Fibromyalgia

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Hi everyone,

My name is Nikki and I have been suffering with epstein barr

syndrome for the last 1 1/2 years (at least). My white blood cell

count is always very low and I have chronic fatigue syndrome. I have

always been a very active person and have been athletic my entire

life. A few years ago I was gang raped and my physical and mental

health has gone downhill ever since. I've gained about 60 pounds

since then, kept myself at home almost 24/7, as I am scared to go

out and 1 1/2 weeks ago got hit in my van with a transport truck.

Now I am in serious pain and take pain killers most of the time.

Although my husband wants to be supportive, he is losing patience

with me. I want to go out and seek help but am scared to death. I

suffer from 'social anxiety disorder' and often have panic attacks

so although I know I need to get some help I just am not sure if I

can follow through or not.

Do any of you know if blue cross covers Naturalpath Doctor? I found

a doctor not far from where I live and she has a BSc and ND degree

and offers alternative treatments. I guess I should phone my

bluecross and ask them.

Can any of you suggest a group here that has others suffering

through this or anything similar? I really need some kind of support

here because my husbands support is fading.

I know I've really said a lot but I am not sure where else to turn.

Thanks

Nikki