Help Needed Re Breaks in Aura and Low Resistance

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Hi to everyone,

 

I have a question which I hope someone can help shed some wisdom on

and that is I have been dealing with a porous/shattered protective

aura since a very early series of traumatic events leaving me pretty

much open to everything - good and bad - virus and intuition, but also

leaving me extremely vulnerable to the extent that I have found no

other alternative but to keep to myself - somewhat like life in a

protective bubble. Those that understand, will.

 

Knowing my quote unquote *condition* I've been taking really extra

careful precautionary measures in keeping healthy and unfrazzled which

is a very hard thing to do but for the most part I've developed a

*shield* and can also go into *invisible* mode. Again those that

understand, will.

 

What I can't dodge are the psychic vibes - though if I raise my

vibration sometimes I can - and viruses. The last round has caused me

to be knocked clear off my feet. I know the source of contagiousness

and I was really powerless in the event. My resistance - immunity

couldn't handle the onslaught - so now I am just slowly coming out of

a bout with the flu. But really slowly. I feel my energy is at an all

time low and I can't figure out how to open up to healing. I'm stumped

on how to replenish the energy - I feel my 3rd chakra is tied up in

knots and I would like to do everything possible to keep my aura

protected so in the future these kinds of debilitatiing attacks won't

be hitting me like a ton of bricks.

 

If this helps any, I do have knowledge of the esoteric - have affinity

with blue star energy, indigo, earth and kabbalistic realms of study.

 

Guess that's it. Bless you all with light and beauty - joy