Howlite question (Angelina and Fabeku)

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Two responses in one message. . .

 

Angelina,

 

You're right, I do need to increase my water intake, and did so

yesterday. I did feel a bit more calm today. I hardly drink water,

I know I should, and from time to time I do, but I go through stages

of cola cravings, and I'm in one. Thanks for the supplement

suggestion as well (and don't worry, you made perfect sense!). I

did put the stone in a dark place to let it sit, and allowed it to

drift in my mind throughout the day. I focused on it as a way to

prepare my self to wear it, and accept however I felt when putting

it on. I wore it to work today, and had an amazingly calm day!!

 

Fabeku,

 

Such a detailed response! Thank you! I think you hit the nail on

the head, the first thought I had when I reacted to the stone

was, " I must have more anger within me that I thought! " I figured

it was a type of cleansing reaction, and even felt it through my

body from time to time today as I wore the stone. As I said above,

I decided I was willing to accept whatever emotions I had to carry

in order to " bond " with the stone. When I looked at it, it looked

prettier, and when I put it on, I didn't feel repulsed. I forgot I

had it on at work. But I did, for the most part, have a calm day.

I removed it as soon as I got home, figuring it had done its job and

deserved a break. LOL!! I know I have a long way to go, but I'm glad

to find that I have something to work with, and that if I do

feel " sickened " , it means I'm healing. I fully plan on working with

it more.

 

The butterfly struck me as well, as I work with animal totems. I

had been wanting howlite, and seeing it as a butterfly, symbolizing

transformation, was too perfect. I think that's another reason I

was shocked to get such an odd response from it, but I really do

believe it was a reflection of my own intense feelings. I think it

was feeding it back to me, showing me what's going on inside. Hubby

and I had talked the previous night, and he was concerned, and I

thought he was over reacting as to the degree of my discomfort.

Guess not.

 

Amazing! Thanks to you both.

 

Kam