Venting/need incrouragement

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Hello all,

 

I just need to vent a bit. Hope that's ok.

 

Today for some reason, I've been feeling anxious. Even had a bit of

anxiety attack this afternoon.

 

I think that perhaps I'm thinking wrong. I realize I've been

telling myself that I'm just not good enough to get this all

together.

 

I really want to be all organic, and make the total nutrition and

take it every morning along with the vit. c that I want to make,

along with Hulda Clarks perfect breakfast. And all the other

amazing things that will help me. Do you think I'm pressuring

myself? I think that's why I posted to Doc about the sanitorium.

You know, go where there are no distractions, learn it right, do it

right, then go home and be confident that I've got it right.

 

My 7 year old son is so smart, but at shcool he's just not

performing. He's distracted. At home, in his room, he does work

from the next grade level. So I looked at the ADD file. I thought

my son had quite good nutrition. He's my good eater, but then I

was feeling inadequate about not feeding my children well, not

pushing it to the next level and spending the extra on the organic.

 

So I went out and purchased everything organic and spoke with him

about cleansing and continuing to eat well for his health. That

made me feel better to see how receptive he is.

 

We all ate 100% organic tonight, and I want to keep that going. I

think if I can see us all working together toward better health, I

won't feel so overwhelmed about it.

 

Now keep in mind, we are not the junk food family, although I do buy

some regular kid snacks. I mean, I know people that are fish

sticks, tatter totts and kool aid, or frozen food and mac & cheese,

hostess and hot pockets, and soda. That is not us.

 

Whoo! That feels better, just getting that out! I really don't

have any friends. We live in the country - no neighbors.

 

Thanks for listening. Debra