health care and God

[Guest guest]

I thought a lot about the message I sent you guys about my Dad.Back up 5 days or

so to the time he fell and hit head to start the journey to die.That day he said

he felt like he had just stepped into heaven [15-20 min. before he did]I do not

understand God.I do not understand His workings.BUT I believe and know in my

knower He is in total control IMHO.I can think of so many simpler ways to run

the universe but haven't been asked yet.So even though it took those last days

for his flesh to die I believe he knew little and was " gone " before he stopped

breathing.I told a friend I hope an airplane hits me fast and hard.I spent 3

hours at dr.s office yesterday with mom well just shoot me in the head!!!

Husband back in hospital for injections,will pick him up this afternoon.I spent

most of last night thinking.We have kids who are in terrible shape and no amount

of begging,praying and threats seem to daze them.

I wonder if I am making it at times as most of days go by in a fast daze.This I

know I am carried along not in my strength but His.Grace is much more than

amazing.I bitch and kick trees and yell loudly --none seems to faze the one I

believe in.Then once again I surrender to His will not mine and make it another

day.

We all are headed for tough times food stored ect, ect. will make no difference

if not protected by our protector. OK last sermon of the year. shalom,sandy

[Guest guest]

Sandy, Your Dad did step into Heaven, and there he is now! To find understanding of God, you must pray and read Gods Holy Word, the Bible. There He will reveal Himself to you! Seek and you will find, knock, and the door will be opened, ask, and Jesus will come into your heart. And you will find the peace you seek. Love, Elizabeth

 

 

 

Sandy eubank <sandyeubankoleander soup Sent: Friday, August 7, 2009 8:52:33 AM health care and God

I thought a lot about the message I sent you guys about my Dad.Back up 5 days or so to the time he fell and hit head to start the journey to die.That day he said he felt like he had just stepped into heaven [15-20 min. before he did]I do not understand God.I do not understand His workings.BUT I believe and know in my knower He is in total control IMHO.I can think of so many simpler ways to run the universe but haven't been asked yet.So even though it took those last days for his flesh to die I believe he knew little and was "gone" before he stopped breathing.I told a friend I hope an airplane hits me fast and hard.I spent 3 hours at dr.s office yesterday with mom well just shoot me in the head!!! Husband back in hospital for injections,will pick him up this afternoon.I spent most of last night thinking.We have kids who are in terrible shape and no amount of begging,praying and threats seem to daze them.I wonder if I am making it at times as

most of days go by in a fast daze.This I know I am carried along not in my strength but His.Grace is much more than amazing.I bitch and kick trees and yell loudly --none seems to faze the one I believe in.Then once again I surrender to His will not mine and make it another day.We all are headed for tough times food stored ect, ect. will make no difference if not protected by our protector. OK last sermon of the year. shalom,sandy