And Thou Shalt Do the Drills Before Thou Needth Them!

October 17, 2005

I've been really regular doing the centering drill on the RV/RI

course.

But since I got on the mental video and 3 scenes techniques, I've

definitely been fooling around. On and off.

That's probably because with these drills, you're not handed out

everything on a sliver plate, you can't do those along with the CD.

You have to listen, then make choices, then you use them on your own

before going to sleep.

So, some 3 weeks ago, I run across project L. I had been on another

project for a long time (project A), and I thought, " What the heck?

I'm gonna do both " . The new project seemed a bit of a wild ride, but

man, did it set my radiant circuits flowing!

And now, three weeks into it, it turns out that project A and L are

mutually exclusive! So 2 days ago, I was presented with a choice,

should I drop project A or project L?

Guess what? My High Self/the other side might be yelling in my

ears, that wouldn't make more difference than a fart in the wind.

Because I've been fooling around. And my skills are not yet

developped. So I am at cause; maybe I'll follow through with project

A, or maybe I'll choose project L because it's so new and pleases

me, but it will only be a low/middle self decision. I don't know

what's best because my hook-up to my higher self isn't ready.

Well, the good news is that 8 months ago, I didn't even know I had a

High Self... and I thought every decision had to be made kind of

blindly, just weighing the pros and cons. Well, it sure doesn't

change the situation, but clearly shows what I don't want.

So? How about this message for an away-from?

Pierre, world-class expert on fooling around.

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