Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Hi. I was only a silent reader on this list for sometime..... until something bad happened to me: I lost my crystal. He was my friend, and I feel as if I lost a member of my family. I had great moments with my crystal, during meditation. I've been inside, I met a friend, I had my room inside where I could meet people I care and who are not here anymore - and now all these are gone, my crystal is no more. To tell you how did it happen? Ugly. I lost him in a hotel room. By the time I realized and went back to the hotel in a rush, he wasn't anymore .... anywhere .... I can't imagine he was sucked by a vacuum cleaner - it makes me feel I'm the most stupid people on earth. But I wonder why.... ok, ok, I was reckless, I didn't check before leaving the room ..... but why did he do it? why did he leave me? why do they, sometimes, choose to leave, to hide, to disappear for a while (in my case, forever)? I have another friend whose crystal is hiding, very often. Any advice how can I pass through this loss? The hotel room was in another country, I came back for 3 weeks now and it took me a while to gather the strength to write this mail. I'm stupid. And alone. Monica Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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