, so open minded. Your work history is wonderful. I like the story about the awma Trying to get my daughter to go to sleep! Chinese Medicine Chinese Medicine On Behalf Of Emmanuel Segmen Friday, May 16, 2008 10:13 PM Chinese Medicine Re: Questions from a prospective student Hi Dr. Nancy, I work at an herb company in San Francisco and am a former long time resident of that city. I've lived in the East Bay town of Albany near Berkeley since year 2000 and have taught college classes in the East Bay since 1989 ... mainly in human anatomy and physiology, less so in nutrition, micro, immunology. To answer an earlier question I have five graduate areas of study and did each area with a number of graduate mentors: anatomy/physiology, immunology, cell biology (cytoplasmic protein targeting), molecular biology (female X chromosome morphology and global shut down), and Mendelian genetics. This also included a certificate in genetic engineering. It all resulted in just masters degrees from San Francisco State University, nothing more. I had enormous fun and incurred no additional debt. A masters degree is the credential needed for joining a community college faculty, and I love California community colleges. While in medical school I was so annoyed by the various mis-matches that we typically endure going from basic science to clinical science for an MD, that I felt I needed to see clearly what my own parents saw so clearly as Western scientists. I worked for a year in 1988 as clinic director at the American College of TCM under Aikow Wang and Howard Harrison in part to create a procedural manual for the clinic to help it become a Calif. Comm. Clinic. I met many wonderful physicians on that faculty such as Dr. Y. Wu, Dr. Kang, Dr. Nancy Chen and Dr. Stanley Liang who guided me in that writing. I learned a lot about Calif. entitlements for community clinics and other details that went into the manual. Since that year, the manual has gone through so many changes, it no longer bears my name ... nor the names of some who came after me. I've learned that institutional memory is not important. Helping people and community is important. Where are you, Dr. Nancy, and where's your school? Do you know Ta Ya Lee who is a physician and LAc at Johns Hopkins medical center hospital? She's a physician in the alternative medical clinic offering both CM and WM. I hope we see more people like you and Ta Ya Lee. I have some other credentials that might amuse you. I was the first male member of a Texas chapter of the American Medical Women's Association (1986). I joined to learn how to study in medical school. I'm more proud to have been a member of AMWA than to have been a member of the AMA. (^; Respectfully, Emmanuel Segmen PS I'll look up Dr. Li, thank you. , I'll gladly respond to your question a bit later. My congratuations and condolences to your cousin in medical school. Intelligence, talent and good grades is not enough. Every profession and institution involves a culture. More later. --------------------- RE: Re: Questions from a prospective student Dr. Nancy Tice wrote: Most of the voodoo comments come from lay people actually. One of the schools in the city rotates through a western hospital. More and more hospitals are having 'integrative departments'. Still when they wrote about Dr. Li in 2006 and her brilliant herbal formula for Asthma they had to quote a doctor about how complementary medicine was 'unlikely to be harmful, but just as unlikely to be helpful!!!!!' if you google Dr. Li's full name you'll see the usa today article come up with the quote. Teaching is a great way to learn. So is talking outloud which is why my dog is learning a lot of TCM LOL. We also had a note taking service in med school but we weren't as creative with the questions! What part of the world are you located in again? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 18, 2008 Report Share Posted May 18, 2008 Hi Julie Difu, You are so correct and so amazingly articulate ... and courageous for your personal presentation. Each human is unto herself a complete system. Still in need of nature, family and community and in need of serving Life herself. However, you so successfully gave voice to my response to and his cousin in medical school. Thank you. I'm you're neighbor and owe you a cup of tea. Or at least a deep bow of respect and gratitude. We are not islands. Our completeness in ourselves has to do with the manner of our evolution as a highly functional, flexible and adaptable species. We are complete as the channels of our own internal dialogues, zheng qi, and our essential relationship with Life, da qi. The sooner we learn of our completeness as living entities, the sooner we can honor the unique path that we tread on behalf of Life and our own " souler " adventures. Actually society and culture need us, not the reverse. The trappings and credentials of our society and culture are " artifacts " of being human and are not necessities. It is far healthier to honor the balance, synchronicity and uninhibited flow of qi along your own homeostatic and living pathway of development. There are many brass rings out there. The act of reaching for these external artifacts could take us out the essential balance, synchronicity and flow required to fulfill our own developmental pathway. It already takes enormous courage to be human and authentically ourselves. We carry out our essential duties by keeping our eye on the path. It was easy for me to wildcraft the little brass rings (masters degrees) along my pathway. It was neither essential nor advisable for me to leave the pathway for any reason or artifact of recognition (such as an MD). Family and community and Living Nature count. Artifacts and recognition do not count. I think both you and know a long time resident and fine artist of San Francisco named Shereen Kanehisa who graduated from ACTCM and currently practices CM in Hawaii with her husband Joe Bright. I used to listen to Shereen for verbal pearls that she channeled through her conversations with me. One of them was her expression " stealth dharma " . By far the best love and service we can bring to the world is one which fits so quietly and harmoniously into Life and nourishes Her so naturally that we go almost entirely unnoticed. Hence, " stealth dharma " . The " hero with a thousand faces " performs magnificently without the need of recognition. BTW, isn't this the difference in Western science between " physiological effect " and " pharmacological effect " ? For my money this is precisely why Chinese medicine is the larger and more powerful tool in the medical doctor's toolbox. It acts physiologically to improve balance and flow above and beyond any of its pharmacological effects. Respectfully and Gratefully, Emmanuel Segmen P.S. , if you have more specific questions regarding your cousin, please let me know. I care about people in her situation. I also care that you reached across to me in genuine conversation despite any " turf " issues between people that we know. Nice stealth dharma, Brother. I bow to you. P.P.S. I'm glad I got my shattered left elbow surgically repaired by Dr. Lamont Cardon in Berkeley (July 2005). We did it in a cheap little Telegraph Street surgery facility for just a few thousand dollars total. Not for $40,000 at Alta Bates Hospital. MDs like Dr. Cardon exist. If I did not tell the story, his work would have been entirely " stealth dharma " . I have complete range of motion and strength in my left elbow. I used a Dr. Kang herbal formula as well to increase bone matrix. It blew Dr. Cardon's mind how well a 57 year old distance runner healed from a crushing fracture. WM and CM together can do a lot. ------------------------ Julia Carpenter wrote: " I'm enjoying reading these postings. Thanks, Nancy, Emmanuel and Kokko, for reminding us that we are all here as practitioners via very different routes, but that we seem to share a sense of passion and drive to continue to make ourselves the best healers we can be. For myself, I had a full-blown epiphany one day while writing my dissertation for my doctorate at Stanford. I was in my 5th year (in an interdisciplinary program blending medical anthro, reproductive technologies, science and technology studies, philosophy, feminist theory, and the rhetoric of science!), had finished all my exams and qualifications, but I was so unhappy as a burgeoning academic. While writing, I heard one of the voices in my head say, " you don't have to keep doing this. " Well, that didn't go over very well with the rest of my brain. Of course I had to finish! I only had to write this damn book and then they'd give me a PhD and besides, Stanford had already paid out about $200K for my education, didn't I owe it to them to finish? But that first voice was right. It wasn't making me happy, it wasn't nourishing my soul. I didn't have to do it for anybody else but me. I didn't go back to school for my BA until I was in my late 30s and even started graduate school pregnant with my 3rd child, so I certainly didn't make it easy on myself (or my poor partner, bless his heart!). It's still a tiny bit unclear whether I started acupuncture school as an attempt to avoid finishing that dissertation (the grout in my bathroom had been scrubbed too many times at that point) or because I knew deep inside that this is what I needed to be doing, but I have never been happier once I made the choice to become an acupuncturist. Occasionally I wish I had PhinisheD (!) so that I could add that PhD from Stanford after my name, but my patients never seem to mind that I don't have one. And, at the rate my self-esteem was being crushed by the forces of academia, there may not have been any healing left in me to share. I don't know if I would encourage somebody in a similar situation to just finish to get the degree or not. I think it's hard to know when you're in the middle of something so intense as medical school or any kind of graduate program. As an older student who had been in school for 10 years FULL TIME (straight through) right before I started TCM school, I can tell you there were times when I felt more than slightly overwhelmed. But at the same time, I knew exactly what it was going to take to get my prize of being able to be a licensed practitioner. Several of my patients have remarked that they can tell how much I love doing this. Now that's an amazing compliment, when they can see the passion come through during a treatment. I can only hope it lasts for years to come. I was lucky to be in a cohort at my TCM school (AIMC in Berkeley) where we all shared learning and supported each other during the tough times. I also took some classes out of sequence with other cohorts and was disappointed to find some competition here and there. I even see that competitive edge with seasoned acupuncturists in my area. Granted, there are literally hundreds of us in a town of less than 200,000, so LAcs may be feeling a little edgy about their turf, but from my perspective, that's reason for us to invite more people who haven't experienced the joys of being healed with our medicine to join in on the fun! So thanks to you all for sharing your knowledge, your questions, your concerns and worries. I learn so much from this group and am so grateful for your wisdom and humanity. many blessings, (feeling a little mushy here...) Julia Carpenter, LAc Berkeley, CA " Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2008 Report Share Posted May 19, 2008 Re your surgery I'm glad you didn't read the horrible article that just came out that says patients only get better if they pay a lot ! They gave people sports drinks and had others pay a lot for them, only the ones who paid a lot did well on tests Ones who paid a lot for pain pills rated their pain relief better on pain stimulation tests etc Well I had back surgery by one of the best, I was enrolled in a study they took my insurance and I didn't pay but I had to agree to fill out surveys etc. I had success. I don't pay for my acupuncture because we have a barter system worked out and I get tremendous benefit! I wonder about this study!!!!!! I think it's an excuse to say why some generic medications don't work when the real reason is that they are garbage made poorly with poor fillers and additives. I've had some patients relapse on some generics while others are great. Never take anything endocrine related in generic form, they are allowed to vary by 10% in either direction in potency. That's 20%!!!! There is no question treatment given with love an care has a more positive effect. It is great Julie that your patients notice. Mine comment too. Believe me, some patients have been shuffled around and ignored etc they are so grateful to find someone who actually listens/cares. That's no placebo effect either. There is nothing 'placebo' about love and caring and the power of feeling heard and listened to!! Chinese Medicine Chinese Medicine On Behalf Of Emmanuel Segmen Sunday, May 18, 2008 3:14 PM Chinese Medicine Re: Questions from a prospective student Hi Julie Difu, You are so correct and so amazingly articulate ... and courageous for your personal presentation. Each human is unto herself a complete system. Still in need of nature, family and community and in need of serving Life herself. However, you so successfully gave voice to my response to and his cousin in medical school. Thank you. I'm you're neighbor and owe you a cup of tea. Or at least a deep bow of respect and gratitude. We are not islands. Our completeness in ourselves has to do with the manner of our evolution as a highly functional, flexible and adaptable species. We are complete as the channels of our own internal dialogues, zheng qi, and our essential relationship with Life, da qi. The sooner we learn of our completeness as living entities, the sooner we can honor the unique path that we tread on behalf of Life and our own " souler " adventures. Actually society and culture need us, not the reverse. The trappings and credentials of our society and culture are " artifacts " of being human and are not necessities. It is far healthier to honor the balance, synchronicity and uninhibited flow of qi along your own homeostatic and living pathway of development. There are many brass rings out there. The act of reaching for these external artifacts could take us out the essential balance, synchronicity and flow required to fulfill our own developmental pathway. It already takes enormous courage to be human and authentically ourselves. We carry out our essential duties by keeping our eye on the path. It was easy for me to wildcraft the little brass rings (masters degrees) along my pathway. It was neither essential nor advisable for me to leave the pathway for any reason or artifact of recognition (such as an MD). Family and community and Living Nature count. Artifacts and recognition do not count. I think both you and know a long time resident and fine artist of San Francisco named Shereen Kanehisa who graduated from ACTCM and currently practices CM in Hawaii with her husband Joe Bright. I used to listen to Shereen for verbal pearls that she channeled through her conversations with me. One of them was her expression " stealth dharma " . By far the best love and service we can bring to the world is one which fits so quietly and harmoniously into Life and nourishes Her so naturally that we go almost entirely unnoticed. Hence, " stealth dharma " . The " hero with a thousand faces " performs magnificently without the need of recognition. BTW, isn't this the difference in Western science between " physiological effect " and " pharmacological effect " ? For my money this is precisely why Chinese medicine is the larger and more powerful tool in the medical doctor's toolbox. It acts physiologically to improve balance and flow above and beyond any of its pharmacological effects. Respectfully and Gratefully, Emmanuel Segmen P.S. , if you have more specific questions regarding your cousin, please let me know. I care about people in her situation. I also care that you reached across to me in genuine conversation despite any " turf " issues between people that we know. Nice stealth dharma, Brother. I bow to you. P.P.S. I'm glad I got my shattered left elbow surgically repaired by Dr. Lamont Cardon in Berkeley (July 2005). We did it in a cheap little Telegraph Street surgery facility for just a few thousand dollars total. Not for $40,000 at Alta Bates Hospital. MDs like Dr. Cardon exist. If I did not tell the story, his work would have been entirely " stealth dharma " . I have complete range of motion and strength in my left elbow. I used a Dr. Kang herbal formula as well to increase bone matrix. It blew Dr. Cardon's mind how well a 57 year old distance runner healed from a crushing fracture. WM and CM together can do a lot. ------------------------ Julia Carpenter wrote: " I'm enjoying reading these postings. Thanks, Nancy, Emmanuel and Kokko, for reminding us that we are all here as practitioners via very different routes, but that we seem to share a sense of passion and drive to continue to make ourselves the best healers we can be. For myself, I had a full-blown epiphany one day while writing my dissertation for my doctorate at Stanford. I was in my 5th year (in an interdisciplinary program blending medical anthro, reproductive technologies, science and technology studies, philosophy, feminist theory, and the rhetoric of science!), had finished all my exams and qualifications, but I was so unhappy as a burgeoning academic. While writing, I heard one of the voices in my head say, " you don't have to keep doing this. " Well, that didn't go over very well with the rest of my brain. Of course I had to finish! I only had to write this damn book and then they'd give me a PhD and besides, Stanford had already paid out about $200K for my education, didn't I owe it to them to finish? But that first voice was right. It wasn't making me happy, it wasn't nourishing my soul. I didn't have to do it for anybody else but me. I didn't go back to school for my BA until I was in my late 30s and even started graduate school pregnant with my 3rd child, so I certainly didn't make it easy on myself (or my poor partner, bless his heart!). It's still a tiny bit unclear whether I started acupuncture school as an attempt to avoid finishing that dissertation (the grout in my bathroom had been scrubbed too many times at that point) or because I knew deep inside that this is what I needed to be doing, but I have never been happier once I made the choice to become an acupuncturist. Occasionally I wish I had PhinisheD (!) so that I could add that PhD from Stanford after my name, but my patients never seem to mind that I don't have one. And, at the rate my self-esteem was being crushed by the forces of academia, there may not have been any healing left in me to share. I don't know if I would encourage somebody in a similar situation to just finish to get the degree or not. I think it's hard to know when you're in the middle of something so intense as medical school or any kind of graduate program. As an older student who had been in school for 10 years FULL TIME (straight through) right before I started TCM school, I can tell you there were times when I felt more than slightly overwhelmed. But at the same time, I knew exactly what it was going to take to get my prize of being able to be a licensed practitioner. Several of my patients have remarked that they can tell how much I love doing this. Now that's an amazing compliment, when they can see the passion come through during a treatment. I can only hope it lasts for years to come. I was lucky to be in a cohort at my TCM school (AIMC in Berkeley) where we all shared learning and supported each other during the tough times. I also took some classes out of sequence with other cohorts and was disappointed to find some competition here and there. I even see that competitive edge with seasoned acupuncturists in my area. Granted, there are literally hundreds of us in a town of less than 200,000, so LAcs may be feeling a little edgy about their turf, but from my perspective, that's reason for us to invite more people who haven't experienced the joys of being healed with our medicine to join in on the fun! So thanks to you all for sharing your knowledge, your questions, your concerns and worries. I learn so much from this group and am so grateful for your wisdom and humanity. many blessings, (feeling a little mushy here...) Julia Carpenter, LAc Berkeley, CA " Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 25, 2008 Report Share Posted May 25, 2008 Michael, I started reading both " The Web that has no Weaver " and " Between Heaven and Earth " at the same time before I started school. I found that by reading " Between Heaven and Earth " first and THEN reading " The Web That Has No Weaver " , I found it easier to get through. I thought the same thing before I finished the other book and then moved on to Kaptchuck. If I had just read " Web " I would have lost interest because he goes over the basic theories so fast that I wouldn't have absorbed them enough to have a true understanding and go on with other concepts. Once your in school, and go over the concepts in every class (you'll find different classes going over the same information for different reason) the concept will click and if you read " Web " again, you'll have a whole new appreciation for it. Don't worry, you'll love the program. Wishing you wisdom, Randy --- In Chinese Medicine , " michaelphilipomalley " <michaelphilipomalley wrote: > > Hi everyone, > > I was recently accepted into the MSTOM program at Pacific College in New York. I have been > fascinated with TCM and did a lot of research online as well as at open houses. However, as > much as I am excited about the profession and helping people, I have to admit that I have > had a hard time reading The Web That Has No Weaver by Ted Kaptchuk, one of the most > recommended books I come across when I have visited schools. While I understand it, I find it > incredibly tedious and am worried that I will have the problem with the coursework in school. > Has anyone else felt this way?! I guess I am worried that my enthusiasm may be depleted if I > can't through one of the most important books for acupuncture! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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