off the topic but need a shoulder please.

[Guest guest]

Hi dear,

It is ok, you are now 50-75% ok as you have shared your sorrow with others.

Worry for nothing, it happens with everybody, our loved ones whether it is human

beings or our pets. Whatever has to happen it will happen. GOD is great, believe

in HIM.

 

With Kind regards,

Venkatesh

 

 

 

 

 

 

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connie harris <cnn_harris

 

Monday, 22 June, 2009 11:54:12 PM

<< >> off the topic but need a shoulder

please.

 

 

 

 

 

I know this dose not have anything to do with topic and that I dont particiapate

much in the group but something has happened and I really need a shoulder of

some friends if anyone will be there for me right now.I went on vaction to see

my mom for 3 weeks and I just got back and my cats are missing. I mad

arrangments with my dad and step mom to take care of them while I was gone but

now they are no were to be seen. They say they saw them but if thats true then

were are they. I been crying I can't eat, or sleep. I feel exzulsted and

depressed. My best friend goldee a cat I know of 3 years is now gone and my life

feels like its over. i have gone up and down the street asking people have they

seen my cats. I have called for them and HOPPED AND PRAYED. I WANT MY FRIENDS TO

COME HOME. I MISS THEM SO BADLY! I feel so bad. I know its not my fault but it

feels that way. I feel like they felt I did not love them and they left. I left

my goldee before and she was

still here a while back. But the kitten thats another story. I was so scared it

might happen. Did my best to protect them but I failed and now I have to tell my

2 kids the pets they love are gone and they will ate me. They will hate me

because I wanted to go away which I never get to do and have fun but at what

coast. I should have staye home! Now look what I did. They come home in a week

and I have to tell them I was to selfish and left there cats and they left. I am

crying and crying. I loved my cats.SO so much it hurts. I tryed to have them

look after. My friends say I did all i could but why do I feel so dame gulity

then? They were not just cats they were apart of me of this family and i give

any thing to have them home agian. I dont know what I am going to do. I feel so

helpless and empty with out them in my life. I just want to die. Dad said he get

me another cat but another cat is not my closet companion is not my buddy who

sleep at my bed and

was there for me through the worest of my times. Look what I done. I think I am

a terrible person. Even if others say I am not I am and what are my kids gona

think of me. I am a shame. I don't know what to do or how to feel. Thaks for

listening to me. I really need a firend right now I am so lost. Connie

 

Ps: I just found out the kitten died by a tom cat and my dad did not want to

tell me because it was my brithday when it happened. I hurt but its closer. I

still want my goldee back . come home girl.

 

 

 

 

 

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