Michelle: MY DETAILED EXPERIENCE WITH MORGELLONS SO FAR

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" morgellonsmay03 " <michelleathompson

Mon, 29 May 2006 08:01:49 -0000

MY DETAILED EXPERIENCE WITH MORGELLONS SO FAR

 

 

 

 

I have been tortured with this ITCHING, BURNING, STINGING, PAINFUL

illness since May, 2003, after a deep cut on my right inner forearm.

 

It had spread circular, oval, linear and other wierd shapes & designs

and patterns of between 10 to 50 average PER BOTH ARMS & LEGS. After a

bath, while drying off, it felt like HUNDREDS of RAZOR BLADE cuts

hitting me; within 15 minutes, hysterics set in for seeking for relief

of ANY sort. It was sheer panic and agony.

 

Who could even THINK of doing regular daily chores...let alone get out

of bed each morning???! NOT ME.Work my job???! Wearing clothes that

covered these lesions made them itch 50X WORSE!!! Not to mention THE

SHEER UGGLIENESS of those lesions! Horrendously EMBARRASSING! The daily

hell continues today, but now just limited to my right arm and last 3

toes on my left foot, expanding onto the top of the foot, looks much

like a wierd fungus, but 5 different fungal creams failed!

 

Having had been to about 13 dermatologists, and a couple other types of

doctors, having had skin scrapes done several times, at least 10

biopsies, I was ruled free of : Scabies, other mites,lyme disease,

diabetes. Of course, I was told to see a psychiatrist or

dermapsychologist many MANY times by at least the first 10 doctors. Not

one checked me for ALLERGIES.

 

Like alot of others in my situation, I started my own investigation,

using a handheld magnifier that cost about $4 at a local Walgreens

drugstore. It's in the " eye medication " dept. I too began

seeing " fibers " ...mostly white or transparent, but there have been some

red and dark blue ones here and there. I saw many many black specks

also. Then I borrowed a microscope from my neighbor's kid. OH MY GOD

what IS this???! THE TWILIGHT ZONE?!??!?!?! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!NO!!!

WHAT IIIIIIIIIIIIIS THIIIIIIIISSSS SH**!?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!??!??!?!?

 

Over and over, these skin flakes, chunks, shreds, etc. contained

these " fibers " entwined within them; some " fibers " were " free

standing " ; some were almost a 20th of an inch long, some were as long

as TWO INCHES!!! Some are completely straight with a " hooked " end,

some are curly with a " hooked " end....Most just APPEARED like FIBERS;

Then I began to REALLY FREAK: I took a little time to just STARE at

these " fibers " . A minute, maybe 2 or 3 minutes. SOME of these " FIBERS "

are MOVING ON THEIR OWN!!! MY GOD!!!! Their movements are extremely

WIERD:

They appear to stretch out, twist gently but methodically; appear

to " grope " for something to grab onto, they SPAZZ out quickly when

ciggerette smoke is directed from below; (I CRINGE when I see these

things moving and wonder WHAT THE HELL they want with my skin?????!??!

 

I've dunked them in AMMONIA; they don't die....Bleach DOES kill them

after I dunked one about 10 times in it!!! Like most of sufferers,

I've helped make richer all those cream and ointment companies WITH NO

HELP from ANY OF them!!!Ok, maybe 5 minutes of relief from some of

them....but NOT FOR LONG. This is ONE B**** of an organism.

I've even BURNED a HALF of one with my ciggerette and the unburned

portiion of the organism.....STILL MOVES!!!! UNFRIGGIN' BELIEVABLE!!!

 

I kept going back and forth on my belief of what it was...Now I'm

absolutely convinced it is SOME life form that PROPELLS and MOVES

itself. I've been doing alot of reading about the GENETICALLY MODIFIED

NEMATODES used in lieu of CHEMICAL PESTICIDES. There's actually

websites that one can buy them in a large spraying container!!!! How

can they be sure these nematodes are not starting to affect humans???!

I think this is wherein the orgin of MORGELLONS may be. Prove to me

that GENETICALLY MODIFIED NEMATODES are NOT the source.

 

Of all remedies I've searched for on my own for relief of the itching

and diminishment of sores, I tried a household spray called RID. This

stuff DID MAGICALLY get RID of my itching within SECONDS. But because

it evaporates, relief isn't longer than an hour at the most, plus it

irritates the skin after a while, drying it out, and causing redness.

It is really only meant to spray say your dog's bed for getting rid of

lice, or YOUR bed if you had lice. This spray has permithrin, a poison

for lice, which is a life form called arachnids, the spider family.

 

Over the course of this 3 year period, I found that this life form,

which I think is a nematode of one sort or another, has now invaded my

fingernails, ears, nose, sinuses, and God knows what else it's working

on now....I've seen them on my cotton swab after I feel this intense

tickling in my ears and twist the swab into the depths of the inner

ear. I've seen them in nose pickings. I think they're beginning to

cloud my vision also. They're in my saliva!!! They're like little

tickling hairs that get either infected or transferred by myself. I

think they're coming out of my tear ducts. After a shower, I began

noticing what felt like tickly fizzing in my ears...such as if soap was

still in there drying up. My hearing is getting worse. My concentration

levels and attention span are really getting compromised, as my mind is

still frantic for an answer to this DAILY BUGGING BY THE HOUR!!! THE

ITCHING IS TOTALLY MADDENING, especially on a HOT HUMID DAY, or if I'm

using a part of the body that has these lesions on it!!! They seem to

root down to the muscle!!! (That's where the REAL heat is, right? Just

right to their activation). Sometimes my skin comes off in LARGE half

inch FLAKES, and large PEELING!!! Especially after a doctor prescribes

an antibiotic after they think I was just scratching and scratching

because " I have eczema " .......

 

The best relief so far is benadryl, steroid cream, and ICE PACKS!!!!I

think the ice just puts 'em on hold for a bit, but hell, THAT I NEED!!!

Also, what helped a whole lot was 10% sulfur ointment (in Aquaphor,

mixed by the pharmacist). About $40 a jar, went through about 15 tubs

so far in the last 2 years, but it cleared me of about 90% of all

lesions. Messy but it did help, didn't completely cure, no. The rash

today that's left on my right inner arm looks different; it appears as

though cracks in cement....linear jagged lines, ripped skin (it's in

the inner elbow area, lots and LOTS of bending)....it HURTS LIKE

HELL....when I bend....it stings....it pinpricks...it tickles....it

BURNS LIKE HELL....as though someone lit a MATCH on my skin. I am a 51

year old woman, do not drink or take drugs, but I must have my coffee

and ciggerettes...and oh....MY CANDY....I have SUGAR ATTACKS like

CRAZY. I have been hoarding candy bars and sweets for the last 3

years....Do worms like candy?

 

I heard that worms don't like salt. Tomorrow I am going to try Epsom

salts bath episodes. It could take something THIS SIMPLE to wipe them

out, if they're just in the outer layers of the skin, but what of the

other areas they've laid ground? We have to find something to KILL IT

without killing US!!! Could it have all started on the outside and we

spread it INSIDE???!God help us all.

I really would LOVE To hear from all of you that have commonalities

with nay of my situation.

Sorry this was so long, had to get it all out!!!

 

Michelle from Delaware County, Pennsylvania