Guest guest Posted April 14, 2009 Report Share Posted April 14, 2009 , Kelmie Blake <kelmie wrote: > > As the moderator of that list... > > ...I get frustrated that so many people are reactive to Doc's postings, and so unwilling to take responsibility for their own reactions. > > I really appreciate Doc and am grateful that he takes the time to > post there, so I put this on the list: Hi Kelmie, THANK YOU very much for reposting your explanation here. I do know that I sometimes trigger negative emotions on a deep and very old level from many people, mostly women or unconfident males. Their fear which leads to angry attacks is usually an unconsconscious negative emotional anchor where as a young child they felt fear, being unsafe, and massive emotional confusion because of an event with a parent or a authority figure in their own life. But they don't know that. The installation was repressed. Because of their unconscious fears, they think that I'm unsafe, when what is really happening is that an older perturbation in their energy fields is being activated and they ASSUME the worse, because they feel bad. For example I just worked with a male client that had erased (depressed/repressed) all emotions from the age of 18 downwards. And this fellow as a middle age adult did NOT get along with women or effeminent men at all. After a bit of 'processing' we discovered that at the age of 7 his mother had another child. And that mother did breast-feed infront of the 7 year old. The 7 year old, was also a child prodigy with drawing, and in his class was the best artist of the lot. So not knowing any better he was drawing boobies of a naked woman in his 2nd grade art period. His female teacher punished this child prodigy by shaming him infront of the entire class, and then ex-communicating him in a room all alone for an entire school week. (I won't go into the details here. I'm sure we've all seen similar things occur) When he was released from that emotional torture and the backroom prison he was no longer a child prodigy with everyone his friend. He was an outcast. In fact the " Cesspool Ripple Effect " changed everything in his life. He no longer was socially acceptable and had lost all his friends. He lost his girl friend. He felt betrayed by her. He lost his playground buddies. He was considered a pervert by them. More on this if anyone is interested. My point being, most illnesses and most fears are based upon something that was installed into their deep minds without them having a thing to do with it. And until that 'stuff' is uncovered and the perturbations are removed from their energy systems, they will continue to automatically attack those their fear because of early negative emotions installations. Here's another example. I know of one yound adult that has quit college one class away from graduation because he had one UJC teacher. The term UJC, in his words, stands for 'Unfair Judgemenat Cuxt'. And until the emotions around that event are normalized he will NEVER be able to remove the hate he has for her from his 'college morph' field. One memory with it's Cesspool Energy Ripple " effects his entire college career. Unfortunately. People do NOT feel safe in fixing those perturbations. John La Tourrette, PhD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 15, 2009 Report Share Posted April 15, 2009 Hi Doc, Wow! This is a really cool post. Thank you! I don't see how anyone can EVER accuse you of being uncaring... Seriously. It's a damn shame that people are so conditioned to resist feeling things fully, hence the reluctance to fix the perbutations. We often felt overwhelmed as children. We feel that if we were unable to process a particular feeling once, we have no reason to feel that could deal with it ever. (Never mind that such decisions, often preverbal, are made completely subjectively. We weren't able to see the whole picture back then.) Considering where we originally " learn " to be dysfunctional with our feelings, and where they learned this, and they learned it....so on, down the line... ....it's a wonder how we keep things as balanced as we do, much of the time. When I feel unsafe about something not immediately obvious, (other than an apparently dangerous situation, of course) I inquire further. The fear response is neither ignored or glorified. I want it to guide me, rather than define the overall experience. Repressing feelings just shoves it into the shadows, and makes us wonder " why we did xx, yet again " and gives much more power to it. Shame, fear, jealousy, rage, judgment, envy, guilt, grief, etc. totally mushroom in the darkness. You said, " I do know that I sometimes trigger negative emotions on a deep and very old level from many people, mostly women or unconfident males. " So, we women get more latitude, eh? Gotta love it.... (Smiling) That's it for now. All best, Melissa , " docspeed2001 " <docspeed2001 wrote: > > , Kelmie Blake <kelmie@> wrote: > > As the moderator of that list... > > ...I get frustrated that so many people are reactive to Doc's postings, and so unwilling to take responsibility for their own reactions. > > I really appreciate Doc and am grateful that he takes the time to > > post there, so I put this on the list: > Hi Kelmie, > THANK YOU very much for reposting your explanation here. > I do know that I sometimes trigger negative emotions on a deep and very old level from many people, mostly women or unconfident males. > Their fear which leads to angry attacks is usually an unconsconscious negative emotional anchor where as a young child they felt fear, being unsafe, and massive emotional confusion because of an event with a parent or a authority figure in their own life. > But they don't know that. The installation was repressed. > Because of their unconscious fears, they think that I'm unsafe, when what is really happening is that an older perturbation in their energy fields is being activated and they ASSUME the worse, because they feel bad. > For example I just worked with a male client that had erased (depressed/repressed) all emotions from the age of 18 downwards. And this fellow as a middle age adult did NOT get along with women or effeminent men at all. > After a bit of 'processing' we discovered that at the age of 7 his mother had another child. And that mother did breast-feed infront of the 7 year old. The 7 year old, was also a child prodigy with drawing, and in his class was the best artist of the lot. So not knowing any better he was drawing boobies of a naked woman in his 2nd grade art period. > His female teacher punished this child prodigy by shaming him infront of the entire class, and then ex-communicating him in a room all alone for an entire school week. > (I won't go into the details here. I'm sure we've all seen similar things occur) > When he was released from that emotional torture and the backroom prison he was no longer a child prodigy with everyone his friend. > He was an outcast. > In fact the " Cesspool Ripple Effect " changed everything in his life. > He no longer was socially acceptable and had lost all his friends. > He lost his girl friend. He felt betrayed by her. > > He lost his playground buddies. He was considered a pervert by them. > More on this if anyone is interested. > My point being, most illnesses and most fears are based upon something that was installed into their deep minds without them having a thing to do with it. > And until that 'stuff' is uncovered and the perturbations are removed from their energy systems, they will continue to automatically attack those their fear because of early negative emotions installations. > Here's another example. > > I know of one yound adult that has quit college one class away from graduation because he had one UJC teacher. The term UJC, in his words, stands for 'Unfair Judgemental Cuxt'. > And until the emotions around that event are normalized he will NEVER be able to remove the hate he has for her from his 'college morph' field. > One memory with it's Cesspool Energy Ripple " effects his entire college career. > Unfortunately. > People do NOT feel safe in fixing those types of unconscious perturbations. > John La Tourrette, PhD > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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