Can Doc's course help me?

December 31, 2005

Hi Doc.

I have to admit I got Daily Digest Mails until I changed the accounts

shortly and before that I never took the time to read through all of

them. Just sporadically.

I sure missed a lot!

I learned so much just by watching how different people approach the

ad. I think each one of it so far showed me something interesting.

(WHATEVER the post was like)

(As I will be leaving for a little New Year's Eve Trip in a few hours

I have no time to comment the 3rd version or explicitly WHAT I have

learned from the other posts [it's a lot about MY way of perceiving,

what I didn't get, what seemed absolute unimportant for ME] although I

would really like to. It's fun and I am learning a lot.)

Anyway.

I have one really important question.

Maybe you realized by reading my comments to the ads that I'm

everything else but a " visual " . I don't care about layout AT ALL. I

don't care about single words that just don't " fit " because they are

too nice or whatever (= " tonal " ?).

(Well, I DID notice that very clearly by reading the other posts)

For me it's about what I FEEL when I read it (as a whole. the

underlines for example bring up a slight feeling of " aggression " ).

And about the content!

That's my " problem " . From what I have heard so far " Digitals " and

" Kinesthetics " are more like opposites.

(do you work with " Digitals " ? Until shortly I only knew the other

three. Couldn't a digital be more a problem of our time... a... [to

use that old, simple analogy] strong left-brain-focus that kind of

overrides the " normal " type? Just a thought that came to my mind about

two hours ago.)

I'm both. Extremely rational but somehow more a kinesthetic.

(When I look back I often acted like a digital. But I've been working

at using both, logic and feeling, harmonising my left and right

hemisphere and now I realised that I perceive and process like a

kinesthetic... it's kind of a fight but I'm still looking for a

symbiosis.)

Somehow... that sucks. Try to varify vast " feelings " ....

If I ever try something like Remote Viewing or Telepathy... Nothing.

No pictures. No words. Different feelings MAYBE but what to do with THAT?

I don't want to say there are no pictures in my head, when I construct

them (may it be trying to manifest [ok, forget that! may it be

manifesting] or remembering something which both are not so different

in the way they are constructed) they are there and I'm getting better

and better at that. I have an idea of what " thoughts " have to be like

if I'd like them to be received (and followed if it's something like a

" TURNAROUND " command+picture+movement).

But as soon as I stop constructing there's NOTHING.

My question:

Is it a block? Should I try to begin my work from that kinesthetic

frame...?? What are things that are easily verified for a sceptic?

No.

That one:

CAN YOUR RV/RI COURSE HELP ME with that?

If it REALLY can, I'll buy it. But I don't want to spend any more

money on hearing the same words over and over again. I need someone

competent, no platitudes.

[i already see hordes of people angrily shouting at me because I dared

to question Doc

Hey, no offense intended. I'm just seeking help for a problem that is

REALLY bothering me. I've already spent too much money on stuff that

couldn't help me. I know that the introductory text says I NEED it.

But I'm a damn sceptic. And maybe I (as a kinesthetic?) am just not

fit for remote viewing.

Forgive me ]

Thanks.

Michael

PS:

Something amusing:

Ever played table football? Know what freaks are out there?

On Sunday I played at a small tournament with my brother.

I play 3 times a year and I was afraid I would have NO chance at that

tournament. I had just jumped in for my other brother.

As I didn't have the time to do that properly I used the 5 minutes

while driving there to put my fingers in my relax- and

alpha-or-whatever-anchors-positions and tell myself

that I'd be as good as someone with my practice could possibly be.

That my reflexes would compare to all the other skills. (When you're

defending all you need is a good view, moving both sticks in the best

possible way to cover as much as possible and crazy REFLEXES to be

able to compete with the nerds.)

By the way... naturally I'm... slow.

Good reflexes are definitely NO natural strength of mine.

Just wanted to mention that

The Tournament went (seen from a realistic perspective) REALLY good

for me. We kicked the first opponents from the table (watching them

playing before the tournament started I almost got frightened by them...).

And against the other two REALLY good teams we played about 3-5 times

as long as all the games around us went. We weren't good enough to

shoot goals (my brother is usually much better than me but in this

games he was lost in front) but I was driving them crazy.

That was SO FUNNY. A guy that looked sooooooooooo relaxed all day,

because at least 4 out of 5 from his shots were goals (no matter

against whom he played), got really ANGRY when he shot my player for

the 7th or 8th time in a row.

I'm thinking about starting table tennis again just to show what you

can reach with the right mental training. Or I'll get into table soccer

(there is no martial arts school here that I am interested in)

Err.... anyway.

I'm no " newbie " to psychic stuff, self-hypnosis etc etc (compared to a

lot of people here, I AM, ok). I'm just pissed by not being able to

" receive " . If there's for example (!) a board that is supposed to tell

me the level of my relaxation I think... I wonder what that might

be... let's say a 4...

wait. let's say? aa, there it is, the 4. Yeah, but you made that up,

it didn't appear by itself. BLABLABLA