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I was extremely depressed for a month, seeing the world through a thick gray fog, when my remission ended and my plans for a future after Harry's death ended with a thud.I woke up bright-eyed and bushy-tailed this morning. Feeling great, full of energy. Why? Why not!

I think it's the FOCC kicking in again. I recall feeling this way

just a couple of weeks after I started FOCC two years ago. It's three

weeks this time. (I had stopped for about three months, knowing that it

wasn't working, and wondering about the bovine hormones which correlate

closely with hormone-positive cancer).

Impossible to be sure, of course. I'm doing so many new things that

could be kicking in. And of course, the cancer could have turned a

corner.

Wednesday morning, I woke up from a dream of cancer receding, and

being able to go back to ordinary time. Altho it would be wonderful if

this were happening, I doubt it very much. Wednesday I thought it like

the dreams of people with amputations or sudden hearing loss or

blindness, who dream of being whole and wake up bereft all over again;

depressing! A bad day Wednesday. However, I'm marking both days on my

calendar. Blood test in two weeks.

I don't feel neutral. I FEEL GREAT! I believe that antidepressants bring you to neutral; I'm not bland in spirit, but GREAT. I have the energy to have a life, and also to fight this cancer!

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