our NEXT STEP in our own maturation WILL ALWAYS SHOW UP!

[Guest guest]

, " marangneng "

<marangneng> wrote:

 

> I guess the reason that I'm here is that I had a life-changing

>event about five years ago that shook me to my foundation and made

>me question who I was and what I stood for. I turned my schools

>over to my senior black belts and walked away.

 

This is funny;-0, sort of, even though I understand where you are

coming from, and I call that feeling, " RETIREMENT! " , which I've done

5 different times now;-(

 

Let me explain what I mean by " retired " ...

 

The first time I " retired " (1980), I had made ENOUGH MONEY and I was

bored shitless with what I was doing for a living...

 

....and my new and evolved parameters of " living " were way outside

the parameters of that business, so I SOLD IT...

 

....and I retired, and just sat back, thought things out, Trained a

few people in alpha brain wave, studied some NLP, wrote another

book, trained a few (about 20) special clients one-on-one, blab,

blab, blab...

 

....when I figured out " what exactly to do " next, I then took

immediate steps to do it. And that was to go after a Ph.D. in

Psychology.

 

So I moved to Colorado, blab, blab, blab...(1983-1987)...

 

AND I cycled that " changing life " process three MORE TIMES since

then!

 

In fact, these I now run are a facet of

ANOTHER " changing life " process...

 

....so ANOTHER " CHANGE " is now in progress...

 

WOW!

 

I wonder where it's going to take me?

 

It doesn't matter because it's all fun, exciting AND difficult, just

like it should be;-)

 

If it's easy, why waste time learning it?

 

> As a result, the fire inside that I feared had gone out forever

>seems to be flickering back to life.

 

The only reason the fire inside burns out is because you are not

feeding it the fuel it needs...

 

....and your EMOTIONS will tell you which fuel is the correct fuel.

 

....and that correct fuel can only be found by GOING FOR the next

step, and that next step will show you the step after that next

step...

 

>But I'm still quesioning who I am and what

> I want to do when I grow up.

 

Good, BECAUSE it is NEVER just one answer...

 

....it is usually one answer now, another answer later, and still

another answer later.

 

When we grow, mature, and continueing practicing, THEN the next step

in our own maturation WILL ALWAYS SHOW UP!

 

> Anyway, thanks for making me feel welcome.

 

Ron, I'm glad you joined our little " fun house " .

 

Sincerely,

 

> Ron

>

>

> healingenergies-

> essentialskills , " docspeed2001 "

<docspeed2001>

> wrote:

> > healingenergies-

essentialskills , " darthon4 "

> > <darthon4> wrote:

> > > Hi Doc,

> > >

> > > I just love stirring things up to get the CobraDragon to dance

> > real

> > > nice!

> > >

> > > But you know, the real sissies are all those highly trained

MD's

> I

> > > went to a few years back. The ones who threw in the towel on

me,

> > > ignored Qigong or any suggestion of it, shrugged their

shoulders

> > and

> > > sent me home with an array of prescription pain killers

> > > and " encouraging " news that I'd be on them AND steroid shots

for

> > the

> > > rest of my life.

> > >

> > > I thank my Qigong teacher for what he taught me back

then....and

> > that

> > > I became painfree in a very short time, no drugs required. But

> > more

> > > importantly I am no longer helping sissies put bacon on their

> > tables.

> > >

> > > Lori

> > >

> > > As always, never a dull moment here!

> >

> > Okay.

> >

> > I give up!

> >

> > Don't twist my arm any more...

> >

> > Ouch! ouch! ouch!

> >

> > The learning of a non-combat Chi Kung can also be valid, even

> though

> > it's NOT my cup of tea.

> >

> > Hahahaha...

> >

> >