Guest guest Posted May 31, 2003 Report Share Posted May 31, 2003 Dear Marilette Another thing i have found is that , my dad has alot of migraines and a liver problem too. all related to emoitons.theres alot about his past which hurt him , and he is a very god fearing person believes in god, and i think thats his only friend. even though thats the most beautiful thing , i think its taken him away from me. is it because my life is not reliable. or is he scared of getting hurt ? i have no idea. but even though he feels the love .. he does nt want to except that it exists . it slike " i would be lieing if i said that i felt teh same way as you " or he would playfully say that he is blessed with a daughter like me, does he mock it like a child because he is scared of it ,? or just doesnt udnerstand something he never felt when he was a child. he calls my love hysterical.a childs love is hysterical! should i counsel him , fo rthe pain he experienced in his past? i never demanded commitment, and quite frankly its not about commitment, i think its more about love.. experiencing it without fear,,...which he has. its love . i dont want my father to suffer , i want him to resolve his past, because its eating both of us alive!! how can someone give something they want to give, when they feel guilty , angry ,sad about it. my father wants to express and give himself but he cant , he is too lost. its not about demanding it , its about unleashing what truly exists. isnt it? please let me know take care love Aarti Free online calendar with sync to Outlook. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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