Obsidian ! Geeeeze !

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Obsidian just showed me

everything

it

 

this is huge what it does

 

I wore a snowflake obsidian necklace to sleep, as well as many other

crystals

 

firstly I went immediately into lucidity

and was dealing with intricate karma networks overlaying my mind a ll

related to complex fear mechanisms,

 

secondly there were many beings harrassing me while in sleep paralysis

which I had to drive out

 

thirdly I had to see how powerless many of my mantras were (except Om

Nama Shivaya!) that the only way to deal with problems is to confront

them and literally kick them out

 

when i finally out of this state, someone was HOLDING MY EYES DOWN and

they were flicking in and out of another person's mind who was

manipulating me with tremendous psychic manipulation through his

music, and I had to kick that out

 

when I woke up I felt very strange, humbled, violated,

 

I went back to sleep for much more lucidity ,

 

I went into an astral world, after watching a movie explaining aspects

of my life to me, which I rejected (the film),

I met a guide apparently , and I asked him if I could simply stay in

this world, he said no

then i wandered with " him " to try to find it again, but wound up in a

complete and total black void, I tried to speak and a Queen was

speaking back saying something like " your questions will be answered "

i said " i do not like darkness " and the voice amplified this greatluy

something like " he wishes to understand darkness! " and I said " no more

darkness! " and it said " he does not like slasher films " (true)

suddenly my entire inner eyelid field was the result of the constant

barrage of mind (etheric / astral ) pollution of the countless eyes of

humanity spent wasted in front of cinema screens, a dark grey " FOX "

symbol began it

and as if fast flash forwarded thru tivo, so

many many murders

and scenes just flowing

and i meditate and it almost becomes a pure light

 

then i wake up again

 

this was very strange.

 

at some point I took the necklace off of me and slept normally.

 

most bothering was that i could see that my eyes were being used by

someone else!