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I'm hoping I can find some help and guidance here to get me through a

sad and difficult time in my life. On 25th February my beloved Fly

died after several months of being treated, mostly by me for renal

failure - she was a very special dog, only 3 legs and we were always

very close. Just a few days after this my partner of 10 years left

us - me and 4 dogs, our family, since then he has kept us dangling as

to what he plans for his future. He has a new lady and now mostly

lives on his boat, I have fallen to pieces, made a failed attempt to

end my life and generally am at the bottom of a very dark pit. I

don't feel I have been able to grieve for Fly because my head is full

of thought about him, I feel he abused her memory by some of the

things he said and did.

 

Sorry to go on but I'm hoping/looking for a way to gain strength to

get through this.

 

Caroline