The personal side of a the channel of Michel - from his diary. Touching and sad.

[Guest guest]

This I wanted to share because it shows the human side of a channel

and a person who we all could never imagine being. I often wonder what

it takes out of a person to channel, to write and to be creative. It

comes from a depth deep within them.

 

I hope you see in this the man whose writings I so much enjoy reading

in Sedona and other publications. I know understand him so much more -

it is sad, and I wonder... well, I will hold a good thought for him.

 

Lori

 

 

 

How Could I be

 

A person who inspires,

 

A man who has loved,

 

A soul that hungers to be loved and touch in true ways,

 

Alone.

 

How Could I be…

 

So empty and forgotten,

 

Hurting and lost,

 

The person who others read and believe in,

 

Not good enough to be seen.

 

How Could I be…

 

So painfully rejected when all I want is to feel safely loved.

 

Sleepless, haunted, tormented by deep emptiness.

 

Some-one perhaps that can not be filled.

 

How Could I be…

 

The person who fills a room,

 

A hall with faces I'll never know,

 

And go home alone – never asked out.

 

How Could I be…

 

Someone others are jealous of,

 

When there is nothing to fill the void of living.

 

Awakened.

 

How Could I be…

 

The man that has no one to celebrate,

 

The accomplishes he works for.

 

How Could I be…

 

So wanting to burst through the door,

 

To share the excitement,

 

Of something inspired by love and well done,

 

To find emptiness.

 

How Could I be…

 

Tired, just so tried,

 

Of being there, being caring, and smiling.

 

When you just want warmth,

 

And to be held and to hold.

 

How Could I be…

 

Unable to whisper I love you,

 

Even to myself….

 

And - How Could I be.

 

David Reid Lowell from his blog -

 

http://davidreidlowell.blogspot.com/

 

An intimate view of a channel and a man.

 

- I found this while researching him and found it to be very moving. I

think he needs our love and prayers.

 

Kevon

 

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