OT VAl's day..All ya'all be mine...jf

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If I failed to send you a valentine.. please forgive me I really meant

to this year.. I gave out many personally./... that is when I saw people

I tried to tell them... that i loved them .. when you try to do that it

gets quite difficult.. I'm sure they think what is he doing... what does

he want or .. what a nut .. close...

I did not push it....only took it as it came ... maybe that's why you

did not get one from me... anyway I meant to send one.. here on line ..

I got several some really interesting .. later for those...

 

 

I put the heart chakra back into my massage a few days before Valentines

day... Heart Chakra massage is rather something ...I do it with a flair

of my own... one of my clients received and a few minutes later she said

from the table.. " hay I still feel your hand on my heart it is still

warm.. " I said " keep it ... yours for valentines day.. " I actually

reached out there and touched the hearts of many this year, actually

touched,,,

i gave away a few massages and touches free.. that ws good.. I made a

few feel special... that ws good.. and tomorrow I will be at it the

same only much quieter..

 

one person, a new client, i actually was ///well/// this person is a

typical client of mine except she was new first and only time to work on

her was today traveling thru via RV and she was.... I thought releasing

stories of her life and her children talking on the table when she

reached me.. and touched me with a deep point of my own... moved me

about my love and turned my moments upside down I had to tell her .. the

massage was her time and her receiving and not about me.. she held her

point and so I was there and moved.. and on she goes .. I figure she is

a cupid person those that act on behalf of love in life and some how it

got back to me.. IT GOT ME>>> embarrassed i just took it like a man an

followed up .. long story and not for on line but .. i wonder .. about

some of the love I put out there in the last and i wonder did it do any

good? did i help .? and sometimes there is no way to know sometimes

there is a way to know.. so that was it.. or was it maybe in the world

of synchronisity one is serious about love the serious will get to you

deep where you are... happens..

 

maybe I am just startled a little but .. there is more to love tonight

than there was last night and here are now more needs than ere wee

before.. and I failed or faded in what i really wanted to do ... maybe

 

it ws almost too much.. it is not for he faint of heart that is for

sure.. or maybe my heart fainted a little. guess i got blown away.. that

a little more tonight take what ever you need ..

 

love is still alive midst what ever else happens..

jim

 

a little bit more...

ok I got a card for my DW it was a cat kackking choking coughing and

inside was a heart shaped hairball all hot and slurpy and the saying

from the cats ... for VAlentines day. well this was actually a big hit

and shown to everyone.... our 2 cats are big on ... well the petromalt

is used frequently around here to stop that hair all thing..

I got a phone call,, Valentine..

 

then I got this...

 

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which

 

grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

 

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart -

 

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

 

- e.e. cummings