Guest guest Posted June 1, 2008 Report Share Posted June 1, 2008 So... I'm miserable for weeks...after developing a dependency to Oxycodone (caused by a really, really, incredibly painful bout w/ Sciatica...the Oxycodone was the only thing on earth that took the pain away...which enabled me to perform my physical therapy...which cured the Sciatica). Trouble was...I couldn't get off the oxy by myself. So...I go outside the network & find a doctor to prescribe Subutex...to the tune of $350 cash money...but the Subutex worked like a charm & got me off the oxy. But...the Subutex was pretty neat, itself... & after I was totally off everything for a while, I began to get pretty depressed. So my primary care puts me on Lexapro...tells me it's one of those new SSRI wonder drugs...I'll start to feel better in two weeks. Trouble was...I had a nasty reaction to this stuff...the first day making me dizzy & sleepy; & after 6 days I was also feeling pretty weird in the groin... & so I said to myself I had had enough. The first day off was OK, but the second morning I woke up w/ the shakes & chills. I call my primary & she brings me in & berates me for going cold turkey & puts me on a weaning plan...1 tab every other day. That happened to be my ON day...so I took 1 tab; & it DID in fact make me feel better...but just for that day. Next day I wake up...yesterday...my OFF med day... & I'm shaking w/ the chills again...this time worse. I'm lying in bed wondering what to do...but I was feeling so bad & so weird...the only thing that made me feel better was to go to work...I swear to god. I don't know how in God's name I made it through the day...but I did... & actually managed to get some work accomplished. But as soon as work was over & I was in my vehicle...I was still trembling & had the chills. So off I went to the local health food store...picked up some Buffered C for the withdraw...some liquid calcium/magnesium for the nervous system... & I already had some liquid B Complex at home (also for the nerves)...( & some L-Tryptophan...for depression). Last night & today (working on the house...just to stop thinking about the shakes & how weird I'm still feeling...I took prescribed doses of the B complex, C & calcium/magnesium... & it's making me feel better... & I think I'm finally on the road to sweating this stuff out (literally sweating...last nite I soaked the bad...wife is pissed). [she was pissed anyway 'cause she's tired of a 55 year old digital/internet musician Doctor FeelGood type (the oxy killed ten full years of sobriety...killed it dead)]...but I'm wondering 2 things: 1) The expert at the health food store suggested actually using the L- Tryptophan on my OFF Lexapro days...to ease the withdraw...says they combine the two in Europe w/ good results...for both depression & Lexapro withdraw. ( & also: if I'm not taking Lexapro again...cold turkeying it from today on...it's recommended for that usage, as well). Is this a good idea? 2) If I become depressed again...how good is this stuff as a natural anti-depressant? Thanks ( & sorry for the long epic)... Sonic Max Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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