Guest guest Posted July 5, 2004 Report Share Posted July 5, 2004 > JustSayNO > Sun, 4 Jul 2004 18:22:25 -0700 (PDT) > [sSRI-Research] Zoloft suicide -- parents > question teen's death > > [--The ultimate 'Hollywood " sci-fi film... yet this > is not a movie.] > > > Sun, 4 Jul 2004 18:10:57 -0400 > > Behind Kaitlyn's suicide > > Family questions antidepressant's role in teen's > death > > By Carey Goldberg, Boston Globe Staff | June 27, > 2004 > > ''Dear everyone: I'm so sorry. I can't take living > anymore, " 16-year-old > Kaitlyn Kennedy wrote in big, urgent, red crayon > letters. ''I love you so > much, please don't be sad. " > > In the garage of her family's home in small-town > Medway, she took a rope. > She made a loop with a metal clip. She mounted a low > stool. > > Kaitlyn had been ground down in recent months by an > intense, on-and-off > relationship with her controlling 20-year-old > boyfriend, her parents say. > Once a sunny comedian surrounded by friends, she had > grown isolated, > depressed, and anxious. She had taken to cutting > herself. In January, she > had swallowed a nonfatal overdose of Tylenol and > prescription drugs. > > When her frightened parents sought a therapist's > help, Kaitlyn was > prescribed the antidepressant Zoloft on Jan. 17. > From an initial modest > dose, she was later bumped gradually up to 150 > milligrams, near the maximum > dose. > > On Feb. 21, Kaitlyn hanged herself. > > ''She did have anxiety, she did have depression, but > I do believe the > impulse -- the agitated behavior and killing herself > -- was due to the > drugs, " said Kathleen Kennedy, Kaitlyn's mother. ''I > do believe that. I > don't believe she got the proper care she should > have had. " > > Always unfathomable, the suicides that are the third > most common cause of > death among adolescents ages 10 through 19 have > recently begun to prompt one > additional, tormenting question for those left > behind: > > Could it have been the antidepressant? > > American psychiatric authorities emphasize that > antidepressants help a great > many teens, and say that there is no proven link > between drugs like > Zoloft -- known as selective serotonin reuptake > inhibitors -- and suicide. > > But the US Food and Drug Administration is examining > the possible > connection, amid much media attention, and is > expected to come to a finding > by this fall. > > The agency also issued a warning in March --the > month after Kaitlyn killed > herself -- that patients taking antidepressants > could turn suicidal and > should be closely watched. Britain, citing the > suicide risk, has banned all > the SSRIs for youngsters, except Prozac. > > Kaitlyn Kennedy's parents say they heard about the > possible SSRI-suicide > link for the first time in the media, not from her > doctors. On the day > before the night Kaitlyn killed herself, her father, > Alan, brought a > newspaper clipping about the possible risks to her > therapist, who ''kind of > blew it off, " he said. > > The Kennedys do not recall any of Kaitlyn's > therapists or doctors warning > them about the dangerous agitation that sometimes > accompanies > antidepressants. Her father, a sound technician, > said Kaitlyn described > feeling like she was ''crawling out of her skin " -- > typical of such > agitation. > > The pull of the antidepressant theory for > heartbroken parents like the > Kennedys is clear: It offers a possible explanation > for an unbearable > mystery. Because otherwise, despite the paper trail > of Kaitlyn's death -- > journals, medical records, e-mail messages, and the > note, all of which her > parents shared with the Globe -- her suicide is all > but impossible to > understand. > > ''There are so many questions I want to ask her, and > it's so hard not being > able to, " said Shannon Sullivan, 17, Kaitlyn's best > friend. Shannon, > Kaitlyn's parents, and her journals all point to > relationship problems as > the root of Kaitlyn's depression. > > When she was 14, she began going out with a boy whom > Shannon and others > described as controlling and troubled. The boy's > mother, when contacted by > the Globe, declined to pass on a request for an > interview, or to comment > herself. > > In her journals, Kaitlyn goes back and forth between > saying how much she > loves him and how much she hates him. Days before > her death, she broke up > with him and started going out with another boy. But > Kaitlyn was still in > contact with her old boyfriend, and he was the last > person to see her the > night she died, Kaitlyn's parents say. > > Twice in her journals, Kaitlyn talks about suicide > as a way to hurt him. On > Valentine's Day, she wrote: ''I hope [the boy] kills > himself. I would smile. > If I get home and my friends are the same, like just > blah, I'm going to hang > myself. My suicide note will say this is because of > [the boy] and I hope you > kill yourself too . . . " > > But, while briefly hospitalized in late January, she > had also written about > killing herself if she was forbidden to see him. > > Kaitlyn's journal entries depict an oppressive > relationship. To bolster her > plan to break up, she wrote a list of ''Pros. " They > include: no control, > laughing, not on phone 24/7, alone time, no more > depression, parents off > back, no feeling guilty, no lying, no checking up, > and no more fights. And, > underlined, ''BEING FREE! " > > Her journals also describe other problems. She was > fighting with her parents > about her boyfriend, and she was having trouble > concentrating in school. She > describes a high state of rapid-heartbeat anxiety as > she faced tests she > expected to fail and peers who might think ill of > her. > > She talked in her journals of getting a tutor or > some kind of > home-schooling. In January, she described retreating > often to the school > walk-in center, where she felt comfortable with the > school adjustment > counselor, Meredith Poulten. > > Poulten, a former board member of the Samaritans, a > suicide prevention > group, respects the Kennedys' need for answers. The > suicide of a child ''is > the most devastating thing in the world, " she said. > > At the same time, she said, specialists on suicide > agree that in general, > there are no simple answers: ''It's never one thing > or one person -- it's > usually a combination of anxiety, relationships, > mental health issues, > medications, and you add everything together and > come up with a horrendous > result. " > > Kaitlyn was clearly affected by her relationship > problems, Poulten said; she > also showed signs of clinical depression and > anxiety. But she asked for help > and her parents were trying to get it for her. > ''Everyone thought Katie was > getting better, " she said. ''We don't know what > happened from there. I think > it was an impulsive act. I think it's not clear that > she intended to go > through with it. " > > In fact, just hours before she killed herself, > Kaitlyn had been e-mailing > her sister, Jennifer Olson, about dresses she might > wear to her junior prom > in May, Olson said. > > And Kaitlyn's suicide note in some places sounds > like it is the farewell > note of a runaway. It reads, in part, ''Please don't > call the police. I'll > be fine. Please trust me. I love you so much. I'll > be back someday. " > Kathleen Kennedy says Kaitlyn had packed a bag that > night, as well. > > The Kennedys received Kaitlyn's medical records from > Westwood Lodge in > Westwood, where she was hospitalized for a week > after she cut her arm with a > paper clip badly enough to drip blood on Feb. 10. It > was her 18-month > anniversary with her boyfriend. Her journal entry > from that day reads ''THIS > IS HOW MY [expletive] DAY WENT " and the page is > smeared in blotches of > blood. > > Her Westwood Lodge discharge summary notes that when > she was admitted on Feb > 11, she said, ''I thought about hanging myself or > killing myself with a > razor. " She also said she had been waking up at > night and ''hears voices > telling her to kill herself. " > > The summary notes that her Zoloft dose had been > raised from 100 to 150 > milligrams per day while in the hospital. Her > Seroquel -- an antipsychotic > drug -- was also increased. > > There is no hint in the records of any suspicion > that Kaitlyn might be > reacting badly to Zoloft. One nurse wrote on Feb. > 11, a week after Kaitlyn's > Zoloft had been raised to 100 milligrams a day, that > the patient ''reports > increase in emotional lability, irritability and > anxiety, " but did not link > it to the drug. > > Kaitlyn was diagnosed as having a mood disorder and > possibly a borderline > personality disorder, and a nurse's notes include > recent stressors: > ''ex-boyfriend threatened to kill himself yesterday " > as well as ''conflicts > with mother " and ''school failure, social isolation > from friends, related to > controlling ex-boyfriend. " > > One note also mentions that Kaitlyn needed a > ''tattered, crocheted baby > blanket " from home for comfort. > > After six days in the hospital, three of them on a > holiday weekend, Kaitlyn > was discharged, over her parents' protests that it > was too early, said > Kathleen Kennedy, who works as a companion to the > elderly. > > They got no explanation for the timing of the > discharge, she said, and none > of the staff members told her what she later read in > Kaitlyn's medical > record: that she had repeatedly described her plan > to hang herself. > > It was Feb. 17 when Kaitlyn was sent home. Four days > later, she was dead. > > The Kennedys plan to ask a forensic psychiatrist to > evaluate Kaitlyn's case > to see if there are grounds for a lawsuit, Alan > Kennedy said. They are still > awaiting more information, including the toxicology > report on Kaitlyn. > > Judith Merel, spokeswoman for Arbour Health System, > the parent company of > Westwood Lodge, said she could not comment on a > patient's case because of > confidentiality concerns. > > Pfizer, which makes Zoloft, ''cannot comment on > individual cases, " said > spokeswoman Shreya Prudlo. > > When Dr. Joseph Glenmullen, a Harvard psychiatrist > and prominent critic of > manufacturers of antidepressants, was told the basic > outlines of Kaitlyn's > case, he responded that it was ''very reasonable " > for the family ''to ask > whether or not the drug played a role " in her death. > It is known that > patients are particularly vulnerable to suicidal > impulses when they have > just started on an antidepressant or the dose has > just been increased, he > said. > > Dr. David Fassler, an authority for the American > Psychiatric Association on > the issue of SSRIs and suicide, responded to a > description of Kaitlyn's case > by noting that, ''We do not have data which clearly > demonstrates an > association between SSRI medication and increased > risk of suicide. " In all > the studies of SSRIs that the FDA is reviewing, he > said, none of the more > than 4,000 children and teens enrolled in the > studies actually committed > suicide . > > One top FDA epidemiologist has reported that the 22 > studies, involving seven > SSRI-type drugs, indicate that children on the drugs > were twice as likely to > have suicidal thoughts and feelings as those on a > placebo. But the agency > has yet to issue an official opionion on the matter. > > ''Clearly any suicide is a tragedy, and any family > is going to look at all > possibilities to try to find an explanation, " > Fassler said. ''And usually > there are no simple answers. " > > The state Department of Mental Health is conducting > a fact-finding > investigation into Kaitlyn's death because she > killed herself so soon after > being discharged from a hospital, said Lester > Blumberg, the department's > chief of staff. > > Asked whether it would look into the possible Zoloft > connection, Blumberg > said it would probably note that Kaitlyn was taking > the drug. But ''it would > be unlikely to result in corrective action because > the Commonwealth and the > FDA have not said, 'Don't prescribe it,' " he said. > > The last entry in Kaitlyn's journal reads in part: > > ''2/21 I've done a complete 180. I'm so happy! > [Happy face] I weigh 135 now! > [another happy face] I hung out with [her new > boyfriend] last night [heart > symbol] I have therapy today in 45 minutes. . . . I > love Chingy [a rap > artist]. i need to wash. " > > She and her new boyfriend watched a movie together > that night. Some time > after he left, her old boyfriend stopped over. > Around 11, she stopped by her > parents' bedroom to say goodnight, Kathleen Kennedy > recalled. > > ''Goodnight, Kate, see you in the morning, " her > mother replied. > > Carey Goldberg is reachable at goldberg > > © Copyright 2004 Globe Newspaper Company. > > http://www.boston.com/yourlife/health/mental/articles/2004/06/27/behind_kaitlyns\ _suicide/ > > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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