New Member seeking help: cerebral palsy

[Guest guest]

To Whom It May Concern:

My name is Jennifer Zubko. I have diagnoses of

cerebral palsy, chronic pain and dystonia, which is a

movement disorder similar to Parkinson's Disease. I

have been struggling with physical pain since the age

of 13. I have had multiple orthopaedic surgery

interventions, as well as selective dorsal rhizotomy

surgery. I am in the process of trying to heal all

this. I do a lot of craniosacral therapy, trager

therapy, Conductive Education, therapeutic touch, etc.

I long to be a practitioner someday but am struggling

with memories that have come back from my past

regarding my premature birth. I am a twin and was only

2 lbs at birth. I have retinopathy of prematurity. I

use power wheelchair to get around and am in constant

pain. I have tried to do SomatoEmotional release

techniques, and memories are coming back that I am

having a difficult time dealing with- being helpless

and a baby in an incubator, having no choices as to if

I was going to have surgery or not. (Having it more so

my parents could try and fix me than for my benefit).

I am struggling too, with my path for the future. Due

to medical conditions, I have not yet completed

University and struggle with what field to go in. I

desperately want my life to have balance, want peace,

want joy, want to help others. Would someone please be

so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in any

way they can? I just want to learn and grow and assist

others, but cannot do it without help.

I do not know how much of the rest of my story you

need or want to hear, but I would be willing to share.

Just desperately need help and cannot find

practitioners locally to see me because they will not

bend their fees and I only make $600 a month on

disability pension.

Thank you for letting me join this group.

Jennifer

 

 

Don't Quit.

 

Don't quit when the tide is lowest,

For it's just about to turn;

Don't Quit over doubts and questions,

For there's something you may learn.

Don't quit when the night is darkest,

For it's just a while 'til dawn;

Don't quit when you've run the farthest,

For the race is almost won.

Don't quit when the hill is steepest,

For your goal is almost nigh;

Don't quit, for you're not a failure

Until you fail to try.

 

~ Author unknown~

 

 

The word 'Impossible' itself spells - " I'm possible " .

[Guest guest]

Hi, Jennifer --

 

My, you certainly have been through a lot for your young years. Your

strength shows in your post. You didn't include meditation as

something you have tried. I have a close friend that is in a similar

situation to yours, and she finds meditation very beneficial for

her. When you meditate, be sure to call in your Angels to help you

release the past traumas. See them take them into the Light for

healing. Remember to replace those 'empty spaces' created by

releasing the trauma with Divine Light. You should also google 'soul

retrieval' and see if those meditations resonate with you, as well.

 

Best of Luck, Sweetie. Kris

 

, Jennifer Zubko

<monette_12 wrote:

>

> To Whom It May Concern:

> My name is Jennifer Zubko. I have diagnoses of

> cerebral palsy, chronic pain and dystonia, which is a

> movement disorder similar to Parkinson's Disease. I

> have been struggling with physical pain since the age

> of 13. I have had multiple orthopaedic surgery

> interventions, as well as selective dorsal rhizotomy

> surgery. I am in the process of trying to heal all

> this. I do a lot of craniosacral therapy, trager

> therapy, Conductive Education, therapeutic touch, etc.

> I long to be a practitioner someday but am struggling

> with memories that have come back from my past

> regarding my premature birth. I am a twin and was only

> 2 lbs at birth. I have retinopathy of prematurity. I

> use power wheelchair to get around and am in constant

> pain. I have tried to do SomatoEmotional release

> techniques, and memories are coming back that I am

> having a difficult time dealing with- being helpless

> and a baby in an incubator, having no choices as to if

> I was going to have surgery or not. (Having it more so

> my parents could try and fix me than for my benefit).

> I am struggling too, with my path for the future. Due

> to medical conditions, I have not yet completed

> University and struggle with what field to go in. I

> desperately want my life to have balance, want peace,

> want joy, want to help others. Would someone please be

> so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in any

> way they can? I just want to learn and grow and assist

> others, but cannot do it without help.

> I do not know how much of the rest of my story you

> need or want to hear, but I would be willing to share.

> Just desperately need help and cannot find

> practitioners locally to see me because they will not

> bend their fees and I only make $600 a month on

> disability pension.

> Thank you for letting me join this group.

> Jennifer

[Guest guest]

Jennifer, I assume you do believe in G-d? If so I have somethings I do to help

myself and others. I do believe in G-d but he also has his angels. Get a white

candle, Light it,(keep it attended), Ask him to give you peace and ask for his

divine help with your illness. It is very important that you are very specific

in what you ask of him, down to the last detail.Ask for the help of his angels

to support you, give you strength and healing. Ask him to assist you in your

studies and your work. i to am on a limited income but find so much information

on the net.I have given this advice to several people and both have been healed

from a cancerous tumor and a heart condition(severe). this is not perfect but

the last thing is to remember that G-d said it is only through my son that you

come to me, so when you pray go to the Father by asking through your son Jesus

Christ I come to you Father G-d. Do not us a stander prayer. Just take to him.

Miracles can and do happen. I will pray

for you as well. Good Luck and I hope you try this as it cost you nothing to

try.

CAPRICORN IN TEXAS

 

Kris <marvin_43512 wrote:

Hi, Jennifer --

 

My, you certainly have been through a lot for your young years. Your

strength shows in your post. You didn't include meditation as

something you have tried. I have a close friend that is in a similar

situation to yours, and she finds meditation very beneficial for

her. When you meditate, be sure to call in your Angels to help you

release the past traumas. See them take them into the Light for

healing. Remember to replace those 'empty spaces' created by

releasing the trauma with Divine Light. You should also google 'soul

retrieval' and see if those meditations resonate with you, as well.

 

Best of Luck, Sweetie. Kris

 

, Jennifer Zubko

<monette_12 wrote:

>

> To Whom It May Concern:

> My name is Jennifer Zubko. I have diagnoses of

> cerebral palsy, chronic pain and dystonia, which is a

> movement disorder similar to Parkinson's Disease. I

> have been struggling with physical pain since the age

> of 13. I have had multiple orthopaedic surgery

> interventions, as well as selective dorsal rhizotomy

> surgery. I am in the process of trying to heal all

> this. I do a lot of craniosacral therapy, trager

> therapy, Conductive Education, therapeutic touch, etc.

> I long to be a practitioner someday but am struggling

> with memories that have come back from my past

> regarding my premature birth. I am a twin and was only

> 2 lbs at birth. I have retinopathy of prematurity. I

> use power wheelchair to get around and am in constant

> pain. I have tried to do SomatoEmotional release

> techniques, and memories are coming back that I am

> having a difficult time dealing with- being helpless

> and a baby in an incubator, having no choices as to if

> I was going to have surgery or not. (Having it more so

> my parents could try and fix me than for my benefit).

> I am struggling too, with my path for the future. Due

> to medical conditions, I have not yet completed

> University and struggle with what field to go in. I

> desperately want my life to have balance, want peace,

> want joy, want to help others. Would someone please be

> so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in any

> way they can? I just want to learn and grow and assist

> others, but cannot do it without help.

> I do not know how much of the rest of my story you

> need or want to hear, but I would be willing to share.

> Just desperately need help and cannot find

> practitioners locally to see me because they will not

> bend their fees and I only make $600 a month on

> disability pension.

> Thank you for letting me join this group.

> Jennifer

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

---hi

jenifer a moving story ....

I

> desperately want my life to have balance, want peace,

> want joy, want to help others. Would someone please be

> so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in any

> way they can?

 

yes there is much help to be given....much info to consider

a lot will come from your souls purpose ...the reson for being here

and this comes from within you to a large extent

 

Getting to know you, getting to know all there is about you

A title of a song but never the less something we all have to do at

some stage is get to know your self .

Why because if you don't we can keep on going down different

unpromising directions and even around in circles because we don't

know ourselves well.

 

Written high in solid stone in Egypt are the immortal words

 

Know thyself

Pen and paper required

It is also said that some people would sooner face an entire army

than get to know thyself

 

So for some it is very difficult, for many it will take some crisis

to come into their life to force them selves to look at them selves.

But from which ever direction you have come from sooner or later you

will have to know your self . You may be among the number of people

who have been going around not knowing what they want chasing this

job or another going down this career path for years to find it is

not what you really wanted.

 

The sooner you do it I think the better , saves time , you can

waste thousands of pounds spending your time on time consuming work

which gives you little etc etc

 

Peoples time and your own time and we could be talking years of

waste here by the way.

 

So when you start to dig into your self expect to find things you do

not like, nearly every one of us has got these things, what matters

is you recognize them and wish them to be changed and make steps to

change these different aspects of our selves. They are difficult to

face but we must have courage. You are not alone in dealing with

things you would like to change .

 

Ok this little piece is to give you the tools to help it easier to

uncover you.

You and you worts and all.

I think we have all done many many foolish things and all behaved

like idiots, accept this fact for I do not know anyone who has not

made mistakes, some really big ones too. And loads of us have

qualities that we may abhor and would wish to change and we may have

inflicted pain on others too and would want to make amends for that

too. By the very name our species has—human-- is almost synonymous

with child and children make mistakes loads of them. It is one of

the ways of how we learn.

 

You may want to share this exercise with someone else or keep it to

your very own self

But you must be ruthless with the truth about your self, no hiding

places no self deception, be---- truthful.

 

Often, when we think we are being truthful, we are not. Shakespeare

said, " To thine own self be true, and as night follows day, thou can

then be false with no man. "

 

When we are basically unhappy and dissatisfied, typically we can

place undue demands and expectations -- subtly and otherwise -- on

our mate ... trying to get him or her to say and do those things

that will satisfy us and make us happy ... to satisfy us and make us

emotionally secure. In one manner or another, typically we blame our

mate for our unhappiness and dissatisfaction ... and for any

problems in the relationship.

 

 

 

Some of the tools

It took me 3 ish days of soul searching to uncover bits of me, that

means sitting down with a pad and pen for 2-4 hrs at a time and

working with me. So set some time aside for this task , it is very

very important . Accept this is going to take some time and if your

mind tries to flit off onto something else just bring it back to

where and on what you want it to dwell.

Now the setting

Very important

Somewhere you feel reasonably at ease television off, radio off,

phone off, kids away etc.

Peace a pen and plenty of paper.

 

Welcome to you

Ok its back to child hood only though if there are not too many

painful memories.

 

What can you remember at age 1234

Can you remember the events of those times,

What you were like the things you wore the experiences you had how

you were as a person .

how playful.

Do you remember where you lived

Your mum and dad what were they like

Your brothers and sisters how and what did you feel with them

What did you feel up to the age of 5

Were you loved

Anything about those times you did not like I do mean anything at

all including

Family members ,friends

 

Ok now we move on to school time your first day what did you feel on

those first days

Then 5678

What can you remember about school

Can you remember the buildings your school class mates how did you

interact with them

Were you accepted

 

Write down all the things you like

Places

People

Friends

Things

Experiences

Work you like doing

What qualities in people do you like

 

Now ask your self the question why you like all those things

As an example lets say you have been to a place which you liked ,we

ask y we liked that place, was it the feeling you experienced the

lay of the land was pleasing .

 

Or people what is it about that person you liked their character

some quality etc etc .

 

Uncover it .

 

Then we turn to the things, people, places, ideas, work we don't

like and these are just as important.. make a list and ask the

question y you don't like those things.

 

This is the first part

 

p

there are so many fields of healing ---so many...but certainly i

recomend just about everyone be involved with healing in some way ...

i would also recomend learn meditation

 

 

phil

 

 

In , Jennifer Zubko

<monette_12 wrote:

>

> To Whom It May Concern:

> My name is Jennifer Zubko. I have diagnoses of

> cerebral palsy, chronic pain and dystonia, which is a

> movement disorder similar to Parkinson's Disease. I

> have been struggling with physical pain since the age

> of 13. I have had multiple orthopaedic surgery

> interventions, as well as selective dorsal rhizotomy

> surgery. I am in the process of trying to heal all

> this. I do a lot of craniosacral therapy, trager

> therapy, Conductive Education, therapeutic touch, etc.

> I long to be a practitioner someday but am struggling

> with memories that have come back from my past

> regarding my premature birth. I am a twin and was only

> 2 lbs at birth. I have retinopathy of prematurity. I

> use power wheelchair to get around and am in constant

> pain. I have tried to do SomatoEmotional release

> techniques, and memories are coming back that I am

> having a difficult time dealing with- being helpless

> and a baby in an incubator, having no choices as to if

> I was going to have surgery or not. (Having it more so

> my parents could try and fix me than for my benefit).

> I am struggling too, with my path for the future. Due

> to medical conditions, I have not yet completed

> University and struggle with what field to go in. I

> desperately want my life to have balance, want peace,

> want joy, want to help others. Would someone please be

> so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in any

> way they can? I just want to learn and grow and assist

> others, but cannot do it without help.

> I do not know how much of the rest of my story you

> need or want to hear, but I would be willing to share.

> Just desperately need help and cannot find

> practitioners locally to see me because they will not

> bend their fees and I only make $600 a month on

> disability pension.

> Thank you for letting me join this group.

> Jennifer

>

>

> Don't Quit.

>

> Don't quit when the tide is lowest,

> For it's just about to turn;

> Don't Quit over doubts and questions,

> For there's something you may learn.

> Don't quit when the night is darkest,

> For it's just a while 'til dawn;

> Don't quit when you've run the farthest,

> For the race is almost won.

> Don't quit when the hill is steepest,

> For your goal is almost nigh;

> Don't quit, for you're not a failure

> Until you fail to try.

>

> ~ Author unknown~

>

>

> The word 'Impossible' itself spells - " I'm possible " .

>

[Guest guest]

Jennifer,

 

My best friend in life has Cerebral Palsy although it would be hard to notice.

Perhaps one would think she has a speech impediment or is deaf yet all it is is

Cerebral Palsy. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, chat on or off list.

 

Regards

 

William & Leonda

William K. Mahler " W. K. Mahler "

" Merry Christmas To You " Original Audio

" God's Footprint " Original Photos

For UNICEF.ORG now at http://www.mahlers.com/footprints.htm

 

-

donna sandoval

Sunday, November 19, 2006 7:59 PM

Re: Re: New Member seeking help: cerebral palsy

 

 

Jennifer, I assume you do believe in G-d? If so I have somethings I do to help

myself and others. I do believe in G-d but he also has his angels. Get a white

candle, Light it,(keep it attended), Ask him to give you peace and ask for his

divine help with your illness. It is very important that you are very specific

in what you ask of him, down to the last detail.Ask for the help of his angels

to support you, give you strength and healing. Ask him to assist you in your

studies and your work. i to am on a limited income but find so much information

on the net.I have given this advice to several people and both have been healed

from a cancerous tumor and a heart condition(severe). this is not perfect but

the last thing is to remember that G-d said it is only through my son that you

come to me, so when you pray go to the Father by asking through your son Jesus

Christ I come to you Father G-d. Do not us a stander prayer. Just take to him.

Miracles can and do happen. I will pray

for you as well. Good Luck and I hope you try this as it cost you nothing to

try.

CAPRICORN IN TEXAS

 

Kris <marvin_43512 wrote:

Hi, Jennifer --

 

My, you certainly have been through a lot for your young years. Your

strength shows in your post. You didn't include meditation as

something you have tried. I have a close friend that is in a similar

situation to yours, and she finds meditation very beneficial for

her. When you meditate, be sure to call in your Angels to help you

release the past traumas. See them take them into the Light for

healing. Remember to replace those 'empty spaces' created by

releasing the trauma with Divine Light. You should also google 'soul

retrieval' and see if those meditations resonate with you, as well.

 

Best of Luck, Sweetie. Kris

 

, Jennifer Zubko

<monette_12 wrote:

>

> To Whom It May Concern:

> My name is Jennifer Zubko. I have diagnoses of

> cerebral palsy, chronic pain and dystonia, which is a

> movement disorder similar to Parkinson's Disease. I

> have been struggling with physical pain since the age

> of 13. I have had multiple orthopaedic surgery

> interventions, as well as selective dorsal rhizotomy

> surgery. I am in the process of trying to heal all

> this. I do a lot of craniosacral therapy, trager

> therapy, Conductive Education, therapeutic touch, etc.

> I long to be a practitioner someday but am struggling

> with memories that have come back from my past

> regarding my premature birth. I am a twin and was only

> 2 lbs at birth. I have retinopathy of prematurity. I

> use power wheelchair to get around and am in constant

> pain. I have tried to do SomatoEmotional release

> techniques, and memories are coming back that I am

> having a difficult time dealing with- being helpless

> and a baby in an incubator, having no choices as to if

> I was going to have surgery or not. (Having it more so

> my parents could try and fix me than for my benefit).

> I am struggling too, with my path for the future. Due

> to medical conditions, I have not yet completed

> University and struggle with what field to go in. I

> desperately want my life to have balance, want peace,

> want joy, want to help others. Would someone please be

> so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in any

> way they can? I just want to learn and grow and assist

> others, but cannot do it without help.

> I do not know how much of the rest of my story you

> need or want to hear, but I would be willing to share.

> Just desperately need help and cannot find

> practitioners locally to see me because they will not

> bend their fees and I only make $600 a month on

> disability pension.

> Thank you for letting me join this group.

> Jennifer

 

[Guest guest]

Jennifer

\you write your problems to me

especially about that palsey, when it came ? what is

the strength of your hands and legs? I am a Indian

neuro specialist [native mdicine] I will try to help

you.

you write to my personal mail

and in the subject write VIDHYASAGAR

so that easily notice that letter.

R.Vidhyasagar

 

 

--- donna sandoval <dgbrsand wrote:

 

> Jennifer, I assume you do believe in G-d? If so I

> have somethings I do to help myself and others. I do

> believe in G-d but he also has his angels. Get a

> white candle, Light it,(keep it attended), Ask him

> to give you peace and ask for his divine help with

> your illness. It is very important that you are very

> specific in what you ask of him, down to the last

> detail.Ask for the help of his angels to support

> you, give you strength and healing. Ask him to

> assist you in your studies and your work. i to am on

> a limited income but find so much information on the

> net.I have given this advice to several people and

> both have been healed from a cancerous tumor and a

> heart condition(severe). this is not perfect but the

> last thing is to remember that G-d said it is only

> through my son that you come to me, so when you pray

> go to the Father by asking through your son Jesus

> Christ I come to you Father G-d. Do not us a stander

> prayer. Just take to him. Miracles can and do

> happen. I will pray

> for you as well. Good Luck and I hope you try this

> as it cost you nothing to try.

> CAPRICORN IN TEXAS

>

> Kris <marvin_43512 wrote:

> Hi, Jennifer --

>

> My, you certainly have been through a lot for your

> young years. Your

> strength shows in your post. You didn't include

> meditation as

> something you have tried. I have a close friend that

> is in a similar

> situation to yours, and she finds meditation very

> beneficial for

> her. When you meditate, be sure to call in your

> Angels to help you

> release the past traumas. See them take them into

> the Light for

> healing. Remember to replace those 'empty spaces'

> created by

> releasing the trauma with Divine Light. You should

> also google 'soul

> retrieval' and see if those meditations resonate

> with you, as well.

>

> Best of Luck, Sweetie. Kris

>

> , Jennifer

> Zubko

> <monette_12 wrote:

> >

> > To Whom It May Concern:

> > My name is Jennifer Zubko. I have diagnoses of

> > cerebral palsy, chronic pain and dystonia, which

> is a

> > movement disorder similar to Parkinson's Disease.

> I

> > have been struggling with physical pain since the

> age

> > of 13. I have had multiple orthopaedic surgery

> > interventions, as well as selective dorsal

> rhizotomy

> > surgery. I am in the process of trying to heal all

> > this. I do a lot of craniosacral therapy, trager

> > therapy, Conductive Education, therapeutic touch,

> etc.

> > I long to be a practitioner someday but am

> struggling

> > with memories that have come back from my past

> > regarding my premature birth. I am a twin and was

> only

> > 2 lbs at birth. I have retinopathy of prematurity.

> I

> > use power wheelchair to get around and am in

> constant

> > pain. I have tried to do SomatoEmotional release

> > techniques, and memories are coming back that I am

> > having a difficult time dealing with- being

> helpless

> > and a baby in an incubator, having no choices as

> to if

> > I was going to have surgery or not. (Having it

> more so

> > my parents could try and fix me than for my

> benefit).

> > I am struggling too, with my path for the future.

> Due

> > to medical conditions, I have not yet completed

> > University and struggle with what field to go in.

> I

> > desperately want my life to have balance, want

> peace,

> > want joy, want to help others. Would someone

> please be

> > so kind as to guide me on this journey and help in

> any

> > way they can? I just want to learn and grow and

> assist

> > others, but cannot do it without help.

> > I do not know how much of the rest of my story you

> > need or want to hear, but I would be willing to

> share.

> > Just desperately need help and cannot find

> > practitioners locally to see me because they will

> not

> > bend their fees and I only make $600 a month on

> > disability pension.

> > Thank you for letting me join this group.

> > Jennifer

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> removed]

>

>

>

 

 

 

 

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