not sure which list is more appropriate:)

[Guest guest]

So I recently had a very nice experience which brought an issue up again

that I have been trying to overcome (and maybe coming closer to) for the

past year or so.

The experience was I was reading an acount of different mystics and

saints of there moment of awakening to attempt to replicate the experiential

descriptions -great ideas of meditations- (a good book for this is mystics

masters and saints). Anways so I visualized my consciousness spreading to

everything air plants etc. From this point I began experiencing all the

sense alterations that occur with intense love. Because the love was also

radiating back from everything that my consciousness had spread to in the

visualization the experience was very intensified.

-give it a go and enjoy more than you can imagine now

 

It became a very cool experience I usually can create these quite well-

the issue is: I can only keep them going for so long if I keep the scenario

running , or if I reloop it every now and then. Eventually though I just

feel drained and feel like I have lost all energy to continue it.

 

- any ideas of why i am getting that tired drained feeling.

 

Enjoy

Kerry

[Guest guest]

You say you're feeling the return flow of love energy, but herein lies

the question:

 

Are you accepting that energy? If you were, you wouldn't be feeling

drained. The universe won't run out anytime soon, methinks /grin.

 

 

, " Kerry

Goldstein " <Kewwy@h...> wrote:

> So I recently had a very nice experience which brought an issue

up again

> that I have been trying to overcome (and maybe coming closer to) for

the

> past year or so.

> The experience was I was reading an acount of different mystics and

> saints of there moment of awakening to attempt to replicate the

experiential

> descriptions -great ideas of meditations- (a good book for this is

mystics

> masters and saints). Anways so I visualized my consciousness

spreading to

> everything air plants etc. From this point I began experiencing all

the

> sense alterations that occur with intense love. Because the love

was also

> radiating back from everything that my consciousness had spread to

in the

> visualization the experience was very intensified.

> -give it a go and enjoy more than you can imagine now

>

> It became a very cool experience I usually can create these quite well-

> the issue is: I can only keep them going for so long if I keep the

scenario

> running , or if I reloop it every now and then. Eventually though I

just

> feel drained and feel like I have lost all energy to continue it.

>

> - any ideas of why i am getting that tired drained feeling.

>

> Enjoy

> Kerry