I was born homolateral, so God must hate me...

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Hi Paulina. I haven't read the archive on this list yet, but Doc has a post on

the mindmastery-essentialskillls list (unless he removed it) on differences

between psychological reversals and homolateral.

 

And as for EFT and the other tools, instead of just wondering if you could use

it or if it would apply, just try it out and see what happens.

 

I remember the first time I met Doc in person.

 

I said I wanted an answer to a specific " problem " . I told him that when I'm in

the malls or stores minding my own damn business looking at Christmas

decorations or displays or whatever, enjoying what I see that store managers

start following me around looking all suspicious at me as if they think I'm a

shoplifter or something and is there a way to fix it?

 

He looked at me and said, " Yeah, but you don't care. "

 

I about fell over laughing.

 

I found out that answer is the answer to a lot of my other " stuff " too.

 

So sometimes one of the first things I tap out is " even though I don't give a

damn... "

 

And then sometimes have to add in, " Even though I don't think this will work " .

 

Or " Even though this works for everone else but won't work for me because God

hates me and I'm fucked... "

 

LOL

 

Then what DO you want instead?

 

This is something Doc has said before, and it took awhile for it to sink into my

thick skull...When you fix homolateral, you got to put something there you want

instead, otherwise you'll go back to what you're used to, which is homolateral.

 

In fact, " fix homolateral " is just the wrong damn focus.

 

I thought everyone else was fucked up and needed fixed anyways...

 

Until Doc did the reading test with me at the front of the room at the last

seminar...

 

If I hadn't seen it with my own two eyes, I wouldn't have believed it.

 

So what DO YOU WANT?

 

You want to fix homolateral?

 

Or do you want your energies to cross over correctly instead?

 

How about " I'm homolateral; I don't want to be homolateral. I want my energies

to flow properly. I am taking action to train my energies to flow in the proper

direction now. "

 

So what things do you know that cause the energies to flow in the proper

direction?

 

Figure 8's...

 

Radiant energies...

 

Pleasant memories...

 

You know as long as the SCM (subconscious mind) is pissed off or scared or

unhappy, it doesn't like to cooperate very well. (See MFL's books, for

example.)

 

So go give it something that makes it feel good and happy and puts you on terms

where you can communicate, and then do the drills to contact your SCM for

answers. Things like going to level and dream control.

 

I felt like shit and couldn't figure out WTF, I had no desire to work on my

projects or do anything else. So I asked WTF and go not answer.

 

So I played some " music " -- I played it, not put it in the CD player. I hadn't

played in forever, and it sucked. It was almost like work because I had to

think and try to get my fingers to do things they haven't done in over 2 years.

 

But I had damn good fun.

 

And aparently my SCM was real happy too because not only did I feel good (even

though I sucked), I got real vivid dreams that I actually understood parts of

them... So the next night, I had another real vivid dream and it was even at a

point in the sleep cycle where I would be sure to remember it. So I mapped out

my dream. And I spent the entire day looking for answers from that dream, using

the CM to interpret / figure out the symbols that my SCM gave me.

 

Then I used those answers my SCM gave me so it would have an interest in giving

me more answers. (How many people are you inclined to help if they ask you the

same thing a hundred times but never take action on what you tell them?)

 

And also remember that going out and having damn good fun activates radiant

circuits. I picked something " neutral " that I don't have any negative

programming about -- something I loved when I was a kid. The only negative

programming I have on that is my old man telling me I'd never make any money

from music. Damn... I shoulda learned a few Charlie Rich songs when I was a

kid. Oh well...

 

And when you're doing something that isn't fun, IF it's something you " have " to

do, then how can you use that to get you where you do want to go? What drills

can you do to make that fun?

 

For instance, I am not finished my projects, so I " have " to go to work. I could

quit, but as soon as the money ran out, I'd be real damn hungry. And probably

evicted, too.

 

So I DON'T want to tap for " Even though I hate my goddamned job... "

 

It is NOT where I want to go, so I don't want to fix my dislike for it, which is

a good motivator.

 

However, I would like to have enough energy at the end of the day to work on

things that get me where I want to go...

 

( " Enough energy at the end of the day " is still a real screwed up away from with

the presupposition that " I'm still fucked " , so yeah, I know... " What do I want

instead? How do I go get it now. " )

 

So I started doing drills at work. Besides just taking a break to do cross

crawls or doing wayne cook's at the computer... Look at someone else who is

homolatera. How can I covertly activate their radiant energies? How can I get

their energies crossing over the correct way?

 

And if it's somebody you DON'T like, you can covertly anchor their happiness to

a shitty job. LOL

 

Or you can ask them clarity model quesions about what they like / don't like,

what they are interested in, etc., to reactivate their hopes and dreams.

 

This gets your focus off of homolateral and isntead on to energies that flow

properly.

 

This has helped me a good bit, because the more I think about " homolateral, " the

more fucked I know I am and can't ever fix it because a few seconds later, I'm

homolateral again.

 

But I can do the drills for the energies crossing over; I can do the drills for

radiant energies; and I can see and feel the differences when I do those drills

and know that they work and know that they will get me where I want to go if I

just go do the damn drills in an intelligent way where you plan out where you

want to go and how to get there.

 

Hope this helps.

 

Jim

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pandora51

Mar 23, 2005 10:16 AM

 

Re:

 

 

Hi David:

 

The important thing for me about clearing out energy reversals is that I have

been experiencing opposite results for what I have been " programming " or

working towards. This was a life long situation for me, so much so, that I

could

count on getting the opposite effect after a while. For instance, when a

thought of doom and gloom would enter my mind, the situation worked out very

well.

On other occasions when I programmed, via Silva, for things, events, and

outcomes, the opposite would appear. Seems even before Silva Mind

Control....my

plans and goals would wind up reversed of what I wanted. I stopped wanting

things after a while, because it just seemed to bring negative outcomes. I was

better off, not doing anything.

 

There are outcomes that I still desire and want to renew my zeal of going

after them again, and not fear getting the opposite effect. Yes, I know my fear

will keep them away, and even manifest the feared outcome. Though I do think

that I am aware of that, and check for residual tail ends.

 

Thank you .

 

Paulina