Fwd: Wanting More than Enough.

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creative_energies , Richard Cinta

<richardc@w...> wrote:

 

Stacie Clark wrote:

 

>I've had enough of John Tourette. He continues to violate my space

and

>the space of nearly every person he responds to.

>

Hey Stacie,

 

I like you, but please do not associate me with your own

insecurities. I

am a little offended that you chose to take control and speak for

me,

without my permission. but I Do forgive you for violating me. This

is a

Great list and we are all learning lessons in healing now, aren't

we?

and sometimes we step on each others toes accidently....for me, its

no

big deal.

 

Doc has Never Truly Violated my space although I used to feel

violated

by Doc " LaTourrette " when I was running away from my own issues.

and

Blaming others, all the time. for reasons that made me feel good.

but

not really. I then Woke Up and Knew, that Doc, was pushing my

buttons,

so I wouldn't keep sabotaging myself, and continually hurting

others,

unknowingly. When I found out, how much I did hurt others by not

Owning my own stuff, Every single thing that Doc has said, is

because

Deep Down, He does want to help, protect, and heal others,

especially

after they get his shoes dirty with thier crappy thinking. I know I

did.

 

>I am leaving the list to avoid interjecting more negativity into the

>conversations.

>

I hope you stay, but understand if you want to run away.

 

One Lesson He Taught Me, that sent Shivers of blood curdling Fear

down

my spine and made my heart pump out of control..and I could not

believe

the cold words that hit my ears the way Doc lovingly told me. " If

you

want to to master a skill, then teach it to others. " So who

actually

made me feel that way...who knows??

 

But here it is, 5 years later, and Im leading a group of 160+ folks

in

Energy Medicine. Something I would never be doing if Doc hadn't

been so

kind and compassionate to test pushing my buttons in the most

friendly

of company, so that I could learn from it now, instead of in the

future,

when others of Less Integrity pushed them and the results would have

been Completely Devastating. Thank You Doc. and Donna and every

single person hear, who can share their perspectives, and lessons in

many hidden and obvious ways.

 

Richard Cinta

 

P.S. Doc, Thank You for giving me the solutions for fixing my

Ocular

Lock.. I looked it up on the net. but didn't find much useful.

Anything else you would like to share, would be great!

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