Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 Dear Laney, I am going to be a lone voice here. I am sorry for your pain of the situation. However as a counselor I know there are always at least 3 sides to any situation.. yours, his and the truth somewhere in between. I would suggest you get yourself into personal counseling as soon as possible. It may be good to do some inner work to get a good look at what dynamics brought this about. It could be that he was/is is just an ass... but there could also be something that you could learn as well. In gratitude, John Van Rees http://www.exquisitecrystals.com >--- In ><%40>@\ groups.com, > " epc247 " <epc247 >wrote: > > > > --- In > <%40>@g\ roups.com, > Christa Graves > > <christa.graves@> wrote: > > > > > > Ah my heart breaks for you. I can only imagine how you feel. I > > will send reiki to you. > > > > > > Bright blessings. > > > Christa > > > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > > figured I could > > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > > > > hi laney, > > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > > sues. > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 , " laney_schultz " <laney_schultz wrote: > > , " epc247 " <epc247@> > wrote: > > > > , Christa Graves > > <christa.graves@> wrote: > > > > > > Ah my heart breaks for you. I can only imagine how you feel. I > > will send reiki to you. > > > > > > Bright blessings. > > > Christa > > > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > > figured I could > > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > > > > hi laney, > > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > > sues. > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 , John Van Rees <john wrote: > > Dear Laney, > > I am going to be a lone voice here. I am sorry for your pain of the situation. > However as a counselor I know there are always at least 3 sides to > any situation.. > yours, his and the truth somewhere in between. > > I would suggest you get yourself into personal counseling as soon as possible. > It may be good to do some inner work to get a good look at what dynamics > brought this about. It could be that he was/is is just an ass... but > there could also be something that you could learn as well. > > In gratitude, > Dear John, I appreciate your honesty. I am an honest person. I was duped. My family could see it, I could not. I fell in love with this man, and love can be, truly blind. You are right, there are always two sides to the story....this is the truth. I only touched on the major thing. He has mental illness as well....and not taking his medication. Bi-polar and manic depression. So, needless to see, off his medicine has been no picnic. I am a strong individual, with a strong constitution. Most definitely I have had counseling. I would never had made it mentally sane through the things I have gone through. So thank you for your honest comment. I appreicate your input. By the way, my name means.... " truth and honesty " Have a great day! V > John Van Rees > http://www.exquisitecrystals.com > >--- In > ><%40>@\ groups.com, > > " epc247 " <epc247@> > >wrote: > > > > > > --- In > > <%40>@g\ roups.com, > > Christa Graves > > > <christa.graves@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Ah my heart breaks for you. I can only imagine how you feel. I > > > will send reiki to you. > > > > > > > > Bright blessings. > > > > Christa > > > > > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > > > figured I could > > > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > > > > > > > hi laney, > > > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > > > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > > > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > > > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > > > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > > > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > > > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > > > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > > > sues. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 If you are wiccan or interested in goddesses, I just wrote a ritual to Hera for relationships, family and protection this morning. If you are interested, I will post it if that is okay. Gemstones are used in it. hugs, Beth Clare > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > figured I could > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > hi laney, > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > sues. > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 > >I would absolutely believe he was a pastor! I have yet to meet one >that wasn't self serving in some respect. lets hope there is a special >welcome for errant pastors when they reach the pearly gates. lol. Susan, I guess you haven't met me. I am offended. John Van Rees > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 Dearest Beth Clare, BB to you. I would definitely be interested in this ritual, If you are unable to post it I would be grateful if you would send it to me at my email address. lorrainechen. My marriage certainly needs all the help it can get to remove the charm put on my husband by a chinese, well I certainly can't call her a woman or lady, shall I say adultress. Blessings to you and yours, in love and light, Lorraine Beth Clare <bethclare wrote: If you are wiccan or interested in goddesses, I just wrote a ritual to Hera for relationships, family and protection this morning. If you are interested, I will post it if that is okay. Gemstones are used in it. hugs, Beth Clare > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > figured I could > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > hi laney, > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > sues. > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 Yes... my friends... the spells from others, definatley can affect what goes on in our lives.. it is best to atune, stay centered and open ourselves to the fact that we can overcome. .. I would like to say that I have perfected this.. but just when iI think I am on the way to " feeling " what is going on around me..I seem to have wondered from my spirituality and fallen .. with bruises of the heart.. but... they do heal and then we become wiser and hopefully stronger than the spells that invade our lives. , Lorraine Chen <lorrainechen wrote: > > Dearest Beth Clare, > > BB to you. I would definitely be interested in this ritual, If you are unable to post it I would be grateful if you would send it to me at my email address. lorrainechen My marriage certainly needs all the help it can get to remove the charm put on my husband by a chinese, well I certainly can't call her a woman or lady, shall I say adultress. > > Blessings to you and yours, in love and light, Lorraine > > Beth Clare <bethclare wrote: > If you are wiccan or interested in goddesses, I just wrote a ritual > to Hera for relationships, family and protection this morning. > If you are interested, I will post it if that is okay. Gemstones are > used in it. > hugs, > > Beth Clare > > > > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > > figured I could > > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My > husband > > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort > into our > > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with > it. > > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He > walked > > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a > day, > > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he > calls > > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks > for > > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > > > > hi laney, > > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if > he > > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in > the > > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't > want > > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better > man > > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > > sues. > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2008 Report Share Posted April 28, 2008 Too late to seek counseling now. And counterproductive as well. This is not the time to figure out who is right and who is left. Forget the question " why? " Instead, think: " What now? " For now, it is best to mourn your loss and then, when you feel better, look inside yourself, either with the help of a professional or a friend or even in meditation. Perhaps there is a pattern somewhere that needs to be addressed. But wait until you feel better. What is the point to add insult to injury? In the meantime, don't forget to contact the INS or whatever name Immigration has now. I am sending Reiki to you, dear Laney. Hang in there. Maria , John Van Rees <john wrote: > > Dear Laney, > > I am going to be a lone voice here. I am sorry for your pain of the situation. > However as a counselor I know there are always at least 3 sides to > any situation.. > yours, his and the truth somewhere in between. > > I would suggest you get yourself into personal counseling as soon as possible. > It may be good to do some inner work to get a good look at what dynamics > brought this about. It could be that he was/is is just an ass... but > there could also be something that you could learn as well. > > In gratitude, > > John Van Rees > http://www.exquisitecrystals.com > >--- In > ><%40>CrystalHealing- workshop , > > " epc247 " <epc247@> > >wrote: > > > > > > --- In > > <%40>CrystalHealing- workshop , > > Christa Graves > > > <christa.graves@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Ah my heart breaks for you. I can only imagine how you feel. I > > > will send reiki to you. > > > > > > > > Bright blessings. > > > > Christa > > > > > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > > > figured I could > > > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > > > > > > > hi laney, > > > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > > > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > > > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > > > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > > > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > > > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > > > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > > > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > > > sues. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 Dear Laney, So Sorry for your heartbreak-- Love him, and let him go. It is time for you to follow a more peaceful path. You have done all you can for him. We are all here for you. We will send you blessings and prayers and Reiki and all good comforting thoughts. Be extra good to yourself now. Be thankful for loving children and dear friends. Get a new houseplant or pet to care for, to be able to focus all of that love on. I recommend a kitty but puppies are wonderful too. They will listen for hours and love unconditionally. In my experience, jet and apache tears are good for soaking up grief. Blue lace agate is calming. Citrine is great at transforming bad to good, and it doesn't need to be cleared. Keep some near you all the time. Keep letting us know how you are doing- Love and Light, Cindy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 I am also new to this group , and i am very shocked at reading how your husband has behaved towards you.I can only say that something much better is around the corner for you .There will be a better ( the right man )out there for you... .. , " laney_schultz " <laney_schultz wrote: > > , " epc247 " <epc247@> > wrote: > > > > , Christa Graves > > <christa.graves@> wrote: > > > > > > Ah my heart breaks for you. I can only imagine how you feel. I > > will send reiki to you. > > > > > > Bright blessings. > > > Christa > > > > > > laney_schultz <laney_schultz@> wrote: > > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, > > figured I could > > > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > > > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > > > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > > > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > > > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > > > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > > > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > > > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > > > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > > > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > > > listening. Angel in white > > > > > > > > > hi laney, > > I am new to this site so I hope you won't mind my replying to your > > message, I am shocked at the coldness of your husbands actions, if he > > had a heart its pure ice. surely you had noticed this coldness in the > > past? sometimes we overlook aspects of behaviour because we don't want > > to face the truth about someone we love. (the voice of experience > > talking here.) He didn't deserve you laney, there will be a better man > > for you out there (the voice of experience again!) > > my best wishes for your recovery and future happiness. > > sues. > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 Dear Laney, When you meet your true soul mate you will be able to say wholeheartedly " GOOD RIDDANCE " to that mongrel of a " husband " . What goes round comes round! That " husband " of yours will come to experience some day the same kind of treatment by another woman and then he'll remember what he did to you! By then you will be happily married and he be a long forgotten nightmare. Alisa , " laney_schultz " <laney_schultz wrote: > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, figured I could > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > listening. Angel in white > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 Dear Laney, When you meet your true soul mate you will be able to say wholeheartedly " GOOD RIDDANCE " to that mongrel of a " husband " . What goes round comes round! That " husband " of yours will come to experience some day the same kind of treatment by another woman and then he'll remember what he did to you! By then you will be happily married and he be a long forgotten nightmare. Alisa , " laney_schultz " <laney_schultz wrote: > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, figured I could > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > listening. Angel in white > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 , John Van Rees <john wrote: > > > > > >I would absolutely believe he was a pastor! I have yet to meet one > >that wasn't self serving in some respect. lets hope there is a special > >welcome for errant pastors when they reach the pearly gates. lol. > > > Susan, > > I guess you haven't met me. I am offended. > > John Van Rees hi john, no offence intended. I'm just giving an informed opinion, no need to take it personally. you must know yourself that not all pastors or religious figures are neccessarily good people. > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 Sorry to hear that, I hope things get better for you, but it might sound cruel but better to find out now than 10, 20 years later of marriage, so you will be free of him to find someone who truly deserves you . x On Sat, Apr 26, 2008 at 3:36 AM, Rain <spider-rain wrote: > I'm sorry Angel. So all was ok until he was legal? Or do you think that > he was cheating. Forgive me for being to nosy please. I feel your hurt, and > my way is to heal. > I'm sitting here trying to say something to you...but words fail. > will try to send peace and love your way angel. I'm so very sorry. > > In Light, > Rain > > - > laney_schultz > To: <%40.co\ m> > Friday, April 25, 2008 6:12 PM > [CrystalHW] husband walked out on me > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, figured I could > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > listening. Angel in white > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2008 Report Share Posted April 29, 2008 I have passed this over without comment. But I keep getting that I should share. My husband walked out on me after 20 years of marriage. 4 years ago. At first i was devestated. Then one day. I closed the door to any hope that he would come back. I locked that door and threw away the key. And took my first step forward into a grand a wonderful chapter of me. I am happier, more prosperous, healther, thinner. Totally and completely in love with myself for the first time in many years. My life is mine, completely. I have my children and grandchildren that revolve into my life on daily and weekly bases. I have dated some. But truly, for the first time in my 53 years on this planet. My life is mine. To do with it as I choose. And, darling that feels wonderful Light and Love Jackie kari john <john.kari1 wrote: Sorry to hear that, I hope things get better for you, but it might sound cruel but better to find out now than 10, 20 years later of marriage, so you will be free of him to find someone who truly deserves you . x On Sat, Apr 26, 2008 at 3:36 AM, Rain <spider-rain wrote: > I'm sorry Angel. So all was ok until he was legal? Or do you think that > he was cheating. Forgive me for being to nosy please. I feel your hurt, and > my way is to heal. > I'm sitting here trying to say something to you...but words fail. > will try to send peace and love your way angel. I'm so very sorry. > > In Light, > Rain > > - > laney_schultz > To: <%40.co\ m> > Friday, April 25, 2008 6:12 PM > [CrystalHW] husband walked out on me > > Hi everyone....I am new to this. I needed to talk. So, figured I could > speak to all of you about the loss I am feeling right now. My husband > told me that he no longer is interested in putting any effort into our > marriage. I was devastated! We have only been married for 3 and a > half years! He is Canadian, and I am an American. The day that his > green card came....I was ecstatic and rushed into the house with it. > When I handed it to him, he said, " GOOD, now we can be divorced > legally " It felt like someone had shot me into the heart! He walked > out this past weekend. He spent two weeks online, 8-10 hours a day, > on his vacation. With the door locked. His name is Ben, and he calls > himself Dr. So if you guys hear from him...you will know. Thanks for > listening. Angel in white > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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